DO I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY?

DO I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY?
Episode 3


Mother's funeral is over, and all the mourners are already glorious leaving the funeral one by one...


Now I have only my brother and my best friend Jihan...


"Rain, who is patient yes I know this is heavy but you also have to be strong yes Rain, kasian your mother if you want to continue to eat like this " jihan said softly as he hugged me from the side and stroked my shoulders gently.


I heard the words of Jihan increasingly unable to control my emotions, my crying broke again when I saw my mother's belly button, I still can't believe why my mother left us so soon,even now we're orphans imagining that I can't.


How was my life after my mother left me? Not my life but our life, my life and my brother's that have been dependent only on mother's affection because we've lost our father for so long.


Oh my God, can I live my life after this? What is our fate after this? I'm at war with my own thoughts..


"Sir, we go home the more afternoon you also have to break deck kasian mom kalok must squirm you like gini continue, mom must also be sad up there, already yes we go home ya...." persuade brother.


I don't know what's on my brother's mind right now, but he's still trying to calm me down. When my mother was buried it was clear that I saw my brother's tears dripping, but quickly he wiped his tears as if he did not want anyone to see him as weak as he is today.


I tried to stand up while leaving my mother's belly button, I was helped by Jihan and my brother who patiently grabbed me so I could stand up and walk.


From a distance there were a pair of silent eyes staring...


"Sorry Raina I have been there at your toughest time now" he said.


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2 Years ago in a luxury house there was a very sad incident, because the owner of the house is undergoing a critical period


"Paa.." call the young man down


He tried to wake up his coma-bound father and said his doctor was at the height of his critical period


"Pa wakes up pa, Arden knows papa is strong, papa is not a weak man pa, pliisss get up pa "he said slowly while rubbing the head of his papa who drooped helplessly in his bed.


Shortly thereafter, the old man opened his eyes slowly


The child quickly moved to call the doctor who was outside the room, before Arden could step quickly the father grasped the hand of the only son of his puppet


"Son." call her slow


The father just nodded slowly


"Please promise papa son, if you will take care and accept your match with Raina she is a good girl for you son, you promised Mr. Yatmo to help protect his family,but papa feels papa is no longer able to take care of them because papa feels papa's disease is getting worse, papa only have you papa really hope you can keep papa's promise to their family, papa,papa wants to catch up with your mama in heaven son papa is already very strong to withstand this pain" said his papa with a heavy voice that he forced out of his lips.


"Papa gk can say that pa,iya Arden promises Arden will take care of Mr. Yatmo's family and accept Arden and Raina's arranged marriage pa" arden said quickly in hopes of calming his increasingly frail papa down a bit.


When he finished his promise,he immediately rushed out of the room to call a doctor who had been since his father was treated at home always on alert to take care of his patients who were none other than a successful businessman in this country who else if not the ADI master KUSUMA.


Yes, he is a successful businessman who is famous throughout the country because his company is large and has branches in almost every region in the country,he has only one wife and one son named ARDEN KUSUMA ATMAJA.


His wife had died since Arden was 5 years old from liver cancer, and Arden had lived alone with his father,because the father decided not to marry again on the grounds of wanting to keep the feelings of his deceased beloved wife.....


After Arden called Tara's doctor, the doctor quickly entered Mr. Kusuma's room while checking his condition,Arden who saw the doctor Tara was examining her papa with a face that was difficult to guess immediately approached and asked the condition of the father


"What's wrong with papa? Why did the doctor examine my papa for so long? Please answer my question why are you keeping quiet doctor?!" tanyanya rouse.


"Prophey young master, I am examining him, so that there is nothing wrong" he said still not answering the young master's question.


Arden was seen random shuffling his hair in frustration.


Shortly thereafter.....


"Sorry young master.." That's all that came out of Doctor Tara's lips.


Arden who was still confused and did not understand the words of doctor Tara was just staring at his father curious.


"What do you mean doc? Speak clearly I did not understand the meaning of your words just now?! " he asked half angrily, after saying that he looked at the device attached to his father's body only describing a straight line and the sound of a long tiiitttttttt to make him distrustful.


Shiit ! He also immediately ran towards the father with a feeling of incompetence, it was very desirable that he punched the doctor who was in front of him now, but fortunately he soon realized that this was not the will of the doctor.


He also just silently lamented the departure of the father for a long time....


"Arden will keep Arden's promise pa, Arden will not disappoint papa, I'm sorry if Arden has not been able to be a good child for papa" he said softly as he shed his tears....


Sorry the story is a little boring yes readers, but thor promises thor will try his hardest to make the story more interesting readers, do not forget like and coment ya.......😊