I'm Always Wrong In Your Eyes
part 28 Complicated

I'm Always Wrong in Your Eyes

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The Part 28

I opened the green app.

[Din, why are you avoiding.]

"Hmmm, what does Kabir mean." I murmured inwardly.

Thinking for a moment, whether I should reply or just ignore it.

Before long, enter again a message from Kabir.

[Din, please, reply me. Did I have to write to you?]

"Oh my God, I don't know what to say. What does this Kabir mean!" shirihku.

I tried to reply to the message.

[What do you mean, Kabir? Sorry.]

There was no reply from him for a long time. I'm a little relieved, maybe I'm too parno.

When you want to get out of the toilet, a message comes in.

Ting.

Kabir replied to my message.

[Din, I'm sorry. I can't lie about my feelings. I Love You's. Really, I love you.]

As the lightning struck me during the day, I couldn't believe what Kabir said. I'm his big brother-in-law, why is he so insolent with me. He has a son and wife. And she knows I'm her sister's wife.

Soon I'll get all the messages from Kabir. I don't want to destroy anything. My love is only for Wais, forever to death.

I got out of the toilet and went back to Wais. As I walked towards Wais' bed, Kabir looked at me. Indeed, love was in his eyes when he looked at me.

Why is this getting so complicated.

"Abi, eat first yes, after that just take the medicine." I deliberately spoiled to Wais.

Wais accepted my offer. While feeding him, Kabir is allowed to go home.

There was something strange on his face.

"Bhaiya, I will go home. Take care, ok." said to Wais.

"Ok, Kabir, be careful." said Wais.

Kabir passed by with Aleda.

Not how long my phone clinks.

Ting.a message came in green.

[Din, I'm jealose.]

[Luckily, Wais has you. Not like me.]

"Hey, what does this Kabir mean?" my question is in my heart.

"Who sent the message, Bund?" tanya Wais broke my daydream.

"Ah, no, Bi, just someone who's been on the wrong side." I lied to him.

(Oh Allah, this first time I lied to Wais. Forgive Allah) I murmured.

***

Days have passed, it did not feel like a week Waisku was lying in the hospital. And today he was allowed to go home.

When I got home, I started to feel bad. Wais who caught my uneasy feeling asked.

"What's up, Bund? Why do you look so nervous?"

"Sir, Abi. Just a little unwell." I told a lie.

Yes, once you lie, you will continue to lie. To be honest, I'm so scared of Wais. I'm afraid I'll ruin everything.

I immediately pushed Wais' wheelchair and headed straight for the room. In the guest room I saw Alicia looking at me full of hatred. In another corner, I saw Kabir looking at us with love and jealousy.

The kids are still in school. Aisya goes with the Sust Ina for a walk with David.

But, why are Kabir and Alicia not working. Wais did not ask why they did not go to the office.

Ah, they are free to leave or not, because they are the owners of the company.

O God, I am now at a point where I have only dealt with it myself.

In the room, I took Wais to bed to immediately rest again. A waiter came into the room to bring food and drinks and put them on the nightstand.

"Abi, want to eat?" bargained.

"Gak ah, Abi wants Mommy to sit next to here."

I also follow what he wants.

Merwais hugged me warmly. I returned his embrace. In his arms, I shed tears. I didn't think I was starting to lie to him.

"Bi, can I ask you something?" tanyaku later.

"Hmmmm, what?" saith.

"If someone were to break into you, what would you do?"

"I will never forgive him and will always hate him."

Deg, there's fear in my mind. What if he hates me and doesn't forgive me. I'm gonna lose my love, and I can't live without her.

Tears are getting worse over the cheeks.

"Mother why are you crying?" tanyanya.

"I'm sorry Mother, Bi, if all this time there's been a mistake with Abi." I kept holding my arms.

"Mother is never wrong with Abi." he said again. Maybe Abi is wrong with Mother. I'm sorry Abi?" he also kissed my forehead.

Before long, Kabir knocked on the door. He said that there were clients who wanted to meet.

"Bi, let Mother deliver ahead?" bargained.

Kabir, who was waiting in front of the room, looked at us with jealousy.

After Wais headed to the living room, I immediately closed the room door. But held by the heavy hand of Kabir.

"Do you want to come to this room?" ketus.

Kabir pushed my body into the room and positioned me leaning against the door. His face is only one inch from mine.

"Dina, I know you're Wais' wife, but I still love you."

"Please, Kabir, don't be rude to me. I'm your brother-in-law, who you should respect as much as your mother."

"But I can't lie to this feeling, Dina."

"Please, don't force me to do what I don't want to do." I pushed Kabir's body.

However, unexpectedly, Alicia saw it all. He looked hard at us, especially me. He's so angry.

"Alicia, wait. It's not what you think."

I couldn't help it, and he ran away from us. However, there were no tears on his face. Was Alicia too angry, so that she could no longer shed her tears?

I punched Kabir in the face, so that he would realize what he was thinking. Then I kicked him out of the room.

I was completely inexhaustible with his behavior, his obsession with me.

***

After that incident, Alicia got further away from me. Every time we met, he considered me an actor. Astagfirullah...

The day passed, until then, we all gathered for breakfast. While eating, Alicia was babbling something that made us all fall silent.

"Hhmmm, it's been four years since you've been pregnant too, Din?"

Those of us who heard everything immediately fell silent.

"Ups, yes, I'm lupe. You can't have any more kids, can you?"

"For Pule, you don't have a uterus, how to get pregnant." Alice laughed mockingly.

Want to get angry, but what power that is. I can only be quiet.

"You too, Wais, lose it if you have no children. You're handsome, rich, but you don't have kids. Go on again." Alicia's getting me cornered.

Unexpectedly, Wais was just silent. He who has always stood up for me, now speaks only a thousand languages.

Compared to Kabir, he was very angry when Alicia cornered me.

"Shut up, Alice, don't continue to corner Dina." growled Kabir.

"Cih.." That's the only sentence Alicia put out.

"You..."

"Already, Kabir, Alicia's right." Wais cuts off Kabir's talk.

I'm appalled. My eyes glare. Can't believe what Wais said to Kabir. He's defending Alicia.

Alicia smiled mockingly at me. My tears slowly fell, only this time did Wais not side with me. The children who heard were just staring.

Seeing that the atmosphere was already unfriendly, I asked Sust Ina to take my three children to their room. Soon, Sust Ina took the children to the room.

"All right, then what do you want, Bi? I'm trying hard.

No response from Vaise. He just shut up and passed. Then go to the office without saying goodbye to me. His attitude has changed over the last two days. But I'm still being patient.

At this time the support of Wais has been reduced, but I still continue to strive for the spirit of Aisya's recovery.

****

Day after day, month after month, year after year, Aisya was now eight years old.

He is also good at walking like a child in general. Only, his voice and hearing were still not perfect.

Aisya grows up to be a sweet girl. Has a sharp nose, thick eyebrows and pliable eyelashes. Looks perfect. His shortcomings will be his advantages.

Galang and Gilang are increasingly successful, they always get the best predicate in school. They grow up to be handsome men, just like Merwais. Although Wais was their stepfather.

However, lately Wais has always been busy in the office. There's hardly any time for us. Even so, I kept comforting them.

One day, I tried to ask Wais about his change of attitude during these two years.

"Bi, may you ask?"

"Sorry, Bund, I'm busy." he said.

I try to be patient and keep asking.

"Bi, it's been almost two years, Abi always has no time for us. The children miss Abi." I gently tried, for her to explain the change.

Wais breathed out violently. I tried to seduce him and bring him to love. However, Wais threw out my hand. I was really surprised, but I kept it.

"Bi, explain it. Did we have it wrong."

"No, you're not the one who's wrong, but I'm the one who's stupid." I'm very surprised by what he says.

"I'm the fool who loved you so deeply."

"I'm the fool for being blinded by your love."

"I'm such a fool that I don't know you're playing behind my back with my own sister."

Daarrr....

I felt lightning strike my body. I didn't know what I was afraid of happened either. Why I have not been honest. Well, I'm a fool. This regret is completely free.

Hold her both shoulders tightly, so that the pain felt. I never saw a red face withholding great anger.

"You know, Dina, I love you too much, so I can't be mad at you." Wais continued to grip both of my shoulders.

"Bi, it hurts." My tears are flowing.

But, now Wais doesn't care about the pain I feel.

Wais took some photos from his briefcase. Then throw it in my face. I was very surprised to see one of those photos.

The photo of Kabir hugging me while at the hospital. The photo of Kabir in my room and many more pictures of me and the cabiir.

Wais was furious, tears welling up at the end of his net. He left me out of nowhere. I could only sit there crying looking at the scattered photos.