I'm You And My Memories
I'm sincere

Three more weeks peroses of our office marriage application completed that means soon I will be Ny Sofyan Hadi and only a matter of weeks I will officially become his wife.

The original plan was to have a fiancee before the wedding was canceled, it was because Fyan's parents wanted me and Fyan to get married, Since the beginning of my meeting with his mother Fyan he loved me very much and it is undeniable that I also began to love him because he was too good.

After all the affairs in Pekanbaru finished I immediately returned to Medan to finish all my affairs here and take care of my transfer to college in Pekanbaru later. How complicated it is to take care of this all by yourself while Mother is also busy with the preparation of my wedding which is only 3 weeks away.

One week went by today I was going to meet Mas Rudi but without Mom's knowledge. I reasoned to want to go to the Invitation printing place to be allowed out. After a phone call we agreed that I met Mas Rudi at a chocolate cafe near my high school.

I wait for Mas Rudi at Bus Terminal, I hear from afar the sound of a very loud Bus horn in my ear that horn is always a sign of the start of my LDR period with Mas Rudi. But this time it was probably the last sound I heard before I was taken away by Fyan. Now I have begun to accept the destiny of God, Because as hard as I move away from Fyan, the more I am guilty of defying Mother's will. Since my father died, I have been a surrogate woman, I loved my mother too much even though I know that Mom's nature is hard on me but I'm sure you want me to be happy and live well.

The bus stopped right in front of me slowly I saw the man I loved coming down from the bus. The gray t-shirt of jeans and a medium-sized bag stuck to Mas Rudi's chest. Hair and watches that are always attached to the hand. That is the characteristic of Mas Rudi who from the past until now has not changed.

"Assalamualaikum," Sapa mas Rudi and immediately hugged me, I immediately returned Mas Rudi's embrace. I don't care about my current status of people's wives. All I know is that I miss Mas Rudi very much.

"Mas Nana kangen." I answered while crying in Mas Rudi's arms. "Why don't you wear PDL clothes and backpacks again?"

"It's a pity that he will be killed again he said rich want war." Instantly I laughed at Mas Rudi's reply.

"Jaudah Mas don't stay here long hot."

We left the Bus terminal and looked for angkot majors in chocolate cafes, Kunenikan every second, minutes of time with Mas Rudi I held tightly his hands as if I did not want to let go even if only 1 minute. I looked at Mas Rudi's face I saw his eyes were tired but his smile was still sweet just like the beginning of our meeting at the school gate.

Arriving at the cafe we chose to sit in the corner so that the atmosphere is quieter and no one passed by. Because right now all we need is calm.

"What is it." Push me on Mas Rudi.

"Sad sorry yes all this time Mas no relationin dear, Mas confused to behave how, Should Mas stay away or otherwise Mas keep as it used to keep the heart of Mas just for dear. I told Mom that I would love to say something and I agreed that we were fiancees first."

My tears came back out, O God what else.

"Serious Mas nalamar Nana? Why only now Mas Mas want to bed Nana why not from yesterday Mas before Fyan came. It's too late, sir."

"Dear Sorry for this." Rudi cried again while hugging me.

"Now there is nothing else that we can do besides sincere Mas, All are late invitations have also been spread some and Nana's office marriage submission has also been completed. How can Mas want to bed Nana what will happen to Mom later, Nana does not want Mom why Mas."

"Darguably I can't ask for one last request."

"Well, what do you want?"

"Can we stay like this until Mas can completely Forget Dear."

"Well, we can stay like this."

I know the decision I took is wrong but let it be over time until Mas Rudi gets my replacement and how will it be important at this time I still love Mas Rudi with the same feeling like old times.