I'm Always Wrong In Your Eyes
part 33's

I'm Always Wrong in Your Eyes

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#sacrifice_Love_Dina

Pov.Dina

My kidnapping plan brings blessings

My goal now is the beach, where we always spend time together. Memories of those good times, now carried the waves of the beach away from me.

Not healed the wound he cut, now scratched back a new wound. I am so fragile now. As soon as Wais betrays, making out with other women in the room where we often love.

"Oh Allah. Let me return to your lap."

I sat weakly on the sparkling sand of the beach. Accompanied by strong winds and waves that began to grow. It's been a rough day, there's probably gonna be a storm tonight.

I let this body hit the beach. The red shirt I was wearing, seemed to represent a heart that kept bleeding.

A drizzle of rain began to fall from the sky, as if knowing the heart kept screaming. I took off the niqob, I felt the rain touching my skin. It feels as painful as my heart.

Under the torrential rain, I let this body hit by the waves. I don't feel the cold of the night anymore.

I can't feel it, my body as if it's floating into the air. Is this soul separated from the body? But the dark I think.

*****

When I woke up, I was in a simple house. An old mother approached me.

"She was conscious." the mother said.

A young man approached me.

"Your from?" He asked me.

"Indonesia." I replied.

"Oh, thank goodness you're conscious. We are also from India. I work as a lifeguard, and the owner of this beach cafe's book."

"Last night, I found you floating on the beach. And immediately bring to this house." explained the young man.

"Thank you." That's all I can answer.

I tried to get up, but this head hurt a lot. The stomach feels nauseous and wants to vomit.

Looking at me who wanted to vomit, soon the old mother thrust a black plastic into my mouth.

I vomited all the contents in my stomach, but only water came out. The mother immediately touched my forehead.

"Yes Allah.... Son, it's hot on your body. You have a high fever." said the mother was full of worries.

"Come on, we're going to the hospital!" bring him.

But I refused it. I don't want my existence to be known to them. I don't want to go back to that hell-like palace.

But they continue to force me. Because besides the heat, my body shivers very hard.

"Does that white car have you?" ask the young man.

I'm nodding.

Immediately the young man lifted my body to the parked car on the beach, followed by the old mother.

At the hospital, I immediately got treatment, because my body had a high fever and had convulsions. I went back unconscious.

*****

When I opened my eyes, I was surrounded by people who meant a lot in my life. They all seemed to be crying, and hey, Wais is here? He held my hand and continued to say sorry. Doesn't he not care about me anymore. What's the matter?

There is anger, hate, and pity mixed into one. I wanted to forgive him, but remembered his betrayal.

"Yes Allah... Why don't you just take my life." I muttered in my heart.

When they found out I was conscious, Wais then kissed the back of my hand and apologized. I don't know if I'm sorry or not.

When she wanted to kiss me on the forehead, I immediately turned away from her.

"Dina, sorry, please!!" Wais begged.

I saw my beloved children, staring at me with tears, especially Aisya. Aisya cried a mouthful.

"Mother, don't leave us." with her sign language Aisya pleaded with me.

While in the atmosphere, a doctor came to us. He explained my current condition.

"Her husband?" ask the doctor about them.

"Yes, lm." answered Wais.

"Congratulose.. Your wife is pregnant" said the doctor, extending a hand as a sign of congratulations.

There was a sense of happiness and surprise emanating on his face.

"Really?" ask her with a smile of joy.

"Yes. But,, "The doctor hung up his sentence.

"But..?"

"This pregnant is not good. There will endanger for her safety." continued Doctor later.

"No, I will not do it." I refused loudly

However, they explained it only for my safety. But, I still kekeh to keep giving birth to this baby. Because of my determination, they gave up. The doctor said, I can go home tomorrow morning. The doctor finally left us.

After the doctor left, Wais again apologized and forgave me. While Kabir and the children came out of this treatment room. They gave me time and time for Wais.

"Bund, will you forgive Abi?" tanyakanya.

"I don't know, Bi, can you be trusted again?" turned asking.

"But this heart hurts too much, Bi. You're making out in front of my eyes where you shouldn't be." the clear lips rolled back over my cheeks.

"Abi's really sorry, Bund, Abi is really solemn" he said begging in full.

"Already, Bi. Please leave Mother alone."

"Bund..."

"Please Bi!" I begged him.

Wais left me alone in the treatment room.

I thought, what should I do to him? Should I forgive him?

If I don't forgive him, why would I keep this baby. As it turns out, this hatred was defeated by a deep love for him.

*****

In the morning, I prepared to go home. Before that, I thanked the young lifeguard and his mother, and gave them a memory.

At home, I felt an unclothed atmosphere. Maybe it's because my heart's still a little hurt reminiscing about the events of that night.

When Wais guided me to go into the room as usual, I refused. I asked for another room and did not want to see the stained room again.

The servants prepared another room.

The days have passed, it doesn't feel like I've been home for a week. Feeling very bored, I also want to enjoy another atmosphere.

I asked Aisya to accompany me for a walk in the flower garden. Just the two with Aisya.

"Honey, accompany Mother to take a walk to the park near the cafe we usually hangout, yuk. Mother is bored at home." With sign language I communicate with Aisya.

Aisya nodded and smiled.

We immediately headed to our destination.

I really enjoyed the beautiful atmosphere at the park. I inhaled the air and threw it out slowly, removing the tightness that had filled the chest cavity.

We sat on a bench under an acacia tree.

I smiled when I saw what Aisya was doing. This beautiful girl takes photos of every object she likes. Even I can't be separated from the object of the photo.

Aisya also invites berselfi ria. It was so happy to have children who were so loving and comforting when I was sad.

"Bund, Aisya is thirsty. Aisya wanted to find a drink and a snack first." with her signal she asked for permission.

I just smiled and nodded.

This solitude again made me think, should I take back Wais and forgive him?

Suddenly, sitting next to me Alicia. She looked at me cynically, anger on her face.

"Alice? Who are you here with?" ask her.

"You don't need to know, Dina." He answered my question.

"Where have you been all this time? Haven't I seen you at home in a week?"

"Happy..!!! It's really good that you saw me not at home?" his voice intonation is rising.

I don't really know what's going on. A week after I got back from the hospital, I didn't see Alicia at home. But I refuse. To ask.

Alicia came over and grabbed my hijab very hard, making my head look up. It was near her between my face and her face that was only an inch away. There was anger and hatred on Alicia's face.

"Listen, Dina, you've ruined my life. Your presence has ruined all my dreams and hopes." she grunted annoyedly.

"I was thrown out of that house. And Kabir...

Kabir has divorced me." he cried with emotion.

I was so surprised. Really don't know what's really going on.

Plaakkp...

A punch landed on the cheek, feeling very sore.

"You have to take responsibility for all this, Dina."

"Guard, bring to her." Alicia ordered to the two people with large tall posture.

I didn't realize yet, the two men took me by force. Alicia who first headed to a black car, ignored my screams.

"Take me off, Alice." I said

However, the grip of both Bodyguards was extremely strong.

While I was being carried, Aisya looked at me and tried to catch up. But the bodyguards pushed him down. Aisha tried to call me. But what power, he has no voice. Just the expression on her mouth called "Mother".

I was also put in a black car by force. Slowly the car drove away from my Aisya who continued to chase and tried to call me. But at the last second, I could hear my Aisya voice calling out "Motheraaaa...."