I'm You And My Memories
surrender to destiny
Along the way, I did not stop crying and continued to cry. Why did it end up like this, What we fought for all this time ended just like that because the man named Fyan really I really hated him.
I opened the phone and saw photos of Mas Rudi still stored neatly in my cell phone gallery. His smile and the laughter and tenderness of Mas Rudi that made me fall in love with him Four and a half years together in the slightest he never got angry with me when reprimanding my wrong actions he would speak softly. I can continue my life without him. How can I love anyone other than Mas Rudi. This is the same as forcing a bird that has broken its wings to fly back, That is how I am now like a bird whose wings have been broken in the hands of poachers.
7 Hours have passed and I have not stopped crying. Come around
at a bus stop for a meal break or just to the Toilet, all bus passengers get off except me, There's no thirst and hunger at all I think. I grabbed my phone and tried to contact Mas Rudi.
"Assynolajet. Mas now where Nana Rindu Mas Nana does not want to marry her Mas please let Nana go with Mas."
That's what I sent to Mas Rudi. I saw a gray checklist one and Last online about 6 hours ago, Where Mas Rudi rarely turns off his phone except while training in the forest. I saw that Mas Rudi's profile picture still had a picture of the two of us. I remember the photo we took when Mas Rudi took his first leave and still use the old Nokia 7610 leaf-shaped phone.
Five minutes later, Whatshapp came in from Mas Imam, He was tired Mas Rudi who often won wherever Mas Rudi went. Coincidentally I also save the number of Mas Imam because Mas Rudi never punjam mobile phone Mas Imam to contact me.
"Na's Night Mas Imam, Sorry Na if so early Mas disturb. Mas want to know that Rudi now the wounds are beaten."
"Yes Allah Mas why can Mas Rudi be beaten what the problem really is?"
"I also don't know but it seems like a personal matter and that hit Rudi is our Senior."
"Where is Mas Rudi's condition now?"
"Not too bad Na just bruises and some cuts."
"Thank you so much for the info. If Nana can ask for help Mas Imam keep Mas Rudi still Mas Mas afraid Mas Rudi need nothing."
"Ready Na."
I can already guess who the mastermind behind all this is none other than Fyan. He made use of his superiority and contacted his lieutenants in Mas Rudi's battalion to teach Mas Rudi a lesson. I hate him even more The arrogant man who will be my husband.
How could he do such a lowly thing, What right did he have towards me even I have not become his wife or his fiancee but his attitude really made me sick.
12 Hours of Aceh-Medan trip I went through without vomiting like the beginning of departure, Maybe the sitting position also affects.
I walk slowly into the alley of the house it feels heavy feet this step back to this house. Arriving at the door I saw Fyan's motorbike was already there as soon as I entered and headed for the room.
"Where are you from? Ask mom with a loud tone.
I remained silent and Fyan came near me.
" Where's Deck Nana from? I'm worried about thinking about you deck from yesterday."
I remained silent and this time Mother approached me.
"See your condition is now really messy for what you found Rudi up to his Battalion there what you expect from him, You should be ashamed of your future husband. Fyan is really worried about your circumstances."
I didn't pay any heed to Mother's words, Kudekati Fyan said
"Be gentleman don't be a loser using office for shameful things."
Fyan said nothing just bowed. I quickly passed without caring about Mom and Fyan.
1 Month Since the incident, Mas Rudi and I have no communication at all. While Fyan has also returned to Pekanbaru and is ready to apply for me officially after peroses submission of office marriage because in the military before legally becoming a soldier's wife the initial process that must be undertaken is office marriage.
My position is now like a living doll ready here and there to obey all your will. Until the day I had to go to Pekanbaru to do the office marriage submission process. I got on a plane in the afternoon and arrived in Pekanbaru at 16:00 p.m.
Fyan picked me up at the airport.
There are so many things that must be prepared in the office marriage process some I have prepared all. The terms of marrying a TNI are also really very complicated and long. There are many conditions that must be met such as
Marriage license application. This letter must be taken care of by the prospective husband as a member of the TNI signed by the company commander. This letter must be expanded by ten pieces.
Letter of consent of the parent or guardian of the prospective wife signed by the parents. This letter must also be known by the village apparatus of domicile parents or guardians of prospective wives.
The certificate is not married. This letter is known by local village officials or local KUA.
Certificate of settling parents and parents of prospective wives. This letter is known by the village officials from the domicile of parents or guardians.
Cover letter D. This letter can be obtained from kodim or koramil in the domicile of the future wife and parents. This letter is intended for Commanders Kodim, Pasi Intel, Pasi Ter, and Danramil. This letter is needed to find out whether the prospective wife or prospective in-laws have ever followed a movement or organization that violates the NKRI.
N1 document to declare the letter of marriage signed by parents and wife and known by village officials.
N2 document to state the origin of the prospective wife and parents known to the local village apparatus.
N4 document to state information about the parents of prospective wives known by local village officials.
Letter of statement from prospective wives and prospective husbands known by local village officials.
SKCK future wife and both parents.
The last education diploma of a wife.
Birth certificate of the future husband and wife.
Photocopy of the ID card of the prospective wife and both parents of the prospective wife.
Fitting 6×9 coupling photos using PDH and Persit clothing without blue background badge as much as 12 sheets.
Fitting photos of prospective wives 4×6 using Persit clothes as much as five sheets.
After all the documents are complete, the future wife of TNI members must face the unity with her future husband. There, he had to take a certain set of tests
Special Research Examination
The prospective wife will be tested on public knowledge and citizenship and views of illegal organizations in the NKRI.
Health Checkup
This health test is usually done at TNI Hospital. Both bride and groom must perform a complete medical check-up.
Mental Coaching
Both prospective brides will face the TNI Disbintal to get coaching before marriage. They will be given a number of questions about their respective personalities until tested their religious knowledge.
After that, the two brides will also get advice from officers related to how to live the household ark.
Facing the Office of Unity
After all the tests were carried out, both of them had to report it to the union official where the prospective husband worked.
Wait a long process at that time and it took approximately 3 weeks and for 3 weeks I lived in the House Bude Erna which was only a few kopel distance from the house Fyan.
That afternoon after the Bude nemenin to the market I sat on the porch of the house while looking at some of the Mothers of the dormitory who were standing while feeding their children. There were also some children running around full of joy. I think this is how my life will be after becoming a wife I will be busy taking care of my husband and children and forget my mass. But can I and I sure will never be able to forget Mas Rudi from my heart. My eyes blank forward suddenly my phone rings after I open it turns out Mas Rudi. I never thought he would call me back.
"Assalamualaikum what more? Must be busy preparing the filing file for Marriage." So Sapa Mas Rudi through Whatshapp message.
God, I don't know if I should be happy or sad right now.
"Darling not to be dibales donk Mas message what dear do not miss the same Mas. Dear next Sunday Mas leave if you can meet me dear once again can not?"
My hands tremble My tears keep flowing O God what should I do at this time.
