MY HUSBAND STROKED BUT DID NOT DIE
Chapter 126 HAS NO CHOICE

"I'm home, Don."

Doni looked me in the eye sharply. I threw my eyes to the side.

"Go home. This apartment is yours. The door will always be open for you. I'm sorry I couldn't take you. I'm fucked up."

Yeah, I got it. Doni's situation is in chaos. Not just his looks, but his mind. His heart also seemed to be troubled. Although I'm not sure Doni's heartbreak is because of me.

Doni doesn't love me that much. If he loved me, he would've divorced his wife and fought for me.

But the truth is Doni still maintains his household. He still thinks about his wife's needs. Even willing to be used by his wife.

And now, he's not trying to fight for me. He let me go back to my husband. His mouth says he lost. But the truth is he didn't do anything about it.

I swallowed my saliva, then nodded slowly. I grabbed my bag.

Doni grabbed my hand before I stood up. I'm staring.

"Why?" my many.

"I'm sorry, Ar," said Doni.

"Sorry for what?" my question is not to understand. If only to go home alone, I don't have to apologize either.

"I have brought you in this state" said Doni.

I looked down on my tears without being able to hold it. It's not just Doni's fault, it's my fault for being overwhelmed by his charms.

"Can I tell you a minute? It's about Maya." Doni put his head on the back of the sofa.

Then Doni told me about Maya who was infected with HIV since she miscarried.

Maya who miscarried and was depressed because of the loss of her child candidate, had fallen into the world of drugs. He became an addict.

Almost a year Maya was in that world, until one day Maya was very sick. Maya must be taken to the hospital. That's when it was detected that Maya's blood was contaminated with HIV.

All her family was shocked, including Doni who was her husband.

"At that time we separated the house. Ever since she lost her baby and ran into drugs, I've moved out and contracted for a house of my own" Doni said.

But it turns out that Doni's departure did not make Maya aware, he even more crazy.

While Doni had to fight alone to finish his college. Although a little, Doni gave a living to Maya.

But unfortunately the money was misused by Maya. Even the money from Maya's parents that was given to Doni to pay for his college, was also used by Maya to buy methamphetamine.

After Doni finishes college, Maya's parents help find work for Doni. With the hope that Doni's life can be established and Maya wants to come with him.

At first Maya's family didn't know she was a drug addict. All they know is that Maya is depressed about losing her baby and getting thinner.

Plus, Doni left him. After Doni explains, they find out what happened to Maya.

They're all trying to wake Maya up. Various ways have been tried, but Maya does not want to change.

Until then, Maya was seriously ill and tested positive for HIV, then Maya realized. But unfortunately, Maya is too late.

And Maya's situation dragged Doni. Doni is her husband. They were rarely together, but they did it again.

"I'm no less scared than you are right now. Even now I still dare not check myself. I'm afraid I'm positive."

"So you don't know your status yet?"

Doni nods. For a matter as important as this, he still ignored it?

"That's also why I never divorced Maya. I feel sorry for her. Both of his parents are gone. Who else would take care of it if it wasn't me?"

"But unfortunately, my pity was misused by Maya. He just kept asking me for money, in addition to making treatment for him to have fun. The reason he wants to enjoy life for the rest of his life" continued Doni.

"I'm sorry, Ar. I didn't mean to." Doni lowered his head.

"You have heart, Don. You dragged me in this state." I just kept crying.

"Yes, I was wrong. I'm evil. All I did was because I still love you, Aryani. And I also feel like I'm fine, because I've never been as seriously ill as Maya." Doni admitted his mistake.

"But what if it turns out that you are also infected? Then what about me?"

Doni. Then kiss the tip of my head.

"That's what I said. Keep with me. If we're gonna die from the virus, we're gonna die together."

I'm getting freaked out. I don't want to die right now, let alone die carrying the virus.

"Then if I stay with you, what about Maya? I don't want to have any trouble with him, Don!" Sorry, that doesn't mean I want them to get divorced, but at least I want my life to be more comfortable without being disturbed by Maya.

Although I also can not necessarily be if you have to part with the Arka mas and my son.

"Later I'll talk to him. Maybe I'll keep paying for her treatment, with a note that she's not upsetting our relationship" Doni replied.

"But what about my husband, Don? He's too good for me. I can't afford to leave her."

"You can't leave him, but you can infect him?"

I'm speechless. Ah, why is the problem so complicated?

"Don. Before I make a decision, let me check myself first. Let me make no wrong decision" I asked.

"Are you ready if the result turns out to be positive?" ask Doni.

"Ready ready, Don. It's better than we can just fumble. You want to check in with me?"

Doni. He seems very paranoid.

"Yes already. Tomorrow I'm going to the hospital with Mila."

"Mila?" ask Doni.

"Yes, Mila also wanted to check herself out. You know for yourself, don't you think he likes to change partners?"

"That means Mila knows how I am?" ask Doni again. He looks so scared. Surely he thought, if Mila to know means a lot of people who will also know.

"Let's give me information about Maya" I replied.

"Where does Mila know about Maya?"

"They're in the same world, Don. And Mila told me it didn't mean anything bad. That's because Mila cares about me. She's worried I'm infected because you're Mila's friend." I'm trying to defend Mila. People have been judged negatively by Doni.

Doni.

"If you want to clear your name, come with us to check in" I asked.

"Then what if my results are positive?" ask Doni.

"Yes already. How else. At least you won't spread the virus to anyone else" I replied. Because I'm upset, very upset with Doni.

"I wouldn't have spread it to anyone else. Because you will accompany me until the end of my life" said Doni confidently.

"It's very much you, Don."

"Pastill. Because if I'm positive, you can be sure you're positive, too."

I silently stared. That means no more options for me.