I'm You And My Memories
The leaflet came again

From today until the next 6 months I have to get used to it without any news from Mas Rudi, It's difficult but I have to get used to it.

The day changed months, Until the day of my graduation came, I Graduated with a fairly satisfactory Value, This is my main provision to enter the College that I dreamed so far, so far, And until the second of my graduation I had not heard from Mas Rudi at all.

Three months of very heavy education we have to go through without any communication. No phone, sms, bbm, not even letters. Only prayer can connect us. Three months after the quarantine ended, Mas Rudi and the other would-be soldiers were approved to cruise out of the knights.

Cruise time or overnight permit is a time that is highly anticipated by the Students.

When the cruise arrives, they can use this time to let go of longing for their loved ones. Other than parents, friends or relatives, they must have met during the cruise of course his heart adoration, But not with me and Mas Rudi, "Our distance is too far that it is impossible for us to meet, but not with me and Mas Rudi, If our distance had not been this far it might have been just a few hours.

For those from areas where RINDAM is located, this short time is not a problem.

But if different cities like me and Mas Rudi we can only be patient waiting for that time to come.

One night Mas Rudi called me on the phone.

"Assalamualaikum Mas, "Alhamdulilah finally Nana can hear the voice of Mas again, Mas how kabara? I was so happy that I could hear Mas Rudi's voice again.

"Walaikumsalam dear, Maafin Mas ya can just get word to dear, Here the rules are really\-tight dear, Mas can not call this dear Mas again in the toilet.

Mas borrow hp temen, he secretly hid hp so he could call but if it was discovered the Coach could finish our history. Unfortunately next month Mas inauguration, If you can love later come yes same Mother because Mas wants to be when the Inauguration will be there dear next to Mas."

Not finished Mas Rudi continued his words suddenly heard a loud enough sound from outside.

" Hey-Hey who's inside is out right now," and the phone disconnects.

Know what happened with Mas Rudi after that but hopefully Mas Rudi is fine there.

I also thought about what Mas Rudi said earlier how I went there when Mas Rudi Inaugurated later, Will Mom allow it? I also do not know the exact address of RINDAM where Mas Rudi Education.

Three Months later.

After being officially inaugurated as a TNI soldier and successfully passing through various stages of education, then the final goal is the placement of assignments. Is it a problem with our distance and time? The answer is not yet.

The deployment of TNI members is in accordance with the needs of personnel in each unit, not on the personal wishes of each soldier. So it does not rule out the possibility that those who were born in Sabang, will be assigned in Merauke. For the umpteenth time, distance and time again became a test of our relationship

After getting the info from my uncle about when the Inauguration of Secata PK TA 2009 in RINDAM where Mas Rudi was educated, Today I decided on permission to go there.

Although at first Mom did not let me go, but with the help of my cousin Cici finally Mom allowed us two to go with the diatribe we could not spend the night there so we finished the event we had to go back.

12 Hours of travel finally at 5am we arrived in the city of Aceh, Dizziness, fever, cold heat, that's what I was feeling at the time, that's what I was feeling, This is really my first experience on a bus so far, If it wasn't for Mas Rudi I wouldn't have taken a bus trip like this.

We rushed to find a mosque for dawn prayers and cleaned ourselves up because our situation was really tangled.

Incidentally the mosque we stopped at was not too far from RINDAM.

At 07:00 We rushed into RINDAM because it had started to look many families from each of the other Soldiers began to arrive.

"The race of the nappa Na nala." Ceplos Cici while speeding up his steps.

"You're actually\-yes Ci, the feeling that Mas Rudi's girlfriend is me, why are you the most excited anyway."

My cousin is really silly, Even I myself do not know the position of Mas Rudi where and what his face is like now, Because at that time all I saw was the same tall slender and plontos-headed all. I'm really confused.

At 07:30 the PK TA 2009 Secondary Inauguration Ceremony began, and at that time we could only see from a distance.

I observed one by one from a distance only time I could recognize Mas Rudi from afar, But still their faces and pieces were all the same I could not tell the difference.

Approximately one hour finally the Ceremony is finished and began the Parents of TNI SOLDIERS who have been inducted began to look for their respective children, Including me and Cici.

"Ci I'm not sure I can find Mas Rudi Ci, just look at all of them as bald\-bald.

"You are calm Na I can definitely find Mas Rudi, said Cici with a caper smile to the Soldiers who cross paths with us.

Slowly I went through each line, I saw a newness that really could make me follow the moment, Seeing the parents proudly crying hugging their child, I saw, But not with Cici because at that time I instead saw him who caperke Prajuti-Soldier.

Suddenly my eyes were fixed on the figure of the Soldier and his parents and 1 young girl at the end there, The closer I observed his movements the closer I got the more my blood rippled and Deg-Degan appeared again. I was more and more convinced that what I saw was Mas Rudi, Without a doubt I greeted him.

"Assalamualaikum "Sapaku full of doubt, Afraid that what I called wrong people, Reflex he turned back And it turns out he was Mas Rudi, Without caring about others Mas Rudi immediately hugged me in front of his Father's Mother.

"Honey.. "O Allah Mas bener\-not sure if dear can get here, While wiping my tears immediately shake hands with Mother Mr. Mas Rudi.

"Bapak\-Mother knows this karina dwi putri \(Nana\) She's Brother's girlfriend, He's been telling Mom and Dad a lot of times." Mom Mas Rudi hugged me lovingly.

"Thank you, son, you have been an encouragement for Rudi when he fell because of the first failure, so far, And finally he can get up and be willing to obey Mom for another test and thank God the effort will never betray the results.

After that heartwarming Meeting Mas Rudi also told me something.

"Honey Mas has finished his education and has been able to skep the placement."

"Alhamdulilah Mas, Where can I go?"

"Still in the region Here too dear.

"Hmmmm..."It's still a long way off, Mas, it can't move Mas."

"Can't be darling." A good patient darling\-well yes there even though far away from trusting each other, all will be well\-just fine."

"Mas is also good\-well here, "Take Nana's confidence.

The mixed feelings I felt again before saying goodbye, because I remember Mom's message that we should not spend the night here.

I did not know to be sad or happy when Mas Rudi was officially placed in a new unit, between relief, happy, or sad because the suffering of our LDR has not ended. And of course the ordeal is not only in terms of distance and time, but sometimes there is another woman who tries to offer more attention when the Man is lonely, trying to fill the days that have never been obtained before from the idol. And that further upsets me between holding on, or letting go.