
By Maghrib I was troubled by my husband. My enlarged stomach made it difficult for me to lift her from the wheelchair.
While at home there are no people and Arka's mas has been since noon when Bima left, sitting in his wheelchair. To lift it alone is clear I can't.
I walked to the security guard post complex. I'll ask them for help moving the Arkas.
Fortunately, there was a security guard. Because the others are preparing for maghrib prayer.
"Sir, can I ask you to please move my husband to bed? There was nobody at home. I can't move it alone" I asked the guard.
Fortunately, Mr. Satpam helped. Because the security guard at the complex already knew that my husband was sick.
With a little reward, eventually the Arka mas can be moved. Not those who ask for compensation, but indeed I forced Mr. Satpam to accept my gift.
"Thank you very much, Mom. Tomorrow if there's any more need, I can ask for our help. But I don't need to give you a reward like this. It is our job to help the people. I even became bad, Mom" said Mr. Satpam.
"Together, Sir. I thank you very much for helping me."Then Satpam pampit sir to return to the guard post.
Previously, Mr. Satpam gave me his mobile number, to make it easier for me to contact him when I needed help.
"Mas, sleep first until tomorrow morning. Wait for Bima to come move the mas" I said slowly.
It feels crying with this situation. Can I live all this?
I'm out of my room. I want to calm my mind. I sat staring at myself on the front porch.
The porch light I turned off on purpose, so no one would see me. I really want to be alone.
I called my mother-in-law, asking when bi Yati would be back at my house. Mom said, later if bi Sumi has returned to Mom's house. He said bi Sumi was sick in his village.
I also complained that I was not feeling well. I had to give up, even though I really needed bi Yati right now.
I didn't tell Mom either, that Bima was on clearance. Pity later even Mother increasingly thought.
Until nine o'clock in the evening, I just went into my room. I saw that Arka had closed her eyes.
I also lay down next to him. I tried to close my eyes, but my mind floated somewhere.
I feel very nervous tonight. I changed the position of the slant facing the Arka mas. There I was even more sad to see the condition of the Arka mas that did not improve.
I turned my body, turned my back on the Arka mas. I still can't be shut down. My eyes are so hard to shut.
I returned to the back position. My eyes looked up at the ceiling. It felt empty my mind.
My body also suddenly felt sore. I got out of bed. Maybe sitting could be better.
I sat in the small chair in the room, getting even more sore. I paced back and forth incoherently.
I finally walked into the middle room. Sleeping on the couch can help a little.
I saw the clock on the wall. One night's hour. There's no one lonely. There's no sound whatsoever.
Eve's getting a little cold. My hair is meramang. What's the matter?
I read my prayers as much as I can. Then I curled up on the couch, trying to close my eyes.
Even though my mind was still floating around somewhere, and the fear that suddenly struck me, I still tried to close my eyes. I don't know what time I fell asleep.
The sunlight that had risen, made the heat I felt. I opened my eyes. I remember where I was.
Geez! It's eight in the morning. No one woke you up. Instantly I jumped. I sat down immediately. While rubbing my eyes.
I looked towards the front door. Open-ended. Maybe Bima has come, but does not dare to wake me.
But why are the house lights still on? Usually Bima will turn off the lights of the house when it is noon.
I walked towards my room. The door's wide open. Mas Arka was still lying on the bed, in the same clothes as yesterday.
Means Bima hasn't cleaned it. Even when I got closer, the smell from the diapers was already smelled. Even the smell of shit. Maybe the Arka BAB.
"Bi...Milky!" I tried to call and look for Bima's whereabouts. There was no answer and I couldn't find it.
As I turned around and looked towards my wardrobe, I was shocked to death.
The closet door was wide open. The lace is open too. My pile of clothes is a mess.
I ran towards the closet. I saw the drawer. My body immediately limped. I'm sagging to the floor.
Spontaneous tears flowed down my cheeks. My voice was like it was stuck in my throat.
I can't stand. I kept crying in a sitting position on the floor.
Money from the sale of lost cars. My jewelry box is not in place.
After being satisfied crying and being able to gather strength, I tried to stand up.
I'm gonna go find my phone, call the security complex. I walked towards the nightstand. There's no cell phone there.
As I recall, I put it there last night. I opened the nightstand drawer, nothing. Arka's cell phone doesn't exist either.
I looked at my dresser, but I still couldn't find it. I started to panic. My body feels weaker. But I force you to step.
I'm out of my room. I'm looking for the whereabouts of anyone in this house. There's no one.
I opened the room that used to sleep by Bima. There's no sign of him coming back.
I walked towards the door. I was hanging in there. Did I forget to lock it last night?
Then who took all the money, jewelry and other stuff? Is there a burglar coming into my house?
Isn't there a security guard at the gate of the compound? Then why did it get to the point that there was a burglar coming in?
I tried to brace my feet to walk towards the guard post. Although it's actually not too far away, but because my legs feel weak, so it feels very far away.
From a distance I saw two security guards standing guard. I hastened my steps.
When I got to the post, I told him what was going on in my house. They seemed very surprised to hear my story.
Then they rushed to my house. I caught up with them in a staggering step.
Until I got to my porch, I could no longer walk. I sat on the edge of the terrace. I put my head on the pillar of the house.
Two guards came out of my house. Seeing me sitting with a breath, they helped me sit on the porch chair.
Another security guard ran inside, and got me some water. After I looked at her, I felt my throat plump.
"Mother's house seems to be entering the thief" said Mr. Satpam. My body went back to limp. My head's spinning. And.... It's dark!