DO I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY?
Episode 16's

Arriving at the cafe Arden immediately pulled me into his room

"You're sitting here for a while, yeah, I have a little job" Arden said as he sat me down on the couch in his study

And he sat down at his desk

While sitting I looked around the room

Doesn't he have a giant company?

Why did he choose to take care of this cafe?

when compared with his family company, of course this cafe is nothing

Considering he has such a big company..

Why did he choose me to be his girlfriend?

Out there must be a lot of women waiting in line to be his lover

He is handsome again

And sello...

aahh even he decided a woman as beautiful as a cello

Then how's my fate?

I'm not even a fingernail compared to cello

What if Arden leaves me?

No. No, I can't even imagine it

I already depended on him

I quickly shook my head unable to imagine that everything I thought was really happening to me

I didn't think Arden was watching me

"Darling why are you?" he asked as he approached me who was still half conscious of my daydream

"Whoever" I said, surprised to see Arden sitting next to me

"I've noticed you often daydream Rain?" the question is soft again while looking at me fixedly

"Masa' anyway? I feel like "my answer forced my smile

"You sure? is there anything you think? you're not hiding what from me anymore, are you Rain?" ask again

"There is no Ar. Maybe I'll think about my test again later "my answer is evasive

"Hmmm, Raiinn.." call her softly to me

"Huumm" I answered while looking at him

"After you've finished the exam, I want to propose to you." he said suddenly surprised me with his words.

"You want to, right?" ask her again while gently stroking my hair

I was stunned to hear her words just now

I don't know what to answer

On the one hand, I was happy to hear him propose to me

But on the other hand I am still not ready, I also want 18 years old, not to mention I think about my status which is very far below Arden

if you think we are like heaven and earth

"Rain..do you daydream what the hell?" I was surprised to hear his man again..

"Didn't daydream Ar.." I replied flatly

"So you want to accept my proposal or not Rain?" asked again this time he emphasized his intonation in the word application

I shut up and thought for a moment,

"I'm not ready yet Ar.." I replied slowly while bowing my face, I did not dare to look at Arden I hesitated...

I am confused by my feelings..

I love Arden so much, but why is it that when he tries to show me his seriousness I get confused?

"Why Rain? are you still not sure how I feel about you?!" the question again sounded from his voice he seemed to be covering up his disappointment at my answer earlier

"It wasn't Ar, I was." I said disconnected.

I swear I don't know what to answer to Arden

Huuff....

He breathed out violently

"Raiinn I'm seriously in love with you, I just want to show my seriousness to you" he said slowly while holding back his emotions

"Yes I know Ar, but.." I haven't been able to continue my words he immediately pulled me into his arms

"I'm sorry that I almost had an emotion" he said softly as he kissed the tip of my head

"I know it's too soon and you're surprised to hear it but I'll be waiting for you Rain, I don't want to lose you" he continued, hugging me

Is this really all Ar?

You really won't leave me, will you?

I'm so scared of losing you Ar..

I cringe in my heart

But I always couldn't get that word out of my mouth

Like my lips are cuddly

I just returned Arden's hug and enjoyed his warm embrace

It's true that this hug is what I always needed

Looks like I've been addicted to the warm embrace of an Arden kusuma atmaja

*****

Time went by quickly, not feeling like my graduation exam was over

"Aahhh leganya ..." I said while stretching my body, just a few days ago I was very tense facing the problem of the test that I think a little complicated, I think,fortunately I studied hard so I could settle the matter casually

"I swear my brain is about to break or not know Rain, what is the reality of life about? I'm so bitter about my dizziness!" hardik Jihan continued to be non-stop

I just laughed at my best friend's words

"Eh even laugh again you, this stressful idea!" his mouth is upset

"That's not Rain either." she replied with a cry.

"Ji.got it feels like we're going to graduate" I said slowly as if not believing the time I think is passing very quickly

"huufftt.iya Rain" he replied with a sigh.

"New feeling yesterday I entered this school." said me while watching the school building that I did not feel I would leave in a moment

When I am watching school

I was surprised by the figure of a handsome man walking towards me

"Arden!" my cry was surprised

"Hallo my princess" she said, kissing the back of my hand

"It's...!" jihan made a half-creaming voice while covering his mouth with his hands

"Lu why Ji?" I was confused by Jihan's reaction when I saw Arden

"Rain, you want not who at that time I told you there was a handsome guy coming to our school?" he said half whispering into my ear

"Where the hell is Ji?" ask me again because I don't think too much about Jehan's babble that always calls handsome guys

"When it was Rain, did you forget?" it's upset again

I also tried to remember what Jihan said

I just remembered that day was the day my mother died

"Yes I remember Ji." I said raucously

I remember my mother again

Ma'am, today is Raina's last day of school

Raina did a good job on the exam

Mother is calm there

Raina here is fine

Bang Satya also worked well

Raina just talked to him yesterday

Oiya,titip greetings with dad ya ma'am...

I mumbled in my heart, I miss my mother so much

I don't feel clear liquid coming out soaking my cheeks

"Rain you why? Kok.." Jihan immediately stopped her speech

"I'm sorry Rain, you didn't mean to tell me about your mother." she said slowly while trying to calm me down.

"Hhaahaha what the hell is lu Ji,gue gapapa my usual time aja baper" I replied casually trying to eliminate his guilt

"Why are you crying, baby?"ask Arden who just got in front of me

"Sa-who?!" cry Jihan while widening her eyes

"meaning darling? Rain you know this guy?!" he looked at me while looking at me

"Hehee yes, I know this Arden.." I said nervously because all this time I had not told Jihan at all if' I was dating Arden

"Arden." said Arden, extending his hand towards Jihan

"Jihan.", he replied

"How come he calls you love the same?" ask again

"Oh anu hmm yes Ji." I said nervously while scratching my head that was not itchy

I looked at Arden too, he just raised his eyebrows next to me while looking at me while saying "you don't admit I'm your boyfriend" I guess that's what his gaze means

"Hmm she's my girlfriend." I said again, looking down in embarrassment

"What?!" jehan's cry was shocked

"Did you say you already have a girlfriend? and your girlfriend this handsome guy?! waah you actually deh Rain, can you not tell me the same? what kind of friend are you?!" babble Jihan poked me with a question

"What the hell is Li Ji? yaudah sory I haven't quite told you the same story" I was upset by Jihan's behavior, because I was embarrassed to be asked such a question in front of Arden

"Why are you the sprained one?!" fierce to me

"Udah sorry Raina yes if' have not had the same story you" said Arden suddenly mediate our debate

"Ooh so sweett." jihan chirped with a flirtatious smile at Arden

"I'm disgusted to not see your smile!" my murmur was upset at Jihan's behavior

"Yee someone's jealous.weekk!" he said while sticking his tongue out at me

"Yah Ji..."

"Eehhh, what a pity !" arden said again this time he clasped my hand cutting off my speech

I just glared at Jihan while making a hard move of my lips towards her

He just laughed wide at me

"Well, did the exam end? let's go home.." Arden said again trying to hurt us

"Would you like to be together?" Take it to Jihan

"No, first I don't want to be a mosquito" said Jihan with a smile

"Don't want to be together?" I'm back with Jihan

"Son, I have a "responsible business again

"Oh yaudah that's what we are first" said Arden while holding my hand

I glanced at Jihan while waving my hand at her, she also returned my wave

Arden and I walked out of the schoolyard to Arden's car, which was parked outside the school gate

After we entered the car, Arden also drove his car to leave the school where I studied for 3 years

Good bye school......

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