I'm You And My Memories
Pov Fyan the real facts

After 2 hours I waited until my wife was really back home I rushed out of the House Kak Beti through the wall I jumped earlier. Very slowly I walked so that my wife would not know. Slowly I headed towards the garage because before I left earlier I deliberately did not close the garage door so I could re-enter through the door, but damn the garage door is now locked tightly, but, My heart skipped my mind, I was afraid of Dad's anger because my wife wouldn't just shut up she'd report to Dad and Mom.

There is no other choice but to remain silent under the window of the room, I resigned to whatever will happen later, The point is I never do things that are so cursed by God is Adultery.

10 Minutes later the front door was suddenly opened by my wife, I was getting scared to see her shut up and go back into the room. My wife just kept quiet and cried without making a sound. O God, how my heart aches to see the one I love so much cry for my foolish deeds.

"I'm going home, I'm going home." The words that made my chest tight because my wife thought I was sleeping with another woman, I couldn't see her tears coming out.

I cried as I walked by my wife.

"Become wrong mother, Abi khilaf, forgive Abi's mistakes, Abi promises not to repeat it again."

A word of regret that I will remember for the rest of my life I will never repeat that stupid deed again. I will not defend myself because whatever I explain tonight will not make my wife believe.

It is very, very absurd to help a widow's neighbor in the morning just take a cat from the well. But that's the real fact, but let it all pass and someday I'll explain it all to my wife at the right time.

"What is the lack of Mommy so far, Mommy participates whatever Abi wants, Mommy leaves the massalu Mommy for Abi, Even Mother sincerely Ngerawat Mother who is sick again, Even Abi's sisters do not care at all about Mother's health, let alone take care of Mother every day, To come just to see her own birth Mother aja they heavy By. But let Mother never dispute It, But why Abi could go to Mother, Not Abi just a little see the sincere Mother. What is the reason Abi sleeps with Him, What is the reason that Mother's stomach is big and no longer attractive in the eyes of Abi." Mother wants to go home By please By Mother Wants to go home."

I really could not bear to see my wife who continued to cry, My heart hurts to see her cry because of my stupidity, I tried to calm her by embracing her affectionately. I rubbed his head I kissed him how sorry I was to see my heavenly Angel crying. After the crying began to subside I hugged my wife and apologized for the umpteenth time, Sorry for my stupid behavior. I took my wife to bed but she refused. I let him take a moment to pull himself up. I went to the toilet to get water Wudhu and tahajud. Maybe after the prayer my heart can be calmer.

In the morning I saw my wife doing her activities as usual Wake up we prayed together then she cooked clean and began to clean the body Mother then continued to bribe Mother breakfast. I keep looking for ways to apologize to my wife, I really regret the stupid act last night. Let him still think I'm cheating but I've never done anything that disgusting.

I approached my wife again as she sat down to rest herself in the room for a moment. I knelt down and clasped tightly onto her hand, I looked into her eyes, Still very clearly visible sadness and disappointment that was very deep in her eyes.

"Mother may rule Abi, Mother may report Abi to the limit because it has made the mother disappointed. Abi is sincere and resigned but please don't leave Abi." I could not hold back my tears and again I cried in front of my wife.

The very thing I didn't expect at all, my wife hugged and wiped my tears.

"Abi sorry mother yes because it can not be a good wife for Abi, but mother promises from now on mother will try again to be a good wife for Abi. We start everything from the beginning again yes by we forget the problem yesterday, Soon we want to be parents Mother wants our children to grow up to be good children to be smart children and Mother wants our children to grow up will be proud to have parents like us."

I re-hugged my wife, the wonderful Woman, I'm so lucky to have a wife like her and I promise I won't betray her for the rest of my life.

One month before the day of my wife's delivery and I will leave the Task Force Pamtas in Puncak Jaya Papua for 1 year approximately. as many as 440 Soldiers will be dispatched including Me.

When departure time, My wife escorted and released my departure at the Port, Whose husband would leave his heavily pregnant wife to leave . But I have sworn to carry out all obligations with a sense of responsibility. NKRI called.

"Dear mother take good care of herself, pray Abi healthy continue there home safely. Take care of our child to make Abi yes mother, Mother strong women can definitely pass this all 1 year will not be long just a matter of distance time and signal. But as much as possible if there is a signal Abi must be ngabarin Mother."

I saw tears running down my wife's cheeks. I wiped her tears and hugged her tightly before I got on the boat.

The days our ship sailed and the signal was completely erratic. When leaning in the city I could just call my wife just ask news of my mother and wife.

A few weeks after arriving in Puncak Jaya the situation is really not conducive signal is also very, very difficult. The only way to communicate with my wife is through a communication tool in the Post and I Permission to call my Wife because I know maybe at this time My wife has been born and right my guess My wife is righttrue already lahiran through Oprasi secar.

"Assalamualaikum Mommy how the birth of his darling, Sorry yes Bun has been for days Abi can not ngabarin Mommy because the signal here is lost. How does our dear son look like to whom?"

"Waikumsalam Abi, Alhamdulilah o Allah finally mother can still hear the voice of Abi, Mother is afraid Abi why there because the mother saw in the news 8 soldiers who died, Mother is afraid by."

I tried to calm my wife that my condition here was fine.

"Doain Abi here is fine, baby because Abi wants to go home and see our son. Unfortunately Abi can not be long nelfo because using the post phone number, As much as possible Abi will be informed mother ya. Assalamualaikum."

Thank God I can hear from my wife and I am a father now.

3 Weeks after the call from my wife I got word from the commander that my real mother passed away. My feelings were really hard hit because in this condition I couldn't go home to see Mom one last time.

Only prayer can I give to Mother at this time, may Mother be placed in the best place by God's side.

1 Year passed with a really amazing test, a lot of things that my wife and I went through during this 1 year but we got through it all. Now comes the day of my return and soon I will meet my wife and son who can now walk.

After all the storms of life that now my wife and I are living a happy life, my wife has completed her studies with the title Spd. And now at the age of 8 years of marriage we already have a pair of Sons and Daughters.

I told my wife about Aunt Beti just 1 month ago before she wrote the beginning of our story. And my wife's reaction after knowing it was just a misunderstanding she was just smiling.

Now my life goal is just to make my wife and my two children happy and continue my military career trying Tes Secapa next year.

Until this story was finished made for 3 days I was interrogated my wife to tell my feelings as much detail as possible until now.

Thank you to our loyal readers for both stories. Greetings from my husband from Nana the main character in the story of our life journey.