MY HUSBAND STROKED BUT DID NOT DIE
Chapter 118 DONI'S GREATNESS

This morning I was getting ready for work. As planned, today I'll say goodbye to Doni.

"Mas. I'm leaving first."

Mas Arka looked at me, then he first extended his hand.

Up in front of the alley, I didn't see Doni's car as usual.

Hmmm. I sighed, then opened the online ojek app. Ribet if riding angkot. This clock is usually full. Not to mention my short skirt made me not confident sitting crammed with the crowd.

Arriving at the hotel, the atmosphere looks crowded. Looks like there's a group staying at the hotel.

Mila didn't see me pass in front of her. I passed by without any intention of greeting him.

Doni's room was quiet. I sat down in my chair and started to activate the laptop. On my desk there are a lot of files that I seem to have to finish.

I looked at the laptop that was on. Confused as to how.

Today I'm going to resign. Do I need to finish the job today?

I opened the hape. I opened my chat app. Doni is online.

I called Doni, but I was denied the call. Is he busy again?

I'll just send a message, if I want to talk important. Hope Doni wants to read it.

An hour later, Doni arrived. His face was flat.

"Don, I want to talk."

"Hotel more work. Talk is pending first. Where's files?"

"What file?"

Doni just glanced at me, then picked up a pile of files I hadn't touched.

Doni moved him off my desk without even talking.

"Don. I'm going to resign today."

Doni was silent for a moment and looked at me.

"Why?"

"I....I'm gonna run my friend's boutique."

"Oh. Good though. Where's where?" ask Doni. From the tone of his speech Doni did not mind my decision.

"At my friend's house. We will also move there."

"We?" Doni's still staring at me. It makes me feel bad.

"Yes. Me and.my husband."

Doni. His hands are on the table.

"Easy then?"

I frowned.

"meaning?"

"I should ask what you mean!" exciting Doni. I gasped. Doni doesn't usually say out loud.

"Don...."

"OKAY. You don't need to continue your talk. I already understand what you mean. You will just leave me after what happened all this time! After your paralyzed husband is healthy again!"

Doni sighed in what sounded like hunting. I can only be quiet.

"It's very nice of you, Ar. You use us with all your innocence. And once you're bored, you'll easily leave!"

"Don!"

"Go! I can find girls like you out there. It won't run out of stock!"

I bowed my face. I want to feel crying. Doni thinks I'm so low.

I realized, Doni's sacrifice for me was not small. He always has time for me. He has been the one who has borne the needs of my life.

"What's crying for? Do you think crying can change my opinion of you? Not again!"

I wiped my tears. Not that I meant selling tears to ask for sympathy.

I never wanted to leave Doni. Doni's been filling my days all this time.

But right now I have to choose. I can't possibly live both. Even if there is a heart that will be hurt by it.

Doni, it's not the right choice for me right now. As a man, Doni is almost perfect. But our status doesn't allow us to be together forever.

Doni has the status of husband of a person who until now is still legally and religiously legitimate. Although Doni says they never do it again, Doni is still financially responsible.

As for me, there's no way I'm leaving my husband after all the trials we've been through.

Even on the way, I was unfaithful. I split my heart even my body into other men.

But my husband, he's my only hope to carry on with my life. And my son too.

As a woman, I want to have a whole family again. And I won't get that with Doni.

I will be second. I'll keep hiding in front of a lot of people. At risk of being labeled as a destroyer of people's households. Or even women who are not satisfied with one man.

"Why not go yet? I'll transfer the severance to your account!"

It hurts to hear it. I don't expect severance or anything from Doni. My work time was not long either. I have no right to ask for it.

"I'm sorry, Don."

I stood up and grabbed my bag.

Doni pulled me until I fell into his arms. I gave up whatever Doni was going to do to me. Even though I don't want it.

Especially with the words of Doni that pierced the heart. I want to stay away from him more and more.

It would be very unfair for Doni if I refused him right now.

But what if Doni wants it again? Should I serve him?

While all night I was trying to set my heart to stay away from Doni. I will live my life again with my husband and my son, whom I will take back.

And Doni really fucked me. I didn't reject it even though I didn't respond.

Doni just kept poking me until we finally did it again here. Inside the room with an unlocked door.

Once satisfied, Doni let me go. I also took back my clothes. There was a feeling of guilt for my husband. When we were about to start a new life, I again smeared it with depraved deeds.

I feel very dirty. I feel unworthy of my husband.

Arka before I got sick, never hurt me. Especially betraying me. He has decided to choose me, an ordinary woman who has nothing.

But when he was sick and fell, I easily gave my body to another man.

I cursed myself. Disgusted with my own body. A body that I might not be proud of anymore if I was sick like Arka.

"You're sorry you did it again?" doni asked after she had tidied her clothes.

I can only be quiet. Sit on the sofa while looking at the floor.

"I'm sorry, Ar. I was selfish to force you. I know you're uncomfortable. I know you don't enjoy it. I can't be far from you, Ar. I can't part with you."

I dared to look at Doni's face. There are no lies there. Doni's face was so sincere. As smooth as Arka's face while looking at me.

I grabbed Doni's body and hugged him tightly.

"I'm sorry too, Don. I can't continue this relationship."

"Why?" Doni let go of my embrace and looked at my face.

"My life was there with my husband, Don. Not here with you." I really dared to say something that must have been very painful for Doni.

Doni sighed.

"I will wait for you even if you no longer want me. Come whenever you want."

My heart is broken hearing the greatness of Doni's heart. He loves me so sincerely.