Pursuing First Love
130. Quit

Kinara continued to cry throughout the day doing nothing but praying and praying that Satria's condition would soon improve. Rendra and Puspa also did not allow Kinara to go home because they were afraid that Kinara would desperately go to meet Satria and it was very dangerous let alone the state of Kinara that looked so devastated.

" Ra, eat first" said Puspa trying to persuade Kinara to eat because Kinara kept refusing as he asked her to eat.

" I'm not a laper, Brother "push Kinara who does not feel hungry and tasteful to eat.

Puspa sighed because he did not know he had to persuade Kinara how else to eat.

" If so we are ready to make it to the house of the same Father Mother now" said Puspa to Kinara.

Kinara nodded her head then got up from her seat.

Arif's father and Mother Wulan will hold a joint prayer for Satria, only their family members and an ustadz they trust. Papa Lukman and Mama Santi will also invite them to come. They also felt very sad to hear the news about Satria, even Mama Santi also continued to cry.

Kinara went home to change her clothes and prepared to go to the house of Father Arif and Mother Wulan along with Rendra and Puspa.

" You can't stay with me, Mom. I can't live our dreams alone to build a happy little family. You remember your promise to make me your wife and the only woman you love " said Kinara rubbed a photo of Satria that he had not been able to change into a new frame with tears that flowed back.

After that Kinara immediately went to the bathroom to clean her body and get ready.

Before leaving for the house of Arif's father and Mother Wulan, Kinara sent a message to Jeki so that Jeki could convey his permission not to take courses on that day.

" Jek, please permit me to attend today's course. I have family affairs so I can't get into college" Kinara said in a message.

Then Kinara came out of the house because the sound of Rendra's car horn was heard in front of the house. Kinara got into the car in the back seat while Rendra and Puspa were in the front.

During the trip they all just fell silent because the atmosphere did not allow them to chat lightly or joke around as usual. Kinara recalled all the memories he and Satria had in the past two years. There are so many beautiful memories that Satria gave him so he would not be able to if he had to lose Satria. Again Kinara just wiped his tears that fell back and continued to pray.

Arriving at the house of Father Arif and Mother Wulan, it turns out that Papa Lukman and Mama Santi have been there. Alina did not come with them and was at home with Mpok Indun. Kinara hugged Papa Lukman and Mama Santi and they tried to strengthen Kinara.

Only after that, Kinara approached Mother Wulan who was sitting with a blank look. She may feel devastated and hit, of course Mother Wulan felt more devastated and hit than herself. Which mother is not devastated when she finds out that her child is not okay.

" Aunty "call Kinara with teary eyes.

Kinara sat down beside Mother Wulan. Mother Wulan turned to Kinara and smiled.

" Dear, you came" said Mother Wulan rubbed Kinara's cheek.

Kinara could not hold back her cries anymore and directly hugged the woman that Satria loved so much before her.

" You must be strong yes and sure Satria is fine. That's also what Auntie is trying to do " said Mother Wulan to Kinara.

" Yes Aunt. Sorry Ara yes, Aunt must have been much more hurt than Ara "answered Kinara letting go of her embrace.

The two women of different generations also tried to strengthen each other even though they both felt devastated by fear of losing Satria.

***

At the hospital, everyone was anxious because there was only two hours left and Satria's condition was not stable but was weakening. The doctors and nurses went back into the ICU room because Satria suddenly had difficulty breathing so much that she seemed to be struggling with her unconscious state.

" O Allah, save Satria. Give him healing O Allah "said Sandi in his prayer.

Sandi was unable to calm down and continued pacing in front of the door of the ICU room.

While the doctors who were in there were no less panicked because Satria's heart rate was getting weaker and weaker.

" The patient's heart rate is getting weaker, Doc" said a nurse.

Tiiiiiite.

The sound indicates that Satria's heartbeat has stopped and Satria can be declared dead.

" Prepare a heart shock device now" said the doctor.

The nurse immediately prepared what the doctor asked to save Satria.

The doctor tried as much as possible to get Satria's heart back beating but after several experiments, the results remained the same. Satria's heart no longer beats and Satria is dead.

The doctor shook his head with a face that was deeply regretful for not being able to save his patient.

" Bripda Satria has died two in the afternoon today at 17:33" the doctor said.

" You release all the tools in Bripda Satria's body, I'll give word to those outside" he continued.

The doctor immediately came out of the ICU room and they immediately approached the doctor.

" Bripda Satria's situation is stable, right, Doc? " ask Password who is no longer holding.

" How's Bripda Satria doing, Doctor? " ask Commander Anton who is more calm.

Sandi's premonition was already bad when she saw the doctor's regretful face.

" We apologize. We have tried our best but Bripda Satria has passed away "the doctor replied looking very sorry.

Jeder.

All of them who heard that were of course very surprised, let alone Sandi who could not accept that.

" No Doctor, Satria must be fine. Satria has not died" said Sandi did not accept Satria is said to have died.

" We apologize again. We will immediately take care of the body of Bripda Satria" said the doctor and left.

Sandi still does not accept it, he still does not believe if Satria as soon as it leaves us all. Some of the members who were there detained Sandi because Sandi wanted to break into the ICU room.

" You must be strong Sandi, we all very much lost Bripda Satria. You have to be able to control yourself "Commander Anton told Sandi.

Commander Anton felt a great sadness in hearing that. One of his proud police officers had to leave this fast for making sacrifices to secure the country from drug dealers.

Sandi could only cry and regret why she could not protect herself so Satria had to sacrifice her life for herself. Sandi sat down and leaned her body against the hospital wall.

" Why are you leaving so soon, Sat? What should I tell your family and Kinara? " said Sandi slowly.

They all let Sandi spill the sadness because indeed among them, Sandi was the closest to Satria.

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