
Roni took me to breakfast at a diner not far from the project.
"We're eating here, aren't we?" bring Roni.
"Yes, Ron. Just relax. It's comfortable here, too" I replied.
Roni is not like Doni who is royal in terms of food and is too picky. Roni can eat anywhere.
Maybe because Doni comes from a family of. Since school, Doni has always been selective when it comes to eating.
"How was your examination yesterday? So right?" ask Roni.
"So, Ron. And thank God the result is negative. But I still have to retest next week. And for this week I have to be sterile first. Let the results of the examination be kept negative."
"When how?" ask Roni again.
I was too lazy to answer. I hate Mila. Friend but stabbing me blatantly.
"Why silence? He's negative too, right?" Roni looks worried.
"Yes" I replied briefly. If only there was Sarah, I would tell you about Mila's behavior in Arka. With Roni, I'm still shy.
But apparently Roni read my unease. He looked at me deeply.
"Is there a problem with Mila?" ask Roni.
"Can we talk about something else, Ron?" my door.
"Why? Isn't he your best friend?" ask Roni again.
"Yes. But..." I can't tell you. And for some reason, my tears just came out.
"b... You why?" Roni grabbed my hand and held it tightly. I pulled my hand. Because I know it's not good to see people. Especially if Sarah finds out.
Anyway, Sarah's my best friend. I don't want Sarah to get this wrong. I'm not Mila who betrayed friendship for her ambition.
"Oh, sorry, Ar." Roni put her hand away. He knows I'm not comfortable with that.
"That's okay, Ron," I said trying to shake off the discomfort between us.
"What's wrong with Mila? He hurt you?" ask Roni. He seemed very worried about me and like he knew Mila's behavior.
I just kept quiet. I don't want to cover up Mila's mistakes but I don't feel good confiding in Roni.
"Yes if you don't want to say. I just hope Mila doesn't make trouble with you" Roni said.
"He.he betrayed me, Ron," I said, wiping away tears. Instead of dry, my tears flowed back.
Roni looked at me sharply.
"With Arka?" guess Roni.
Change me who looks at Roni. How'd he know?
"I can guess, Ar. Sarah and I had caught them walking together the day before Doni's death" Roni said.
Huh huh? Isn't that when we wanted to check the blood together? At that time I saw Mila even took Arka mas to the hospital. And I finally ran off to hide with Doni.
"Where did you meet?" manya curious.
"At a restaurant" replied Roni.
I told you about the day before Doni died to Roni. It could be after the hospital, Mila invited Arka to eat. Because I ran away from home before I had time to eat breakfast.
"It could be, Ar. But what Sarah and I saw back then, Mila's attitude was very different. Not like the attitude of a friend" said Roni responded to my story.
"Crazy! And even crazier the Ark. Don't know what your home is? There is no right for him to do what he wants. Especially do it like that" said Roni. His eyes are full of hate. Either to Mila or to Arka. Or on both.
"God, Ron. I don't care anymore. Whatever they want. Now I want to focus on myself first. I want to make sure I'm okay. I'm tired, Ron."
Roni gave me tissue. My tears come out incessantly. Though my mouth says whatever, but my heart hurts so much.
Moreover, Arka seems to deliberately want to take revenge on me. Revenge because I once betrayed her.
"Have they ever been in contact before? As far as I know, they just knew each other" asked Roni.
"Let's never loved a man. But the man never wanted to return his love. Moreover, the family of the man, they rejected Mila. Because Mila comes from a bad family. Her life is not right, either" I said as Mila had told me.
"What does this have to do with Arka?" ask Roni.
"The man is.mas Arka." I bow my head.
I tried to get as much oxygen as I could, because my chest was tight.
Roni gave me my drink. The food we ordered, I didn't touch it. I don't think my mouth can get me into food. To chew it was lazy, let alone swallow it.
Roni mangosteen.
"Eat first, Ar. If you want to be healthy, you have to eat. You have to take care of your health. Prove to them that you're okay, even if what they're doing is painful." Roni brought my food plate closer.
I just stirred up the contents. No longer feel hungry, or lusting to see the food that I really like.
"Eat, Ar. You can't be sick. You cannot be weak. If you need help, there's Sarah and I ready to help you. You are not alone, Ar," said Roni.
I nodded, then I wiped my tears. I tried to put a little food in my mouth.
Like people were sick, the food felt very bad. It feels bitter on my tongue.
Roni kept forcing me to eat. Even he threatened not to take me out of this store if I didn't finish my meal.
"Rome, Ron. My stomach feels nauseous. If it continues to be forced, then it will all come out," I said after eating less than half.
"Yes already. What matters is that your stomach is filled. If it is empty, you can catch a cold," said Roni understandingly.
"When does Sarah come home, Ron?" ask me to divert the conversation.
"I told you earlier, if the business in Jogja is finished, he will definitely go home" replied Roni.
I nodded in shame. Because I forgot that Roni said it, I asked again.
"We go to the project, yuk," asked Roni. Then he paid for all our food.
"Ron, I'm serious about work. Please give me a job. I really need it" I said as Roni drove forward.
"Yes, I'll think about it. Or later if Sarah comes home. You can talk about new business. Oh yeah, how about that boutique you're gonna do with Yola first?" ask Roni.
"Lha, the guy's at the police station, how do you want to continue?" my answer.
"Yes anyway. Well, what if you guys just shop? Apaan cake. Muslim clothes, or baby clothes. Or what. Let it be a little, you must have learned from Yola," said Roni.
"Alright, Ron. When Sarah comes back, I'll talk about it."
Roni gave her thumbs up.
"That's dong. Let's get excited again. Don't get too late with the problem."
"Yes, Ron. Thank you, support" I said. I'd love to hug Roni as my thanks. But.he's my best friend's husband.
I don't want to be said to stab in the back like Mila did to me.