I'm You And My Memories
There is a heart to be guarded

That afternoon I sat in the campus. Holding the burger I bought outside before entering the campus.

Suddenly my phone rang, I reached for the bag looking for the phone that slipped between the books, after finding it from Mas Rudi.

"Assalamualaikum dear again what", [sapa Mas Rudi from across there].

" Walaikumsalam Mas, Nana again sat in the cafeteria while eating Mas. I've had lunch, What's my activity today?"

"So morning Mas swim darling later in the afternoon want to run, Now again diem aja paraded see this dear photo."

"Gombal ihh Mas, Mostan Mas see photos of other girls on facebook. Now I've been flirtatious since using an android phone messing with facebook."

"Honey jealous if Mas play facebook, Sorry Mas yes dear already facebook toys not permission dear first, Later Mas kasitau email and password yes dear to love know Mas do it. I'm not flirtatious if I never chat with other women."

"Yes Mas will be sent an email and password let Nana believe."

"Yes my dear."

That is how every day my communication with Mas Rudi, as busy as anything is always ngabarin each other. I feel guilty about Mas Rudi for not telling me about Fyan, I'm afraid Mas Rudi is angry and disappointed after knowing I called other men. Maybe wait for the right moment I will tell Mas Rudi about this.

Not long ago Herza came nyamperin me.

"Na wantedin dariitadi was hanging out here, Ngapain woi diem-diem bae." Cerocos Herza's.

He's the only male student in my class so he doesn't want to play with us every day. But believe me, Herza is a pure and cute guy is not at all nervous.

"What the Za I'm lager, you guys, I'll take you to the cafeteria later - later mulu yaudah I cantin myself."

"Na next week my bangakan want a birthday about if I order chocolate the same you can discount no Na?"

"What do you want Za to order?"

"Yes not much anyway Na about 200 pieces later 100 for ponakanku 100 more want to sell alone." How can I Please.

"Judah I'll have a discount later. It's for you, Za, if you're not the one who pesen tekor I'm Za."

"Uhhhh thanks a lot Nana." He said while pinching my cheek.

"You pinch if you know my girlfriend in Dor you're Za." My Canda to Herza.

"Let me not fear Na, as long as she's far away you're mine."

Herza likes to joke.

After school as usual I always shop for chocolate before going home. Arriving at home I directly do the order chocolate that has been ordered the day before.

Today I arrived at 4 o'clock earlier than usual.

"Mom's Tumben is coming back?" Sapaku started the conversation.

"Yes, it was deserted, there were no customers anymore and Mother also this afternoon there was an Invitation for the Wedding Party. Why would Nana want to come with me to the condo?"

" No ma'am males anyways Nana's chocolate order again a lot of fear is not finished Mom."

"Well, if so, I want to pray Ashar first keep getting ready. Brother where from there's no sound."

"Juju came out to Tasya's house."

Tasya's a neighbor right behind my house.

"Call the sisters first say that Mother wants their condition to follow what they don't."

I rushed to pick up my sisters.

Stay home alone with a pile of unfinished chocolates.

After the magrib I continued to work on chocolate orders.

Suddenly my phone rang a whatshapp sign.

"Assalamualaikum what else?"

"This Walaikumsalam Mas Nana again ngerjain pesenan chocolate for tomorrow."

"Honey do not forget to eat yes, Do not let soy sauce will hurt.

" Yes, my dear. I reply while giving emoticons a kiss.

I continued my work until my waist was hot but these chocolates were never finished .

At 23:00, all my chocolates were finally wrapped. My waist is no longer tired now it hurts amazingly.

I immediately put my body in bed. Curse my phone and I open whatshapp looking for Mas Rudi's contact and type a message.

"Good sleep to my future priest, don't forget to pray, baby I love you. From the lover who always misses you." Don't forget the emoticons kiss me I sent to Mas Rudi. The message I sent wasn't a Dua check but a gray one.

I saw last online Mas Rudi at 20:33 maybe Mas Rudi already tdur. I also want to sleep because I feel my body has begun to weaken and my eyes have also shown signs of sleepiness.

I was just about to close my eyes and the vibration of the phone woke me up. Geez who else calls rich nights there is no time tomorrow.

I picked up my phone immediately without seeing a call from who came in

"Hello who's this there needs to be what night-night.

" Nana Deck wake up this Bang Fyan.

Suddenly my eyes lightened Fyan's name. What else do these people want to call night-night.

"Oh God how many times do I have to say please don't bother me anymore Bang. I've got a girlfriend don't call anymore."

"Sorry Dek Nana does not mean I want to disturb actually I am also heavy if I have to force someone's heart."

"You know why I still call.

" It's all for my Parents Deck. My mother wants us to meet, the problem later Nana rejects me it's an important recent business we met first 1 time. I promise after our meeting Nana will block my number also no problem." Tomorrow my annual leave is out Deck so the plan tomorrow I want to go to Medan Take a plane and sleep at my Uncle's House happens to be his Battalion not far from Nana House.

This is the guy from where I know my address . God, what should I do now.

"If we make a deal, after our meeting I beg you never to call me again and tell your parents that you don't like me."

"Yes I agree so the point is tomorrow I leave and Thursday I pick up Dek Nana back from college."

"As far as the point is, this will be our first and last meeting."

I don't know if this decision I made was right or wrong, I just want after this my relationship with Mas Rudi to be fine without any more intruders.

The next morning Mas Rudi returned my message last night.

"My dear sorry yes last night Mas has slept the eyes of Mas drowsiness so sleep fast dear. Last night Mas dream was not good at one hour Mas woke up directly to pray Tahajud. Honey do not forget to eat breakfast Mas very dear Nana Mas do not want to lose Nana. Keep the eyes of the heart dear just make it Mas ya."

Instantly my tears came out reading whatshapp message from Mas Rudi. O Allah forgive me if the decision I took was wrong, But my intentions are good, O Allah I want my relationship with Mas Rudi to be good later.

I'll reply to Mas Rudi's whatshapp message.

"Nana is also very dear to you."