I'm You And My Memories
Forgive her

The morning after that I really did not sleep at all my heart was very sick and did not know what I was going to do after this, Whether I should go back to the field but it's impossible, I'm afraid Mom's disappointed that Abi is Mom's choice and I don't want Abi's name to be ugly in front of you.

I do my activities as usual, the only difference is Abi's attitude towards me. He kept apologizing and confessing. He swore he would make no mistake like this a second time. Then I can do nothing but forgive because I think Allah is all-forgiving so I submit to him all I have to do with sincerity.

Why am I so stupid to forgive a husband who has betrayed me, I am not stupid I just want to mature myself and I do not want to hurt Mother's Heart, I gave my husband one more chance and if the last chance he ever missed meant I failed to be a wife.

I don't entirely blame my husband, maybe I have shortcomings until my husband is so with other women. But I believe it's not love but Lust. My status as a PERSIT is too bad for me to let go just because of the widow.

Diamonds Need to be struck, booked, placed in a hot fire to Become diamonds of High selling value So Does Our Household.

"Mother may punish Abi, Mother may report Abi to the superior because she has betrayed Mother. Abi is sincere and resigned but please don't leave Abi."

I grabbed my husband's hand I wiped his tears.

Abi immediately hugged and kissed me I don't know what this felt like, The same feeling that Mas Rudi first held me. I can love my husband. The answer is yes, I have started to love my husband then what about Mas Rudi. My feelings with Mas Rudi slowly began to fade and I don't know if Mas Rudi has also started to forget me I hope so.

One month before the day of my birth Abi told me that the battalion of abi will leave the task force Pamtas at the top of the Papuan jaya for 1 year more or less.

Ready not ready I must be ready to release my husband Go for duty even though the worst risk of going home is just a name, I am ready With all the consequences of being the Wife of a Servant of the country.

This afternoon as many as 440 Soldiers will be dispatched including my husband, The haru atmosphere at that time was very felt in the harbor . After the release ceremony all the Soldiers say goodbye to their respective families. There's a little boy crying out Dad don't go Daddy there's just a lahiran already left Duty, then what's different with me who will soon give birth while my husband will go on duty. I must be strong because this has become the risk of a Prjurit Wife ready to be left behind by her husband on duty under any circumstances.

"Dear mother take good care of yourself, doain Abi healthy continue to be there home safely. Take care of our child to make Abi yes mother, Mother strong women can definitely pass this all 1 year will not be long just a matter of distance and signal. But as much as possible if there is a signal Abi must be ngabarin Mother."

I can't say anything but tears that represent how I felt at the time. The ship is leaving soon and my husband is leaving to fulfill his duties. I can only pray and hope that my husband returns home safely. After my husband came home, our son sat down and saw his father for the first time.