Pursuing First Love
38. Disillusioned

The day has changed night. Kinara was now preparing to go to the cafe where they were going to gather. Kinara applied thin makeup on her face to make it look fresher. He braided the hair downstairs because Satria really liked the braids. Kinara also added a flower-shaped hairpin a day in her hair.

" Done" said Kinara smiling in front of the dresser.

Kinara wore a watch on her wrist and lastly she sprayed perfume all over her body.

Kinara took her small bag and put her phone and wallet inside.

After that Kinara came out of her room to say goodbye to her parents and left.

" Pa, Ma, Ara leave first yes" said Kinara to Papa Lukman and Mama Santi who was watching tv in the family room.

" You be careful, baby" said Mama Santi.

" Yes Ma" replied Kinara.

" Remember, don't go home too late" Papa Lukman told Kinara.

" Yes Pa" replied Kinara.

Kinara kisses Papa Lukman and Mama Santi's hands.

" Assalamualaikum" said Kinara.

" Walaikumsalam" replied Papa Lukman and Mama Santi.

Kinara exited the house and headed for her motorbike which was in the courtyard. Kinara put on the helmet first and then rode her bike to the place where they would all gather.

Only twenty minutes did Kinara take to get there. The cafe is a pretty fancy cafe. Kinara got off her bike and looked around. He saw there was a Satria motor there.

" Satria has come" said Kinara smiling.

He immediately entered the cafe. He was also looking forward to meeting Satria.

When Kinara walked into the cafe, it looked lonely and there were only a few friends.

" Why don't they exist? But their bike is outside" said Kinara looking for Satria, Elsa and Raka.

Before long a friend approached him, probably because he saw he was confused.

" Hi, Ra "greet Sisil, his classmate.

Kinara returned the greeting with a smile.

" Where else? How lonely anyway? " ask Kinara.

" Oh, they're in the private room. I wait for friends here so as not to be confused " replied Sisil.

" I anterin to the others yuk "take Sisil.

Kinara nodded her head.

Kinara followed Sisil who led him into a room from behind.

" You entered" said Sisil after they arrived.

" I want to go forward again, afraid other friends come along at a confused " continued Sisil.

" Yes, thank you ", replied Kinara.

Sisil left Kinara in front of the room.

After Sisil left, Kinara opened the door to the room.

Deg.

The first thing he saw in the room was a heart-breaking thing. The smile on his lips had disappeared. He saw Alisa who was leaning her head on the chest of Satria and Satria was like not rejecting it.

" Satria" said Kinara with her lips trembling.

Her tears had even fallen down her cheeks. His heart was so broken seeing that, just now he was about to start but he had to instantly see such an extremely painful thing.

Everyone in the room turned to the door where Kinara was.

While Alisa was silent and pulled the corner of her lips.

Satria instantly pushed Alisa's body leaning against her. He stood up and approached Kinara. Kinara, who could not help but cry any longer, immediately ran out of the room.

Satria who saw Kinara leave immediately chased after her.

" Ra, wait" said Satria chasing after Kinara who kept running while crying.

Kinara was very disappointed in Satria. She thinks Satria really loves her but she doesn't. He was again disappointed by the man he loved. Especially when he also saw many bottles of alcohol there. Everyone who saw it thought they were drunk. Kinara was also disappointed with Satria.

" Ra wait, I can explain "satria held Kinara's hand after chasing after her.

" Lepasin" said Kinara rebelled.

He kept trying to get his hands off Satria. He just wanted to leave at this moment and let out his tears.

" Ra, you misunderstood. It's not like you see " Satria said trying to explain.

" Nobody misunderstood. I look at my own eyes if Alisa mandarin body on your chest and you just shut up. I'm disappointed with you Sat, I think you really love me but the truth is you're the same Dawn. You make my heart ache, Sat " said Kinara in tears.

" No Ra, that's not real. I really love you Ra "answer Satria pulled Kinara in her arms.

Kinara tried to escape from Satria's embrace. " Take me off. I want to go home "rebellious Kinara.

But Satria tightened her embrace. Kinara continued to cry in Satria's arms because her heart was so sick

" I can explain everything, Ra" said Satria releasing her embrace after Kinara calmed down a little.

" There's nothing to explain anymore, it's all clear. Now you release me and go back inside " said Kinara because Satria still held her hand.

" No, Ra" replied Satria.

" Before Sat, I don't want to bother you anymore. Just continue there with Alisa and be satisfied you are drunk there" said Kinara with disappointed eyes.

" I'm not drunk, Ra. I'm not the same Alisa doang, there is also Raka. Alisa was sick and I was the same Raka just wanted to nolongin him " Satria said trying to explain.

But even Kinara who was completely disappointed did not believe Satria's words.

" You don't have to lie. I'm really disappointed in you " said Kinara.

" Now let me "chanted Kinara to Satria.

" No Ra, I won't let you go before you believe me " replied Satria.

Kinara stomped on Satria's foot and then pushed her body. He immediately ran when Satria's grip on his hand had loosened.

" Ouch "strangled Satria when Kinara stepped on her foot.

" Ra, wait" said Satria as Kinara was gone.

Satria continued to pursue Kinara even though his legs still hurt.

" Ra, stop. Wait for me "satria said as Kinara had boarded her bike and pushed it forward.

Kinara kept crying while on the bike. His heart really hurt right now. He did not expect that Satria would also disappoint.

Kinara stopped at a lake to calm down. It is impossible to go home in such a situation. Kinara ran towards the edge of the lake.

" Aaaaaaaaaa " shouted Kinara vaporized all that tightness in her chest.

" Why, Sat? Why do you also hurt me I think hiks hyks " Kinara said in her tears.

Kinara sat down by the lake and cried as if she had washed out everything she was feeling right now.

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