DO I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY?
Episode 2
After about 15 minutes I arrived at my house.
"assalamualaikum" I said as I entered the house, I heard no reply from my mother
"Assalamualaikum, ma'am." I said again, calling my mother and trying to find her in the kitchen.
"Mom..mom where kok tumben gk ja....."
I immediately stopped my words and steps when I saw my mother lying on the floor
"lady.ibuuuu!! mother why? yes aampunn buuu.." I said frantically while trying to lift my mother's head into my lap, I quickly took the phone in my pocket and immediately called my brother who was working. After I finished calling my brother, I immediately tried to check my pulse and put my hand on my mother's forehead. The heat of my stone and his pulse were very weak.
I quickly tried to lift my mother to a sofa not far from the kitchen, the color to lift her into the room I was not strong.
After successfully lifting my mother, I rushed to get warm water and a small towel while compressing my mother.
After I tried to compress my mother, suddenly my mother's eyes opened
"Rainaaaa.." call my mother weak
"Yes ma'am." answered me holding back my tears while gently rubbing my mother's forehead "why mother? why are you unconscious in the kitchen? is anyone sick mom? or is mom tired? don't be too tired mom, you also have to rest, there raina and bg satya mom can ask for our help, mom can also tell us if anyone is sick mom.." I said at length without being able to hold back my tears, after speaking at length I quickly rushed to fetch some drinking water for my mother, when I was about to move until my hands were held slowly by my mother,I looked at my mother...
"Why mother? Raina wants to get some drinking water for mom, just for a minute" I said slowly as I took my mom's hand off slowly,
my mother just shook her head slowly.Yaaa slowly even more looks weak, very weak
"Pardon i.bu naakk" said the mother stammered almost inaudible voice, his voice,
"Mom, what's the talk of mom?why did you apologize to Raina ma'am?" I asked while trying to hold back my tears so as not to come out even more, I did not know why my mother could arrive unconscious on the floor, and why she could be that weak, and why she could be so weak,though this morning she was as healthy as ever, too many questions were on my mind at the moment, How is it that I am so afraid to see my mother like this.
Bang hurry home, I'm so scared right now. My mind hopes to get home quickly because honestly I'm so scared right now.
"Mom ti-dak bis-a men-ja.ga you guys again son.." said my mother hoarse, swallow and the longer the slower.
"Mommy what the hell is mom talking about? Raina gk understand what mom mean, mom can not talk weird bu, raina is afraid " I said that I could not hide my fear while dripping my tears that had flooded my face and dripping somewhere...
"M-bu ha-rap you guys are happy son.i-." said he very slowly until I put my ear to his lips hoping I hear the continuation of the word, he said,I didn't hear anything further my mother said, and I immediately saw my mother's face turn pale while closing her eyes..
"Sir...ibuuuu....!!!" call me quivering with sobbing I no longer know how to shake my fear now, I try to shake my mother's body hoping my mother opens her eyes immediately..
Mom, what's wrong with mom? Why did you arrive like this, open your eyes, Mom, I beg you to be confused at this time I do not know what to do, I was too panicked.
Not long after I heard the sound of my brother's motorbike in front of the house, I didn't see him come in half running towards me
"Bang, mother bang." I said sobbing after seeing him walking towards me.
He quickly dropped his body right in front of me and my mother
"Why rain's mother? Why is mom so pale?"
she said worriedly, I just shook my head because I could no longer answer my brother's question.
"Awhile I called the doctor first, you took care of me" she said as she rushed towards the front door, and I only replied with a nod of my head.
After 10 minutes I saw my brother was back with a doctor he picked up earlier, and the doctor immediately checked my mother's condition, I only saw the doctor who examined my mother with a hopeful look,I really hope nothing happens with my mother, even when I took my mother, I did not feel any vital signs issued by my mother, but I still hope nothing happens to her,actually I'd rather not imagine what would happen to my mother, I was so anxious, I didn't even realize that the doctor had finished examining my mother.
"How's my mom doing, doc? What happened to my mom doc? Why does my mom look so pale? Is there something wrong with my mom? " ask my brother impatiently, and I just kept quiet and looked at the doctor I heard all the questions my brother asked, I couldn't say anything else,I'm so scared now I'm just shedding tears that I can't stand anymore.
"Sorry, your mother is dead." replied the doctor limp..
Hearing that, I ran straight to my mother and cried as it happened
I kept swaying my mother while calling her in a trembling voice hoping that my mother would wake up, I could not believe all this, I could not believe the words of the doctor who said my mother was dead.
"Mom,wake up...Raina call mom from earlier, why mommy gk wake up mom, Raina laper mom, Raina wants to eat mom's cooking, mom wakes up mom.." I said while continuing to shake my mom's body.
"Decks already deck, I have no you can continue like kasi kasian mom deck must be sick" said my brother trying to calm me down, I'm sure,I know he was also devastated by the doctor's words, but he tried hard to calm me down
"Mother is still there bg, mother gk where where, mother gk can die bg, Raina gk want mother died bg, Raina love same mother Raina....." I said as I hugged my brother who tried to calm me down.
At first glance I saw my brother's reddened eyes, like holding back his tears from spilling in front of me he was trying hard so that I wouldn't get weaker at this time.
"Lear the deck, my mother loved us too." she said I heard her voice trembling trying to hold back her cries..
Awake mom........
Sorry if the writing is a bit messy yes readers, because I am a new beginner and this is the first time I write a novel please understand yes readers😁.. . .
