DO I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY?
Episode 6

A bright morning came, and the sun also raised its rays as if showing the world how beautiful and perfect God's creation.....

Slowly I started to open my eyes, today after school I intend to find a part-time job. Yes I have to look for busyness I think I do not want to continue to dissolve in sadness, I must be able to let go of my mother, I can not be like this continue..

The clock shows at half-time 7am, finished the bath I rushed to the kitchen to prepare my breakfast and my brother.

All this time my brother was the one who always cooked breakfast for us, so today I decided to make breakfast

I don't want to always bother him

After 20 minutes I finished cooking fried rice for our breakfast, after finishing the arrangement on the dining table I immediately called my brother who had not come out of his room.

"Bang, I've cooked fried rice "call me a little scream, take the fried rice to my plate

"Yes soon brother came out of the deck "he answered from the room

Not long after, he came out of his room and followed me to a dinner shirt for breakfast.

"Waahh my sister turned out to be a cooking pinter as well "she spoke while smiling broadly at me

"Well, how long have I been able to cook, where have I been this whole time?" chirp me while putting a spoon containing fried rice into my mouth

"Oiya bang, later after school I want to find a part-time job" I said arriving, after saying that I immediately looked at my brother

He seemed surprised to hear my words just now

"Work? what the hell is the deck doing? you are still in school, is there already a brother who is looking for money for us both "he said while staring strangely at me

"Yes, Raina knows.but Raina wants to find busy let Rain gk always remember the same mother bang, Raina does not want to keep kayak gini Rain wants to try to reduce the sadness Raina bang " I answered with my eyes beginning to glaze over

"You sure that's your only reason? No other reason, right?" it was as if interrogating me

"Yes, what else is there?" I'm relaxing this time

"Well, if that's your decision, you can't ban it, but don't forget you're still in school, you should focus on your school too, don't push yourself too hard to work,brother does not want to see you exhausted and impact your school "he said again advising me

"Yes bang, I promise "my answer while walking towards the sink washes my used dishes because I have finished breakfast

"Bang Raina went to school first yes, assalamualaikum "my goodbye while kissing the back of my brother's hand

As long as my father and mother died, it was the satya bang that replaced my parents' roles, so I should respect her as I respect both of my parents

"Iya waalaikum hail "my brother replied gently caressing the top of my head

After saying goodbye, I walked out of the house to school, after I walked out the door I was surprised to see the man who was standing in front of my house

The tall, white man with a sharp nose, thick eyebrows and red lips, was standing with a smile looking at me

The arden. I murmured in my heart

"Morning Rain." he said as he walked towards me.

Deg.

What happened to my heart?am I starting to have heart disease now?why does every time I look at it I feel like there's something wrong with my heart?

It seems I have to quickly check my heart to the doctor.

Ocehku at length in heart.

"Hey, why are you dumb?" he asked while waving his hands in front of my face

"Aahh eenngghh did not understand "I was surprised to see that he who arrived was right in front of me

"Yaudah let me go to school" he said, holding my hand and taking me in his car

I just followed him and followed him from behind

Why can't you ever refuse the invitation anyway? why do I always obey him? what's the matter with me, actually?

After getting into the car, he immediately set the gas and drove his car at low speed towards my school .

Why is he driving so slow?

again - I asked in my heart. Yes in the heart ! because I was too nervous to open my mouth in front of him

All the way to school I just kept quiet and didn't say anything, every once in a while I glanced at him

Dag,dig,dug

Oohh my heart what happened to you? relax a little I can be short of breath if you keep going like this

I'm trying to compromise my heart that I don't know what's going on with my heart

Unaware we had reached my school, I quickly opened the car door hoping to get out of the car,because if a long time inside I was afraid I could have heart failure because my heart beats.

I haven't stepped my foot out yet, suddenly someone is holding my hand

I turned to the man sitting next to me

"Go back to school I picked ya "gagnya while smiling gently at me

Haaaa ? she's gonna pick me up?

I was still silent and had not answered the question, why is it so hard to open my mouth in front of Arden?

"Raiinn.." called her soft and I was surprised to hear her call me just now.

"Haa a-p? what did you say? I answered nervously

why are you so nervous? shame to know !

He smiled at my strange behavior "Later noon.I picked up ya?" ask me again to repeat the question I have not answered

"oh a-anu no need, the reason is that later I go home from school I want there to be a need "my answer awkwardly while scratching my back head that does not itch

"Where are you? yaudah I can take you anywhere "he said softly

aaahhh melted I melted the words that came out of his mouth

"No Arden, I can go by myself "I answered while lowering my head while hiding my face which I think the longer the expression on my face the more strange because trying to fight this nervousness of mine.

"Hmm sure I don't want Rain's anther?" again, her question convinced me

"Yes, don't need to ! " i answered quickly as I stepped my foot out of the car

He also looked surprised to see my increasingly strange behavior

"Why are you hunting?" tanyanya while furrowing her eyebrows as if confused by my behavior

" that's gapapa, I'm afraid I'm late in my "sambar class quickly

"kalo' so I entered the court first yes, thanks for having to pick me up and take me to school today "call me fast. After I finished saying my thanks, I rushed to leave Arden who was still busy looking at the strange behavior I was ceaselessly doing in front of him earlier.

I quickly set my feet toward my class so I could get out of the way so that people could make me have heart failure.

uuhhhffttt finally I'm out of the threat of chronic disease

My inner

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