
The next day, Mas Arka intended to take me to the hospital. Apparently he has been browsing alone, which hospital provides services for HIV/AIDS patients.
I feel training. Mas Arka was so expecting me and seemed to be able to really accept my situation.
I called Mila. Let him come along too.
"What does this have to do with Mila? Are y'all..." Arka did not continue his talk. Let's not let him suspect the no-no.
"During this time, Mila had an unhealthy relationship, Mas. With Maya's HIV-infected case, she's freaked out" I said.
"May? Who's she?" ask me Arka. I forgot that Arka didn't know Maya.
"She's Doni's wife" I replied softly. It's not heartache for Maya, but instead I feel sorry for Maya.
Doni's death further makes Maya drop. And finally he caught up with Doni.
"Oh. Kirain you have a complicated relationship," said Mas Arka with his leisure.
"No, Mom." I was caught off guard by Arka's question.
"Where did Maya get infected?" ask me Arka.
"He was depressed after a miscarriage. Then he ran into drugs. It looks like he's infected from there." I said it like Doni told me.
"And Doni got infected too, and then passed it on to you." Arka's words are like judging me.
Why does the word Arka even sound cynical? He said he wanted to come back to me and accept my condition as badly as possible.
Why are there so many questions now that seem to corner me?
If he won't accept me anymore, I won't force him either. I accept the consequences of my actions.
And I don't want to live with someone who only half-heartedly accepts me.
Or maybe Arka will set me up? He wants to know my blood test. And if I were positive, would she avenge her heartache on me?
I had negative thoughts about him. And who would doubt.
Before long, Mila came. He is also very prepared with the results of the check later, he said.
"Come on. Get in my car," take Mila.
Arka looks excited again. I no longer see the attitude of judging him. Whether it was just pretending or indeed he was already able to accept my reasoning.
On the way, I called Sarah if we were going to the hospital. So he no longer needed to contact his doctor friend.
When I got to the hospital, my heart was beating very fast. Even my cold sweat started to come out.
Yeah, I'm tense. Even very tense because it will receive news that may not be tasty.
"Not to be tense, Ar. Just relax. I enjoy it too. If I am tested positive, what do I say. Maybe it is my destiny" Mila said lightly.
Yeah, because Mila's still alone. He has no risk of losing his family.
If both parents, although initially will be angry, but over time they will definitely forgive Mila. And accept Mila's situation.
I am not just going to lose my husband. I will be kept away from my son too.
Not to mention the social sanctions I have to accept. No one else will be close to me.
Parents have no. There is no family either. I swallowed my own spit.
"Yes, Ar. Just calm. There's me by your side" said Mas Arka.
Sounds very sweet. Unlike the questions that were asked before Mila came.
I just nodded. Then follow the steps of the Arka mas who seems to already know, which room we will go to.
Arrive in a separate hospital. Far away from the main building.
We arrived at the registration section. The first time Arka came forward.
Then Mila and I were told to come forward to fill out the registration form.
"Who will be examined?" ask the nurse who was on guard, just now as Arka's mas advanced.
"My friends, Sus," answered Mas Arka pointing at us.
There was actually quite a stabbing taste in his heart when I was also in his acknowledgement as his friend.
Was Arka ashamed to admit that I was his wife? Almost my tears spilled, if only Arka did not immediately call us to go forward.
"I'm sorry, I said you were my friends. I don't want to ask many questions if I acknowledge you as my wife" said Mas Arka slowly.
I nodded sadly. But I'm trying hard. I don't want to think about that first. I will focus on my own issues.
"You're married?" ask the nurse to me and Mila.
I looked at the Arka. I don't want to answer wrong.
Arka nodded. It seems to signal that I will answer yes.
"No, Sus," replied Mila.
"You?" ask the middle-aged nurse.
"It." I bowed my face.
The nurse nodded her head. Then let me and Mila fill out our bio data.
"After you've finished filling up, hand it back to me" he said. Then he called the patient who had to go into another room.
There are not many nurses here. Until the nurse named Lastri was concurrently working as part of registration and patient queue.
I filled out my form with the actual data. There is nothing I manipulate. Likewise with Mila.
When we finished, we handed it to the nurse.
"Please wait there." He pointed at a long bench a bit far away.
I don't know what that means. He then walked into a room with my file and Mila's file.
"Aren't you talking, Mil?" my many.
"Yes certainly. I enjoy it, Ar. Don't be so tense" replied Mila.
Arka walked closer.
"Mas, can you please buy me a drink? I'm so thirsty, I forgot I didn't bring my own drink, '" asked Mila.
"Byeah" sahut mas Arka.
Then Mila gave money to Arka. He knew my husband was unemployed.
Arka walked away from us. I suspect, it seems that Mila deliberately wanted to talk not to be heard by the Arka mas. He's not really thirsty.
"arc. Last night Sarah told me about your son who was about to be taken to Australi. Really no?" ask Mila. I haven't told Mila about yesterday.
"Yes, Mil." Then I told Mila from the beginning we got a police report until Yola and Deni were arrested.
"So your son and husband want to be sold abroad?" ask Mila.
"Looks. Mas Arka never thought, because Deni is his cousin," I replied.
"That's a great deal of love for people. Have a brother nothing is right" said Mila.
"Yes, Mil. Got a wife that's not okay anymore." I commented on myself before Mila commented.