DO I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY?
Episode 27's

"Tomorrow we are fiancees." said Arden arrived after I finished cleaning my clothes in the closet that Arden had shown me earlier

Suddenly I was surprised by Arden's sudden remark, "I-you mean engaged?" I asked who still digested the word Arden

"Yes, my fiancee won't be waiting long for Rain.."

"But why suddenly Ar.I don't have any preparation.."

"I take care of everything." said Arden in the final

I was silent for a moment while looking at him

"You're sure of the same decision you made for a fiancee as I was Ar..? I ask a little doubt

Arden seemed to frown "do you mean what Rain is?"

"Yes-I just want a mastiin if you are not forced to fiancee with me because your responsibility is the same bang Satya.." I said softly while bowing my head, even I was afraid to look at him

"That's what you're talking about Rain?!" his voice raised a little

I was a little surprised to see his reaction, but lately I feel very sensitive I can't hear the sound of oarangs yelling at me even though I'm conscious,sometimes people don't yell just a little loudly, but still I don't like it

"You don't have to shout that I also heard Ar. "my murmur was soft as I moved from my seat again sitting on the bed next to Arden

Arden just looked at me not flinching "I don't scream Rain, I just don't like it when you talk about it anymore, you know I love you so much, you know,I want everyone to know that you belong to me, so that no one else will dare to macem macem with you Rain.."

I looked in his eyes "but I'm ready for Ar.."

"It's still a fiancee, I'm not asking you to get married tomorrow, just a fiancee"

I closed my eyes as I took my breath in "are you sure you're saying Ar?" ask again while opening your eyes slowly

"Very sure !" he said steady

"But Ar..."

"One more time I heard your rejection I kissed !" cut it until I widen my eyes

"No..!" I refused half screaming

Arden just looked at me while laughing

"Are you sure you don't want me to kiss you?" while approaching me

"I-iya" nervous

Arden came closer and pulled me, so now my body is stuck in his body and our eyes are staring at each other for a split second "but I want to" he said suddenly

I, who was that close to Arden, could not dodge when Arden pressed his lips against mine, with his hand pulling at my nape and the one next to him embracing my waist

Crazy ! this is crazy ! I felt like I was floating around I felt every soft look on my lips, I was almost out of breath if I continued this would I die?

Oh nooo.....

I don't want to die out of breath because Arden won't stop his kiss from me, isn't that the same as being dead silly? "i'm having trouble breathing Ar.." I muttered softly after pushing a little bit of Arden's body that had started to control my body

Arden looked at me and stuck his forehead on my forehead "sorry I'm letting go." he said with the same heavy breath as me

"I'm dying if you don't let go of your kiss earlier." I said plainly while closing my eyes in shame at myself with what I just said.

Instantly Arden pulled his body a little daj looking at me strangely while wiping my lips from his salivary marks "Nobody died because of Raina Ikuanng's kiss" he said, pinching my nose gnash

"But I barely breathed earlier, my heart was pounding too, I was afraid that my heart would suddenly stop because I was tired of beating too much "I said plainly making Arden who stood right in front of me laugh very loudly "You really laugh anyway? I'm scared.." I said I couldn't accept being laughed at by Arden

"It's funny you are." he said, pinching my cheeks "so I want to kiss again." he continued

"No. I'm tired of going to sleep you out gih" I said quickly as I ran to the bed and immediately lay down my body not forgetting to pull the blanket to cover my entire body up to my head

"Hahahaha you're excited." I heard Arden put his foot over me

Oh naw...

Why is he approaching?

Don't don't he want to be like that, ahh why did I choose to lay my body in bed?

How's this....

I am the one who cursed my stupidity

"Good night." said Arden as he peeked at the tip of my head that was seen popping from the edge of the blanket and he left me alone in the room

Whahuh?

She gone?

He didn't do anything?

Hey...!

Why do I want him to do something to me?

Conscious Raina...

Aaaa...

I'm going crazy....