DO I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY?
Episode 9

In the afternoon came and I saw Arden walking towards me

"Let's walk now "he said while pulling my hand slowly

"Now sir? tap the cafe again rame" I said, who had just returned to record an order from one of the customer's desks

"No problem" he said quickly

"Dimas, help you handle the cafe first yes, I want to invite Raina out "his order to Dimas one of the employees at this cafe

"Good sir "answered Dimas

"Udah right? now there is no word of rejection anymore ok "he said while still holding my hand

I was just quietly treated like that by Arden, actually I was uncomfortable because other employees had noticed us but it was useless that I tried to release my hand from Arden, because he held my hand even stronger now

After a journey of approximately 30 minutes Arden finally parked his car on a beach

I who was still silent looking at the surrounding atmosphere was surprised by Arden's voice

"We've reached Rain" she said softly as she stroked my hair gently

aahh I've always been stubborn with Arden's treatment of me, why is he always this gentle to me anyway?

if I really baper the same as him how?

I murmured in my heart

Then Arden opened the car door and told me to get out

I followed his orders too

When we got to the beach, Arden suddenly knelt right in front of me

I was surprised at his current treatment

"Raina from the very beginning I have liked you, no. Even long before you met me I liked you a lot, I want you to hang your life on me, I want you to make me the focus of your grief, I want you to make me the focus of your grief,I want you to accept my proposal "he said arriving while taking out a red cinicin box and thrusting it in front of me

I who was still surprised by his words that arrived was just gaping in disbelief with everything I saw

"Arden.." That's all that came out of my mouth I couldn't continue my words, nor did I know what to say.

My heart seemed to want to escape from its place, I was still syock with Arden's treatment just now

All this time I was always comfortable with Arden, I could forget for a moment my sadness,but I really didn't think that I would be treated like this until I didn't realize my tears were dripping down my cheeks

"Rain why are you crying?" Arden immediately stood up when he saw my tears begin to drip and he gently wiped away my tears

I just fell silent and kept letting out my tears, I was deeply moved by her gentle treatment all this time to me

"Hey, don't cry I just want to know you want to accept me or not" he said again while looking at me and holding both of my cheeks

Even I who was too happy could not get a word out of my mouth

I could only nod affirming his question to me just now

After seeing my nod he immediately hugged me tightly, I returned the hug

"Thank you Rain, thank you for accepting me "he said, still hugging me

"How could you possibly propose to me while I was in school" I said hesitantly, bowing my head

He laughed immediately after hearing my words

"Aren't you laughing?" ask me confused

"Raina.I'm just proposing that you won't marry you today either" she said, pinching my cheek

I just fell silent at the word he said, yes he did not ask to marry me tomorrow

I smiled remembering my stupidity

"Now you wear this ring yes, it's a sign of my seriousness to you Rain, I don't want you to be taken from today you're mine, Arden's only one !" he said steady while attaching the ring to my ring finger

When she finished putting the ring together, she kissed my hand

"Remember, no matter what happens you remain mine Rain, no one can take you away from me I promise I will always be there for you to take care of your heart for me" he said again as he hugged me back

I just nodded at Arden's words

For some reason I feel a little less burden today, I just wish Arden could keep his promise and never leave me

I don't know if there seems to be a fear of loss in my heart, I don't want it until someone I love again leaves me

After a long time hugging I just realized that today I had promised bang Satya to go home early while helping him clean up the needs he will bring tomorrow

I slowly let go of Arden's embrace, and he looked at me furrowing his brows

"Why?" soft tananya

"I forgot, today I promised Satya bang to go home early and help her pack the things she will bring tomorrow" I replied

"Where is your brother going?" askanya who does not understand the meaning of my words

"Tomorrow bang Satya want to get out of town, he was transferred to be assigned by his company" I said with a little sigh

As if knowing what I was thinking, he immediately grabbed my hand

"You don't be afraid, there's me who's always there for you" he said gently as he kissed my forehead

I also smiled while nodding my head a sign of saying his words just now

"Jaudah let me drive home "take her slowly while holding my hand tightly

"But my school was still in cafe Ar" I said, recalling my uniform that was still left in the cafe

"Yaudah, I'll have someone drive your uniform home" he replied, leading me to follow him to the car he parked not far from where we were standing

After getting to the car, he opened the door and told me to come in, I obeyed and went straight into the car

After he also got into the car, he immediately stepped on his car gas at medium speed and went straight to my house

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