Dusk At the End Please
Let Me Be Happy with Him

As the sunlight entered the bedroom window, Ahsan was still sound in his sleep. He sleeps on his back on a special king-size bed only in the official house he occupies.

On the sofa that was still in Ahsan's room someone was also sleeping curled up looking engrossed in a blanket that covered his entire body.

After a fight that reciprocated bogem bogem each other last night they both entered the same house. Both of them cleaned themselves and immediately fell asleep without any more talk.

At dawn, they prayed each other and fell asleep at the first place. Ahsan freely slept on his king-size bed, while Akhtar made the sofa in the room his resting place.

Derrrtt ...Derrtt...Derrr....

The ringing of a device that had no idea who woke them up.

"Bro, your device is still noisy tau sound, still sleepy me", shouted Ahsan with eyes still closed. Their call is still the same as last night.

"Gawai I died from semalem I have not been active again", reply Akhtar no less loudly he shouted with a distinctive hoarse voice wake up.

Ever since the party ended, she turned off her salary because Raina kept calling her. He didn't want anyone to bother him, the focus last night was to see Ahsan immediately.

"Kdk..." Ahsan clucked, he fumbled at his clothes on the nightstand beside his bed with his eyes still closed.

Ahsan slightly raised his head, he narrowed his eyes staring at the screen of the device that was already in his grasp.

"Huh..." Ahsan shouted as he opened the message that went into his whatsapp application. He opened the message that Liani sent, a photo showing Shanum whose shoulder was being grabbed by someone.

Ahsan's shout suddenly made Akhtar wake up.

"What the hell you're yelling mute", asked Akhtar, he put away the blanket wrapped around his body.

He slept the night without the blanket, but at dawn he woke up. He was sure that Ahsan did it. He walked towards the bed. Their quarrels last night did not make the two dissolve in hatred. They got back together like nothing happened.

Akhtar walked towards the bed where Ahsan was lying. Ahsan throws a blanket wrapped in her body and goes to the bathroom without answering Akhtar's question.

Akhtar was astonished by Ahsan's behavior, and he was curious about the message Ahsan had just received. He took Ahsan's device and looked at the screen that still displayed the photo Liani had sent.

"Huh..what the fuck is this?" he immediately went to the bathroom to wash his face, at the same time Ahsan also came out of the bathroom. They looked at each other and then looked away from each other.

Both of them made the same move, Ahsan stepped to the left, Akhtar also to the left. Akhtar stepped to the right of Ahsan and followed him. This went on up to three times. Eventually, they stopped and looked at each other again.

"shhh..." Akhtar grieved, "Can you give me no heck? I want to go in", cried Akhtar with an annoyed face.

Ahsan was silent, he did not answer. They looked back at each other, this time with deep and long stares. The atmosphere was silent for a moment, a second later both of them laughed.

"Hahahahahaha.." the sound of laughter they both boomed filled the entire room in the house.

"illness?" tanya Ahsan groped Akhtar's cheek gently. Akhtar nodded, and he did the same to Ahsan.

"illness?" tanyakanya.

"Lumayan", Ahsan replied grimacingly.

"Sorry", Akhtar apologized first, he hugged Ahsan affectionately and replied Ahsan with a hug that was no less tight.

Last night's fight reminded them of what happened in childhood, at that time they quarreled because of misunderstanding the problem of toys and of course ended peacefully because the Mother who broke up with tenderness until both of them stopped their actions and obeyed the order of the Mother to sit together and talk to each other well and it turns out the two just misunderstood.

The argument ends with each other apologizing and forgiving. They also hugged each other and compact both then hugged the mother who smiled watching them both.

"I'm always yes to you, you are the precious treasure of the Mother of the Hereafter" the mother's message at the end of their quarrel.

From then on, they promised to look after and protect each other so as not to disappoint the mother.

And last night was the second fight they ever had. But this time they also did not want the mother to know, because obviously this will greatly worry him. Akhtar also chose not to go home and stay at Ahsan's official house, because the mother is currently staying at his service home. So did Ahsan who let Akhtar stay in his house because that was also what he expected.

"Shanum".the two simultaneously mentioned the name of the girl they loved.

''Haha.." The two laughed again together.

" Yes, now you take a shower. I wait, we go to Shanum's official house together before Suraya acts assortment to Shanum", without compromise they both are compactly determined to protect Shanum.

The two of them came out simultaneously from Ahsan's official house and headed straight for Shanum's official house using Ahsan's car.

Arriving there, they were presented with a view that did not match their expectations. The three women they were worried about were fighting with each other's mouth or thrashing seemed to be busy chatting with Suraya's laughter which sounded very happy. Funny with Liani's behavior.

'this is all because of the Father, if something happens with Shanum, the end of the history of the Father'. Liani's message was sent to Ahsan which ended with an angry emot.

That message made Ahsan even more panicked when she received the photo Liani sent. He imagined that if Suraya really persecuted Shanum and Shanum remained silent without resisting, as well as Akhtar who was no less panicked.

"Assalamu'alaikum", Ahsan said his greetings when he was already in the doorway. The three of them looked over.

"Wa'alaikumussalam" replied the three of them compactly. Liani who knew the intention of Ahsan's arrival was grinning the horse when Ahsan's gaze seemed to intimidate him.

"Ahsan? Akhtar?" Suraya stood up from her seat. He was astonished to see two handsome young men standing before him now had bruises on their cheeks.

"You guys fighting?" suraya asked and answered compactly by the two of them.

"No" he answered compactly.

"What are you doing here?" ahsan asked nervously to Suraya, she shifted their discussion earlier.

"You have Shanum's disease?" Akhtar.

Suraya scrunched her forehead, astonished by the two young men before her who looked so very worried about Shanum.

"Yes, I had intended that, but Shanum was too good for me to hurt" he said, further causing the two young men to panic.

"Shanon?" Ahsan shifted her focus and returned to looking at Shanum. Shanum just smiled and slightly nodded his head.

"I'm okay" he answered briefly.

"I came here at first It was so By, I can't accept you reject me and say you want to marry Shanum. I told Shanum that you were mine and mine." Suraya said honestly, she returned to her seat beside Shanum.

Ahsan and Akhtar who listened to him were wide-eyed, Suraya could have said all that to Shanum which would obviously make Shanum hurt because he felt lied to. While Shanum he only melengos when Suraya mention Ahsan with call Hubby.

To be honest in her heart there was still pain and disappointment, every woman would probably feel the same feeling of being in her position no matter how strong she was. The day was made happy until it felt like floating up to the seventh sky, but then when night came he was just thrown down even to the bottom of the earth with a painful reality.

But Shanum is Shanum, his laughter is shown while his wounds are dull.

"You.." Ahsan's voice paused. He was puzzled by his own thoughts seeing the mediocre Suraya and the calm-looking Shanum. Ahsan then glanced at Akhtar who only responded with shoulder movements that indicated he did not know.

"Shanum, I'm serious about my intentions. Soon I will go to Bogor to see your parents, and we will get married soon", Ahsan reassured Shanum. Shanum silently did not respond to anything while Akhtar this time he glared when he heard Ahsan was about to marry Shanum.

"Eh can't dong, By. You should marry me" Sela Suraya.

"Suraya, please!" Akhtar turned towards Suraya.

"I told you last night that we were done. You used to choose to go the day before our engagement, no strings attached. Can you imagine how I felt, right then? My feelings were broken as hell. I didn't think you'd be that hard on me, after what we've been through before." Ahsan said softly but with great emphasis, making guilt suddenly burst into Suraya's heart, she lowered her face hearing everything Ahsan said.

While the other three people in the room were silent, they became pity to hear Ahsan's words.

"To be honest since you left I've been traumatized by a love affair. I don't want to fall in love anymore, I hate women, she likes to come suddenly and then hurt without cue."

"But Shanum's presence is slowly treating my trauma, he's present at the right moment, what he says in each of his studies of love and life has opened my mind, reminding me that what happened was His provision and that God's provision was the best even if it had to be done with tears."

"Shanum is one of the activists on our campus, she is active with her missionary community. I secretly like to follow the study, until slowly I feel in love again, but the love I feel is much different from when I loved you once Kingdom."

"Shanum makes me feel an incredible love that is about sincerity, patience and the ability to see our loved ones happy with their choices."

"I fell in love with Shanum first, and I tried to avoid it. But the more the day the feeling becomes more and more domineering. Until one day I ventured to express my feelings to her, but I was rejected."

Ahsan paused his words for a moment taking a breath neutralizing his feeling that was getting carried away. Everyone quietly listened to all the outpouring of Ahsan's heart. Shanum did not expect Ahsan to be his stalker during college.

"Once and again I express love, and many times I am rejected. But strangely Shanum's rejection actually makes me more eager to improve myself to be more worthy of side by side with him."

Akhtar lowered his head when he heard that, he felt Ahsan's statement was so poignant.

"A few days ago, Shanum was willing to give me a chance. That chance will not be wasted, I will soon come to see his parents to justify it. So Raya, please let me be happy with Shanum. I had been waiting for that moment for a long time", Ahsan glanced at Suraya who looked still down. He said with a clear heart, hoping that Suraya would accept his decision.

Everyone was silent, no one dared to make a sound. The mood is gripping. Everyone looked towards Suraya.

Suraya looked up at her face and saw one by one the people who were looking at her. His gaze ended on Ahsan.

"All right....."