DO I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY?

DO I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY?
Episodes 10


Today was the day that bang Satya was going to leave for the city


Because it's Sunday and I'm off school, I also help Satya bang to check again the goods he will carry


After I felt the goods bang Satya was complete and no one was left I walked to the front of the house to take the bang Satya to the bus terminal


"Where's Rain? are you done?" ask bang Satya to me


"Udah.oiya bang that Raina has brought brother nausea medicine to guard on the bus later where you know brother nausea" said I to bang Satya, who is sick,because I know Satya bang often nausea if riding the bus with a long time, because after I travel bang Satya can take 10 to 12 hours


"Yes, thank you deck "he smiled back at me


After the two of us were ready to leave for the terminal, suddenly I heard the sound of a car stopping right in front of us


"Would you leave, right?" someone said while getting out of his car that was none other than Arden


"Yes, Ar, we want to go" replied bang Satya


"Kalo' so let me take you" Arden said, offering us a ride


"Are you sure you don't have Ar?" I just feel bad if I have to trouble Arden


"Indeed, from when did I feel repotted to my future wife" she replied, twitching her eyes at me


Suddenly I was shocked to hear his words, I just kept quiet and lowered my head while hiding my reddened face like a boiled crab holding in shame


"Wah it seems like bang Satya became a mosquito" chirps bang Satya when he realized my behavior


"What a bang !" I concluded quickly without looking at the two men in front of me


"Well he's ashamed" Arden said as if he was mocking me


I just glared at my eyes while gesturing for her to shut up


"Yaudah, come on, how long will it hurt me? until bus bang Satya goes?!" namelku while walking towards the car to immediately stop the ledge of the two of them


They followed me shortly to get in the car


It didn't take long to get to the terminal


After Arden parked the car the three of us rushed out and walked towards the departure counter


"Rain, go first yes later kalok brother there is leave brother must immediately go home to your gengukin" said bang Satya while stroking my hair


"Yes bang, Satya bang do not have to worry Raina must be good all right here, the real work branch, eat regular breaks are not enough to worry about Raina yes" I said while hugging bang Satya


I do not feel my tears fell, it is undeniable that I actually feel lonely if I have to be left far away by bang Satya


Because we are only two, but I also do not want to be selfish for nahan bang Satya stay because the work of bang Satya is also important


"Yes the same you are also eating regularly, getting enough rest and not being too tired of work think also your school, while you pass the exam right?" said bang Satya while letting go of my embrace


I just nodded my head


"Relax Satya, I will take care of Raina here" said Arden arrived who was standing next to me


"Thank you Ar, I believe you are " replied bang Satya while patting Arden on the shoulder


After saying goodbye long enough bang Satya also walked to the bus that was about to leave


I just silently looked at the back of bang Satya who was getting away while riding the bus that was parked a little far from us


Shortly after the bus left me who was still silent watching the departure of the bus


Again I shed tears, I quickly wiped away my tears


I must have missed you so much bang


"Rain, we go home and the bus is far away" said Arden softly as he embraced me from the side


I was surprised to hear Arden's voice and just nodded my head back at Arden's invitation


All the way home, Arden held my hand


I also occasionally glanced at him


I don't know why he can always make me this comfortable,


Even when I was with him I never felt lonely my heart was always calm


I suddenly thought


Who the hell is Arden?


Where does he know me?


He almost knows everything about me


and I don't know him very well


Did I just ask him yes


I said to bathe


"Ar.." I said softly


"Hummm" he replied with a smile


"Can I ask you something?" much


"Can it be, what do you want to ask me?" the answer is still to focus on driving


"Hmmm, if I think I don't know you very much yet, all this time I know you're just the owner of the cafe where I work, but not you it seems you know a lot about me "my question while looking gently at him


He just smiled and nodded his hair


"Is it important for you to get to know me?" he said smiling


"Yes..wasn't yesterday you just expressed your feelings to me, and we are also officially so I don't think there is any harm if I want to know you more right?" ask her again


"Don't be far away aahh later stray "he said while laughing


"I'm serious Ar.." I was annoyed as I stared intently at him


"Hehehe iaiya sorry joke, later yes I'll tell you if' already home "he replied while stroking my cheek gently


I just nodded my head at the sign of saying her words


It did not feel like we had even reached my house


The house now will only be occupied by me


A house that holds many memories of my father and mother


And now bang Satya has also gone out of town leaving me


After Arden stopped the car, I rushed down from the car to quickly enter the house because I could not wait to hear Arden's answer to my question while on the trip


Arden smiled at my behavior


Then he followed me into the house.....