Pursuing First Love
129. So Hit

On a slightly cloudy morning, Kinara was making banana balls for snacks. Especially if it rains, banana sponge is the most suitable snack combined with a cup of warm tea. Coincidentally also today Kinara has a lecture schedule in the afternoon so he has plenty of time now to make that banana sponge.

" Nah, it's done. Mending I take a shower first while waiting for the ball to dieg " said Kinara after putting the banana sponge dough into the steaming pot.

After that Kinara went straight to the bathroom to clean his body because his body was already sweating because doing all the homework and making the banana sponge.

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Meanwhile, Rendra and Puspa had just returned from the house of Father Arif and Mother Wulan this morning because last night they were staying there. They go home just to pick up some of their needs and their children. Rendra and Puspa will stay temporarily at the house of Father Arif and Mother Wulan as long as Satria is still in a critical state because they have to take turns to keep Mother Wulan who was so hit.

And that morning they also had bad and bad news about Satria's condition. Satria's heart rate weakened and until now has not been stable, if until seven o'clock at night has not been stable then the doctor has given up and most likely Satria will leave them for good. Hearing that Mother Wulan returned hysterical and fainted again.

" Well, if Satria really left us forever how? I don't want to lose my only sister " said Puspa in tears.

Rendra hugged Puspa and took him to sit on the living room sofa.

" Don't talk like that, honey. We must be sure that Satria will be fine, we pray that Satria's condition is stable again" said Rendra rubbed Puspa's back and tried to make him calm.

Rendra himself is actually not sure what he said because he heard himself if the doctor who handled Satria said Satria was getting weaker when Commander Anton gave him a message earlier.

" But Mas, they say Satria is critical now and her heart rate is getting weaker. They even say Satria can not be saved again if until tonight is not stable also " said Puspa with increasingly loud cries.

Brakes.

The sound of falling objects, Rendra and Puspa immediately turned to the source of the sound.

" Ara? " said Rendra and Puspa when he saw Kinara who was behind them.

They were of course very surprised to see Kinara who was there and it was likely that Kinara heard what they were talking about the state of Satria. They were also very panicked because Kinara had not known about Satria's state. Rendra and Puspa went straight to Kinara who was only silent after dropping a container that had been brought.

" Sister, why Mas Satria? Why do you say Mas Satria will leave us forever? " tanya Kinara with teary eyes at the Puspa.

Kinara heard everything that Rendra and Puspa were talking about. At first he only wanted to deliver his banana sponge to Rendra and Puspa but when he was at the door he saw Puspa who was crying in Rendra's arms. As Kinara approached, he heard something that made him so shocked.

" Ra, with Brother first yes" said Puspa holding both shoulders Kinara.

" Why Satria, Brother? " tanya Kinara and her tears had already fallen down her cheeks.

Instead of answering, Puspa even more crying and hugging Kinara because he was not strong to say it to Satria.

Kinara turned to Rendra and asked for an explanation of what he had heard earlier.

" Ra, Satria is now again critical because her right chest was pierced by a knife while she was arresting the drug dealers. Last night Satria's heartbeat weakened and if until later that night it was still like that most likely Satria could not be saved again" said Rendra with so heavy.

" We all wish it was Ra, but the truth is that Satria is between life and death. We can all just pray for Satria here" Puspa told Kinara.

Kinara rewinded her body and shook her head as indeed she tried not to believe that. He will not be ready if he has to lose Satria forever.

" Mas Satria " shouted Kinara hysterically.

Kinara dropped her body on the floor because her legs felt so limp and was no longer strong to stand. His world was devastated when he heard that the person he loved was in a state between life and death.

Seeing Kinara who was in shock and so devastated to hear the news, Puspa approached Kinara and immediately hugged her.

" You need to calm down, Ra. We all feel devastated to hear this news " said Puspa hugging Kinara.

" Mas Satria, Brother. I don't want to lose Mas Satria, I love her so much, sister. He promised to marry me after I graduated from college but why would he leave me, sister " said Kinara on the sidelines of her crying.

Rendra could only see the two women who were both devastated and sad crying.

" I have to follow Mas Satria there, brother. I won't let Mas Satria go away and I "said Satria let go of Puspa's embrace.

Kinara tried to get up and was about to go somewhere but before Kinara came out of his house Rendra immediately prevented him. Rendra and Puspa couldn't possibly let Kinara go alone in this kind of state.

" Ara, you don't be like this. You have to be strong and confident that Satria will be fine" Rendra told Kinara.

" But Bang, Mas Satria wants to leave me and I don't want that " replied Kinara rebelled and still wanted to leave.

" If you are like this Satria must be sad too, Ra. If you are okay for leaving under these circumstances, Satria will blame herself after realizing it later. You want to not be able to find Satria again" said Rendra trying to resuscitate Kinara not to act rashly.

Kinara fell silent and continued to cry because what Rendra said was true. Satria would definitely be angry and blame herself if anything happened to her.

" We go inside yes, you calm yourself first" said Puspa lead Kinara to enter back into the house.

Kinara sat on the living room sofa with tears that kept flowing like she could not stop. His heart aches and breaks at this time, especially if Satria truly abandons him for all eternity.

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