DO I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY?
Episode 13's

I walked quickly towards the man

Of course, because I want to quickly enter the house, not because I want to go to him

As I got closer, he pulled my hand

"I'm sorry Rain." said the young man who was none other than Arden.

I just fell silent and looked at him with a sharp look, while ignoring him I intended to release my hand from his grasp

"Rain.sorry "he said he was getting smoother and quickly pulled me into his arms.

I, too, who had always been helplessly silent when he hugged me, could not escape from his embrace

As usual as I tried to release myself from him, he got closer and closer to me

"Sorry Rain, I'm sorry." he said slowly increasing hugging.

"I'm tired, I want to go in "I said shaking while holding back my tears

He slowly let go of her hug and gently rubbed my cheek

"You can be angry Rain, you can hit me as hard as you can, but I'm sorry "

I just kept my head down

And my tears just fell without me being able to hold them anymore

Seeing that, Arden instantly wiped away the soft tears on my cheeks

"Rain.." he said again.

"I'm tired, I want to rest please don't block my path" I said as I sobbed

"Rain sorry Rain." he said again while lowering his head.

Yes, from then on, only that word was able to come out of his mouth, I was actually waiting for him to explain everything that had happened but what I saw was that he did not plan to explain everything to me

I who was getting annoyed with his behavior immediately pulled my body rough from his embrace, and went straight into the house without saying a word let alone looking at him..

He just fell silent and looked at me full of regret watching me leave

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"Rain, I know you must have beaten me, right? I'm sorry Rain I really love you I don't intend to hurt you Rain please trust me " said Arden softly as I heard him draw his breath

I who was standing behind the door just closed my mouth so that the sound of my crying did not come out and was heard by him

After he finished with his words, I went straight to my room and immediately poured down my body

I don't care about the man's existence

Doesn't he not care about me either?

He didn't even explain his relationship with Sello

He had no intention of telling me who Sello really was

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The day changed and I felt the warmth that touched my body, it turned out to be the sunlight that entered through the window between my room

Realizing that the day was clear, I went to the bathroom to clean my body

After finishing the shower, I prepared to go to school

When I was ready, I opened my door

I was surprised to see Arden sleeping on my doorstep

Oh, my God, is he crazy?

Ask me in my heart

I tried to ignore him and wanted to leave him

But I haven't moved until my feet have been pulled by it

"Rain.." call him hoarse.

I who heard his voice looked at him

His eyes are still closed

And..why does he look pale?

I immediately put my hand on his forehead

My inner heat

I woke him up immediately

No response from him

I tried to wake him up again, but still there was no response from him

Without thinking for a long time I immediately dragged his body to enter the house, because to lift it I was not strong that I think now there is a way that Arden can lie comfortably on the sofa

After hard work I finally managed to lay her body to the sofa in the living room

I went to the kitchen to get ice water and a small towel to compress her body

I slowly pressed his head

while occasionally I touch his forehead to make sure the heat has gone down or not

When I thought the heat had gone down, I rushed to the kitchen to make him porridge after I finished I went straight to the living room hoping he had opened his eyes

Shortly thereafter his eyes opened

And slowly he turned his face towards me

Realizing that I immediately took the warm water that I had prepared before

"Drink first "my words while thrusting warm water into his lips

He complied and drank the warm water

After drinking, I immediately picked up the porridge on the table

"You eat first yes, your body is very hot" I said as I spooned the porridge into his mouth. He obeyed my orders without saying a word

After the food ran out I also intended to put the dirty dishes, when I was about to stand up quickly he immediately hugged me

"Rain sorry.." she said softly.

Again, only an apology came out of his lips

I just kept quiet and went to the kitchen to put the dirty dishes

When I finished, I went back to the living room and took my bag

I decided to go to school, after I saw that the clock was already showing at 08:15

Because it was too late I didn't go to school

When I was about to enter the room at once, Arden stood up again and hugged me quickly

"I know I'm wrong, I fucked you but please give me a chance to fix it Rain, I really love you and I never lied about it..." he said softly and his voice sounded a little shaky

"You should go home and rest in your house" I said, releasing myself from her embrace

"But you're sorry I'm Rain?" he said, "I promise I won't repeat this again." he added.

"So then, I still don't know" I replied coldly as I turned my back to enter my room

"She's my ex-boyfriend" he said arriving and just contact me immediately stop my steps

It seems true my guess all along

They must have had a special relationship

"You mean?" I said to look at Arden who was getting closer to me

"I'm sorry I didn't come after you that day, I just wanted to protect you from her." she said, staring gently at me.

"I still don't understand the meaning of your words" I said as I furrowed my brows in a confused gesture

He sighed and pulled me to sit on the sofa

I obey him too

"We dated for 3 years,and during that time also papa did not approve of our relationship after papa died I was busy to take care of papa's company so that I did not have time to meet him until I met you for the first time.." he stopped for a moment

"After I saw you, there was something strange in my heart even when I was with Sello I never felt anything like it." she continued

"The longer I've been curious about you, and I've decided to follow you Rain, from the time you left school to the time you went home and you slept,as if to follow you like opium for me and because of the frequent hook I followed you I also forgot Sello.... And a year ago I heard he was going out of the country to follow his parents who moved there." he said, explaining everything to me.

"Why are you explaining all this to me now? Why after your initial meeting with her did you not try to explain it in a moment? And worse, you disappeared!" I, who had wanted to ask that question for a long time, finally had a chance

"I didn't go after you that time I didn't want Sello to know about our relationship Rain, because he knew we still had a relationship" she said.

"Still have hubu...means you're still dating? until now?!" I hold back my tears so I don't fall

"Gak Rain I have no relationship what else with him, I have broken him...

So for a week now I've been trying to convince him that if I want to break up between the two of us, I don't want to involve you here, I don't want to do anything with you,Sello a reckless person I do not want him to harm you so I try my best to stay away from you temporarily" he said as he pulled my head and leaned on the chest of his field

"I love you so much Rain, I don't want Sello to know you're mine and he's trying to hurt you." she continued, kissing the tip of my head and clutching me tightly.

"May I be able to believe all your words just now Ar.", I murmured softly as I plunged my head deeper into his embrace..

"Trust me !" said steady....

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