MY HUSBAND STROKED BUT DID NOT DIE
Chapter 44 JAMBING

I sat at the dining table. Bi Yati made pregnant mother's milk and chocolate toast for me.

I pondered, thinking about Bima's attitude towards me. What's up with him? Can't he like me?

I'm somebody's wife. And a big pregnant one too. There are no other women out there, who are single. Which may be prettier than me.

Bima is a standard face. But his body is athletic. His eyes are as sharp as an eagle. The skin is not too white, adding to the impression of macho.

Hhmm...why am I imagining him? Her shadow*******my lips, dancing in my head. Uh. Crazy one! Yeah, I'm crazy!

I shook my head, brushing off all those shadows. But how could I possibly throw that thought away, while he stayed here. One roof with me.

And we were almost twenty-four hours together. Except for Sunday, usually the morning after finishing his work, he left. In the afternoon before the Arka bath, he had come again.

Bi Yati delivered my milk and bread. I drink it slowly. And eat my bread. Ever since I was pregnant, I have loved to eat chocolate toast. Every morning bi Yati always makes it for me.

"Mom, the supplies in the kitchen are running out. Chocolate jam and mother's milk also stay a little" said bi Yati. I looked towards him. Then nod.

"Yes bi, I'll buy it later in the day. Just record everything" I replied. Then chew my bread again.

Before long, Bima came. He's pushing Arka's car wheelchair. Parked next to me sat. I stroked the head of Arka's mas, then kissed it long ago.

I want to say an apology for yesterday's incident with Bima. Until he made her tear.

Bi Yati prepared food for the Arka mas, while Bima prepared the medicine. I'm still sitting in my chair. One of my hands clasped Arka's hand tightly.

Bi Yati handed over Arka's mas food to Bima. Then Bima painstakingly fed him. I watched him closely. Although I can already feed Arka mas, but I am less painstaking. Frequently spilled.

"Usually you'll be drying the Ark mas first, Bim. Why eat first?" I asked Bima.

"It's a little cloudy, ma'am. Maybe it's a little bit of daylight just showed up. So eat first. Later if there is heat, new sunbathing" said Bima politely.

That's one of the things that makes me love Bima. He is very polite and professional. Especially in front of others, including in front of bi Yati, she was not suspicious at all.

It was as if everything was going normally. There never was anything.

Usually almost an hour to feed the arka mas. While waiting for Arka to finish eating, I entered my room. Bathing, continue to accompany the Arka mas sunbathing for a while.

After the shower, I came out of the room in a pregnant outfit that looked a bit sexy. I bought it online yesterday.

Seeing the shape of my body that is very visible, Bima's eyes slightly glared. But since there was bi Yati, he immediately turned his eyes away.I just smiled looking at her.

This clothes material is adem, very comfortable to wear. I also don't think it fits in, I look sexy. It was worn, lazy to replace it again.

I waited for Arka's mas to eat in the living room. While turning on the television. Foolish, rather than lonely.

Finished eating and taking medicine, Bima brought the Arka mas to the front yard. Ordinary place arka sunbathing. I caughtup.

I see, Arka's already in her usual place. The sun is embarrassed to appear, but it is enough to sunbathe, even so it is not too hot.

I sat on the terrace seat. While keeping an eye on the Arka. May Arka be healed soon, O Allah. Praying always.

"You're beautiful, Ar. You are very sexy" said Bima. I was surprised to hear him call me by my name. Not my mother as usual. And what does that mean?

I looked at him not understanding. He's getting sharp looking at me. Even very sharp. I was even wrong.

Bima suddenly grabbed my hand. Then kiss my hand. Spontaneously I pulled my hand.

It's on the porch of the house, what if someone sees it? I must have been accused of having an affair with my husband's nurse.

Arka could not see it. Because Bima confronts Arka mas to the road. I don't know what that means. Though usually the Ark facing to the side.

"Take care of your attitude, Bim!" ketus. Bima looked down, before long she stood up. And leave me. He went inside the house.

Is he offended by my words? Or is my voice too harsh? But let. He can be more polite to me. I am the wife of the one who paid for it. Although Arka's mas is sick, but all the money I use, is Arka's gold.

Later he will also return again when the time for the arka sunbathing is finished. Because I know that Bima is very professional.

And sure enough, an hour later Bima back again. His face was as usual. Not in the kayak bend when entering earlier.

He brought in the Arka mas. Passed me without looking at me. I'm just smiling. Like a little boy, squealing. I followed them in too.

Apparently Bima had prepared foot-soaking water for the Arka mas. I approached him, and accompanied Arka mas who was soaking his legs.

"Bim, ten o'clock take me to the supermarket?" my spoken. Bima just nodded her head. Still not looking at me.

I took my phone that I put on the middle table, then took a picture of Arka mas who was soaking feet. Bima turned his face in the opposite direction. I think he's afraid of the camera. I laughed in my heart.

"I'm going to go to the room first, Bim. When you're ready, call me" I said. Then I walked to my room. I'm gonna take a break.

I'm breaking my body. While opening my cell phone gallery. A lot of pictures of me and my arka mas over there. Also pictures of us going to Jogja.

Mas Arka was so dashing in those photos. Our friendly poses made me miss my former husband.

Yolah. I looked at my best friend's picture. I haven't communicated with him for long. Last time he sent me money. I'm a miss with Yola.

I just closed my eyes, my bedroom door was knocked. I walked up and opened the door.

Turns out Bima, who's gonna bring in the Ark's mas. Bima entered, still without greeting me. Not yet gone. Then move Arka's mas to my bed.

After he finished with his task, he was still standing by my bedside.

"We're leaving now?" I asked Bima. He looked at me clingy. From the end of my head to the end of my feet. Spontaneous I also see my appearance. Something is wrong what not. I looked back at him.

"Is something wrong with me?" ask again.

"No other clothes?" Bima asked back. I scrunched my forehead.

"I don't like other men seeing your body shape." Gluey! I swallowed my saliva. Who her? What right does it forbid me?