I'm You And My Memories
the test of our love

"Assalamualaik."

"morango." Response from inside the house.

"Ehhhh why kak skirt brother kok all blood?"

"Suuuussstttttt already later the brother explained that Mas Rudi made drink yes deck brother want to change clothes clean first."

"Come in." Welcome my brother to Mas Rudi.

"known Mas this sister Nana no 3 her name is Dinda she is still in 1st grade Junior High."

Juju exits the room as the coco wants to see who is coming. " This is Juju Mas Nana's sister as well as her 3rd grade Junior High. Don't be surprised, we're all in the house of women, there's no male Mas here." Rudi answered nothing but a smile. Ohh Mas Rudi's smile is so sweet. Oh my goodness, my girlfriend.

Finish Clean\-clean I immediately nyamperin Mas Rudi he sat in the guest room while drinking coffee. Why did Juju make afternoon coffee\-day gini when there is Ice.

"Let's eat." Invite me because I thought it was 2pm Mas Rudi must have not eaten.

"Later yes dear klau can Mas want permission to pray for a while can Mas permission to the toilet yes want to take ablution."

Masyayallah my boyfriend is sweet dashing again really-bener prospective husband dream. What the heck my mind has thought that the prospective husband of the school has not finished the journey is still long.

"Yes, please briefly Nana prepare a prayer mat ya Mas."

About 7 minutes finally Mas Rudi finished praying I also had prepared lunch for me and Mas and we ate together for the first time. My two sisters are busy with PR'a in the room.

After eating Mas Rudi instead followed to clean up the leftovers and I sat down he who replaced my job washing dishes even though I had asked him to sit quietly in front but he instead forced me to shut up without protest.

Finished cleaning up all we were sitting casually on the terrace chatting. I'm still thinking about Mas Rudi's answer to my question yesterday that he hasn't answered.

"Games the test results?"

"Mas pass ?"

As soon as he bowed his head I didn't know if my question was wrong.

"Sorry Nana doesn't mean anything\-nothing Mas." If you are not ready to answer, it is no problem.

Instantly he lifted his conscious face into submission. I saw a tear.

"O Allah, why are weeping?" Na sorry if Nana's question offends Mas, Na does not intend to make Mas sad."

Suddenly, Rudi held my hand.

"Sorry Mas ya dear mas and Wardi failed. "Mas has tried as hard and as he can but in the pantuhir Mas lost.

Mas lost to many competitors while staying one step away Mas pass, Mas shy just as dear Mas shy as Mother dear

Instantly I also cry and I do not know what Mas Rudi is currently thinking until he cried as much as a reflex he hugged me and I can not refuse it because I think at this time Mas Rudi was really at the lowest point of his life.

In her tears she always said. "Sorry Mas yes sorry Mas, Mas has failed to be a pride so the pride of Mothers pride Mas parents fear later dear will ninggalin Mas."

I really can't bear to see Mas Rudi crying like that.

"You don't cry anymore, I think what the hell until it's so cry."

I while wiping away Mas Rudi's conscious tears as it flowed on.

" Whatever happens to the same Mas, Nana will not go let alone until after Mas will never, ever, Want to be whatever later the profession Mas it is not a problem for Nana that is important Mas always there for Nana and we walk this both yes mas as capable and as strong as we can."

"Thank you dear, please,

thank you for wanting to be the best for Mas and for a time like this support the people who love the most that Mas need.

" So what's next what's going to happen after this."

"Maybe when now Mas want to go back to the village first yank to the range where you know there can work there.

" Yaudah whatever Mas Nana's decision will support the important Mas there healthy aja.

" But yank chances are we will LDR again but this time Mas do not know when else we can meet but Mas promised soon Mas will return to make a birthday dear yes.

"iya Mas is not an important problem Mas still love Nana.

"Definitely dear."

I don't think the time is 15:30.

"Darling Mas pamit yes not good if it is too late in the afternoon the neighbors see also not good.

"You can't wait until Ashar."

"Dear to love Mas pray Ashar at the home of Wardi aja.

unfortunately tomorrow will be Sunday maybe Mas leave at 2 pm from here if we can meet tomorrow. At 10 am pick up love all Mas want to say goodbye to Mom."

" yes, yes."

And I also drove Mas Rudi to the front of the house.

Oh Allah why can I be this dear as Mas Rudi.