I'm You And My Memories
wedding

After my meeting with Mas Rudi we both continued to communicate as usual without any change at all I was always waiting for news from him and he always gave me attention. Until the very time I feared that my wedding day with Fyan, the morning before the wedding Ijab Qabul I asked permission to Mas Rudi to let me go with Fyan. Alhamdulilah Mas Rudi can accept and he said until anytime unfortunately to me will never be able to change and my position will not be replaced by any woman. At that time I also asked Mas Rudi not to contact me for the next 1 month because I was afraid there would be misunderstanding later with my husband.

I received the marriage and marriage of Karina Dwi Putri bint Presen with Gold Dowry weighing 20 Gram and a set of prayer tools paid in cash. So firmly and loudly Fyan said the Ijab Qabul in front of the penghulu and the witnesses.

Sofyan hadi, the man I never knew before, has now officially become my husband, for the first time he kissed my forehead and said, "Become promise will make your mother happy forever Abi promise. I was shocked when the call was made the day I became his wife.

The party atmosphere was so crowded that many invited guests came and Fyan's brother also came to our wedding.

It was getting late and I was tired of sitting in the hall from morning until night, at 20:00 I asked permission to go to Mom to the room because I was tired, Mother who was busy with the invited guests immediately agreed to my request. Directly Fyan took my hand towards the room.

Arriving in the room, things got awkward. For the first time I felt alien in my own room. I asked Fyan to sit on the sofa in the room and turn her back because I wanted to take off the wedding dress.

After changing clothes I went up to my wedding bed just wanted to straighten my waist because it felt very tired. Slowly Fyan moved closer to me, I was panicking what Fyan was going to do to me.

" Mother is tired huh, Here Abi pijitin his back."

Fyan got closer to me as I panicked and sat down.

"No need to bang Nana just want to rest before Nana would apologize to her brother if tonight Nana can not do Nana's duty as a wife."

"No problem Mother Abi will not be meaningful until Mother is really ready. Then Abi also sleepy let's go to sleep. One request Abi learned yes call Abi because from now on it is difficult to be happy whatever we will face together."

"Nana try yes, but don't take it until Nana's really ready."

At that moment Fyan kissed my forehead and hugged me. Right now my mind is not here at all, My body is here but my heart still thinks of Mas Rudi. I don't know how I would live this kind of House if my heart didn't love my husband at all. It is a great sin for I am still thinking about another man while my husband is at the side.

This is my first morning after becoming a Wife, not much has changed for now because I am still at Mother's House. The only difference was when I woke up I saw a foreign man sleeping next to me. I used to sleep in a variety of styles but last night I slept on my side and until the morning my sleeping style did not change at all with the rolling position in the middle being the barrier between us.

I got up to shower and pray after that to prepare breakfast for my husband.

The atmosphere in the house was still crowded because some of my brothers were still sleeping at home.

Making breakfast suddenly my cousin Cici nyamperin in the kitchen.

"Ehhhh the newlyweds early in the morning udh wake up what's up?" Ledek Cici at the time.

"What the hell before marriage is also I wake up at this hour."

"But her hair is not wet. Last night nothing happened to that."

"Hhh your question is weird Ci wear hair that is not wet anymore. Kepo."

Today his uncle Abi took us on vacation to one of the most famous tourist attractions in my city. I should get used to calling him that call.

The whole family came along at that time and there were four cars leaving. Three cars in the Fyan family and my family and 1 more car there was only me and Fyan at that time, I don't know what reason he wanted to be alone with me.

It was three hours drive to the hot spring and I was alone in the car with my husband.

"Mother why she was just chatting donk memenin her husband, Ask what you need to ask about Abi."

I don't know if this is the true nature of my husband, he's so gentle and very, very caring to me. He kept holding my hand but my heart still could not be lied to. I miss Mas Rudi.

Arriving at the tourist site I saw too many bathing in the hot water to the full, I refused my husband's invitation to take a shower and chose to sit on the edge of the pool.

I saw the happiness that was clearly on Mom's face, the Laughter that I longed for, But today I'm so happy, I sincerely live the destiny that God has outlined through Mother's intervention. I love mom.

5 Days passed today I will leave the city of Medan and soon settle in Pekanbaru following where my husband Dinas. Mom drove me to the airport, my tears breaking as Mom hugged me and apologized for everything that had happened.

"Nana thank you for being the pride of Mother, Forgive all the mistakes of Mother so far. I've been too hard on Nana but this is all for your good, son."

"Don't ever apologize to your child because the parents are never wrong, Nana has been sincere Mom because no parent wants to make her child difficult, Nana loves her mother. "

"Be a good wife Son, a wife who always fears the wrath of God so as not to do things that harm your household. That was my mother's advice before we left.

3 Days after we arrived in Pekanbaru my husband started Dinas after his leave was completed, the house we occupied was quite far from the battalion about 4 hours from the city. Before marrying me Abi already has a house in the city and previously this house was left empty because Abi prefers to stay with Mom, After negotiations we agreed LDR. Every Monday to Friday Abi Dinas and Saturday Sunday Abi will go home, and so on. Why do we have LDR why do not I choose to stay in the dorm together with Abi? That's all because I have to resume my studies here, as soon as Abi promised before marriage I was allowed to continue my studies here.

This morning was the busiest morning because I had to cook and prepare food for Abi there for the next 5 days. After all finished Abi kissed my forehead and advised to take care of yourself as long as Abi stay do not forget the lock of the fence should never be opened yes mother, Abi is afraid mother why napa later.

One week older than our marriage my husband and I have never had a husband and wife relationship. Abi once said she would wait for me until I was fully prepared to carry out my duties as a wife.

After all brought into the car I rushed to open the fence for Abi, Suddenly my phone rang whatshapp message from Mas Rudi. I was panicking why Mas Rudi reneged on his promise when I said for 1 month langam never contact me first.

" Who is Mother's message?" Ask Abi at that time.

I was confused as to what to answer, My face suddenly turned red and Abi immediately looked at my phone and read the message.

"Assalamualaikum dear again what Mas miss."

That was the message Abi read aloud. His face flushed for a moment.