DO I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY?
Episode 19's

After the clock showed at 5 pm, I immediately finished my work and walked to our room to change clothes and rushed home

Yeah I won't forget to mention it's our room, because all my stuff has been moved into that room

ARDEN'S ROOM !

Long time I was standing at the door

Is he still inside?

Is he still mad at me?

Aahh I don't seem to dare to keep staring at her face like that

It was so scary, really !

After I managed to master all sorts of thoughts, I immediately opened the door and tried to act ordinary

When I opened the door I saw Arden sitting at his desk with a laptop

His face is not to be asked, he is still the same as before, COLD AND DEADLY

Without looking I went straight into the room inside to change my clothes, after I finished I went out to go home soon

I was shocked when I saw Arden's tall body standing in front of the door

"Cock just in now? didn't you hear on my terms last night? you can only work until 5" cold, flat out he said that sentence all along to me

I looked at the clock hanging not far from where I was standing

You freak !

it's 5:15

I just kept quiet and didn't respond, I was tired and I didn't want to argue with him

I'm trying to get out of it

"I'm talking to you Rain!" harden it while pulling my hand

Ill

I still did not respond to his words, I just looked at my hand held tightly by him

I took a breath, tried to dampen my emotions, treated like this too I was not happy, why did he raise such a small problem anyway !

"Let go, I want to go home" I said flatly

"Son, you can't go home"

"I'm tired, I want to go home "

"You're tired tomorrow you don't have to work anymore, I told you from the beginning, right?" he said coldly

Aaiish I misspoke

"I'm tired of your attitude !" my hardship is getting upset

"Which one am I?"

"Still ask.." I murmured softly as I stared in any direction

"Aakhch..!" he took off my hand while rubbing his face

"I don't like seeing you touch another man Rain !" her hardness

"touched? I was touched in which part?!" I'm not less upset than him either

I put my foot straight out

Really arguing with Arden is draining

"Where are you going?!"

"Back home!"

"I'm the one who's between !"

"Don't do it, I can go home by myself !"

He stopped in front of me and blocked my path

"Side I'm going through !" I was really upset with his attitude this time

"You won't come home if I'm not the one who won't !" the hard drive locked the door quickly

"Lt..!" I half screamed

"Why? you made a deal with the guy to go home together, right?!"

I'm really not out of thought with this one guy, what the hell is on his mind?

I took my breath many times, while speaking in my heart

Why would I fall in love with a man like this?

"I beg Ar.let me go home" I asked to clarify, my luck is up to serve the booze from Arden

"That's right you made a deal with that guy earlier" he muttered softly as he looked at me coldly

"What do you mean?!" I really can't stand the charges against me

"Don't pretend you are !"reimbursed again

"I don't understand the way you think Ar, just a problem like this you're big, I don't have the energy to argue with you anymore, you open the door until I get home!" hardik I'm upset

"Whatever !" he opened the door and left me alone

I just took a breath looking at his attitude

Then I went out of the room to go home

*****

Arriving home

I immediately slammed my body into a thick layer

I'm really tired of facing Arden today

Why is he so angry with me?

Even he left me at the cafe, like it wasn't the Arden I knew

Is this all because of Rian?

Or is there something else that makes him so angry with me?

Butwhat?

I don't think I did anything wrong to him

Drtt

My daydreams ran out after I heard my phone shaking

A notification of incoming messages

Get out in front

I saw a message from Arden

I have no intention of retaliating or obeying his will

Just let him, why else would he come if he just wanted to search me with questions and accusations of ridiculous charges

I just threw my phone in the bed

Soon my phone was shaking again

Arden is calling.......

What the hell does he want?!

"Hmmmm" I just cleared my throat

"Didn't you read my message?!" still the same as before, his tone was still angry

"Why did you come here? not content to scold and suspect me?!" ketuaku

I immediately turned off the phone

Drrtt

the incoming message is still with the same person

"sorry come out for a minute I miss you"

I took a rough breath reading the contents of the message from this old baby

Why is his emotions so unstable?

Believe me your attitude is not in accordance with your age Ar....

With a lazy step I walked out

After I opened the door, she hugged me tightly

"Let go, I can't breathe Ar...!" I said while pushing his body to release his hug

He also let go of her hug

He looked at me while cupping his hands in my face

Cup

He kissed my lips, no no this is not a kiss he crushed his lips and tried to open my lips with his tongue

Whatisthis?

Is this what you call a kiss?

Is this what it feels like?

How'this?

I don't even know what to do?

"Open your mouth Rain" he said with a hunting breath that blew away all my daydreams

Instead of opening my mouth as she told me to, I pulled my face and hugged her straight away, more precisely drowning my face in her chest

My face was hot, my heart was beating so fast

"Why Rain? you're mad because I kissed you?" tanyanya tried to lift my face

I just shook my head and hugged her tighter

I swear I was so embarrassed to see his face

Surely by now my face has turned red like a boiled crab

You Arden, he kissed me without excuse !

Aah I'm really frustrated to see how he's doing today

"Rain.." call him soft.

"Hmmm" I still haven't changed my position

"Tomorrow I want to get out of town" he said, which made me immediately let go of my hug to reach his face

"Out of town?" much

"Yes." he replied, pulling me back into his arms.

"There is an office business that I have to finish there" he said slowly while stroking my back

"How long?"

"That's it, but I'll try to get my business done" he replied as he kissed the tip of my head

"I'm sorry for my attitude" he added

I just nodded my head

How long has he been gone?

I will surely miss him

"And promise me one thing !" he said it arrived to surprise me

"What?"much

"No other man can talk until he touches you !"

"Yes yes." I replied while still hugging him

"Aahh I'd go crazy imagining you being touched by another man !" he chanted with all his ugly thoughts

"You think too badly of me!" I answered sniffling while releasing his hug

He looked at me while frowning his forehead

"The name of love" he said relaxed

"Obviously I will miss you so much Rain" she added, gently stroking my hair

I smiled in response to Arden's words

"Aren't you pegel straight on from earlier?" I said I was trying to break the mellow drama that was going on between us

"As for you I never feel tired" he replied with a smile not clear

"Huu gombal" I gradually entered the house and followed Arden from behind

"I'm really this girl, but you say you're a tombal"

"Yayayya "my answer comes from

"What do you drink? oh, you've eaten?" ask me again about Arden

"Belom"

"What do you want to eat?"

"Eat you "he answered quickly

"I mean?" I knit my eyebrows

"Ah no, I want to sleep here tonight!" he said quickly

"W-what? sleeping here?!" I just can't believe it

"Huumm.., I want to sleep with you" she spoke lightly like that

"No!" push me tight

"I want to sleep with you instead of sleeping with you, the reaction is better" he said without guilt

"No, it can't be !" hardik I'm upset

"There was no rejection of Raina" he said as he locked the door to my house

"Arden !" my screeches

"Let's go to sleep, I'm sleepy" he said as he pulled my hand towards my room

Arriving in the room he immediately slammed his body on my bed

"Uuhh comfortable him.." he said while closing his eyes as if there was no me here.

You freak !