I'm You And My Memories
My world is over

At 17:30 I and Fyan arrived home, Arriving home I saw Mom had arrived first, Immediately I say goodbye to Fyan but Mother had already seen her existence.

"They were hunted into Na." Welcome Mom from the inside.

"Yes mom. Immediately I let Fyan in and I saw Mother's face was very, very different when welcoming Mas Rudi at that time.

"Bu Nana's clearance to clean up first." I left Fyan talking to her mother when they were so familiar when they had just met once.

Until I turned on the conscious cell phone in my room, I turned it off. No incoming messages at all from Mas Rudi because I had permission to go home last night. I was confused after this what I was going to do if I should go out again. In the middle of my daydream, Juju suddenly came.

"Siru Mommy comes out when it's finished praying, Don't be long sis later Mom gets angry again with Brother."

"Dek Fyan hasn't come home yet?" Ask Juju.

"Not yet the brother was still chatting with Mother, Emang he who the hell Kak kok suddenly can be with the same Brother. Hayo Sister cheated on ya, kasian Mas Rudi Kak far away there while Sister here the same way other men."

Even my own sister understood that what I did was wrong by taking Fyan home. But this is all for the sake of my relationship with Mas Rudi but it seems like I'm stuck with my own.

At that time Mother was really amazed by the figure of Fyan. The man who according to Mother is well established in terms of material rank is also far above Mas Rudi plus his age is also suitable for marriage has a good family background and according to Mother he is the right figure for his future daughter-in-law. And what about Mas Rudi.

"What's wrong mom?"

"Well what's the matter Na, this is how Fyan's son was let out of the conversation with Mom, Let's get a chat."

"Nana's busy Bu Nana's college assignment is also a lot."

Hearing my little argument with Mother, Fyan suddenly opened her voice.

"Ep... Sorry in advance if my arrival caused a commotion between Mom and Nana but I mean well. So let me convey my good intentions. Earlier I apologized a thousand especially to Nana because my attitude is less pleasing but believe me my intentions and goals are good. At first I got Nana's phone number from my mother then I asked whose mobile number is this Mom then my mother replied that this is the mobile number of Bude Erna's ponakan. Bude Erna was our neighbor in the hostel and she was good mom. Previously I refused Mom's desire to contact Nana because before Mother explained that Nana already had a boyfriend I was afraid of being accused of seizing someone's girlfriend but at that time Mom begged and assured me that there was no one his name snatched before the yellow janur curved. No words to back off before trying. Finally I tried to contact Nana at night and it turned out Nana's response was ketus. From then on I felt I had to keep trying until my annual leave arrived and I was desperate to go here to meet Mom and Nana. Tonight I Sofyan hadi asked Mom for permission to apply for Nana as my Wife Candidate."

At once my chest was like being struck by lightning, the world seemed to collapse and my legs no longer had the strength to pump a body.

"I accept Nak Fyan's proposal."

O Allah, my tears can no longer be contained when I hear my answer. I'm the one who's been quiet, now I'm taking out everything I've been waiting for.

" Mom what Mom is currently thinking, Nana is still in college Bu Nana's journey is also still long after Nana already has a boyfriend why I have the same mother Nana what's wrong Nana bu. From the beginning of Nana's college, I also objected to the fees, but who was the Bu who finally helped pay Kulian Nana, all the fees from Mas Rudi. Please ma'am this time with Nana's will. Not much Nana asked Mom this time just let Nana determine Nana's own future."

After removing all the uneg-uneg I thought Mom would change her mind.

"But Mas Rudi is trying to ma'am there instead of him not missing for our marriage but for now there are still many costs that Mas Rudi must collect to help his Father.

"Mother doesn't want to argue anymore essentially I accept Nak Fyan's proposal and from now on you have to learn to forget about Rudi."

"Mother really has the same heart as Nana, Nana's lecture is also not finished how Mom wants to marry." My crying is breaking.

Maybe Fyan was also confused to see my condition back then and she opened her voice again.

"Dek Nana do not worry about College because it is not a problem for me, All my expenses are gig and have become my obligation later. After marriage Nana continued college later we find a new campus in Pekanbaru."

There was nothing else I could do but cry because what I said would not be heard by my mother.

"Next month I will return with my parents and propose to Nana officially Ma'am. After that we will do the office marriage filing process."

I left Mom and Fyan behind, I don't care what she thinks of me because it's just Mas Rudi I want right now. The conscious cell phone mouseso I lived there were some messages from Mas Rudi and missed calls.

I'll call back soon Mas Rudi.

"Assalamualaikum darling." Sapa Mas Rudi from across there.

Do not know what to say with Mas Rudi suddenly I cry as much as I am not strong nahan all this but I have not been able to tell all to Mas Rudi.

"Darling why crying? O Allah dear what is the same story Mas why dear until Nangis this is who is evil dear."

I kept crying at that time.

"Mas Nana dear Mas Nana does not want to lose Mas."

"Yes dear Mas know that, Mas also very dear, Do not cry anymore dear what the same story Mas."

"Where are we going tomorrow?"

"Tomorrow Mas run aja darling no activities. What a story I'm worried about."

"Mas Nana wants to sleep, Nana is not strong, Nana is tired.

I deactivated my phone.