I'm Always Wrong In Your Eyes
part 16 Amnesia

"Assynoltom... Abi." said the boy.

"Waalaikum hail. Abi's handsome son."

"So don't we take a walk today?" ask the boy again.

"Is it ready or not?"

"Greetings first with Mother" said the man, pointing at me.

i'm appalled.

I'm the little boy's mother? When did I give birth? When did I have a husband?

questions raged in my mind.

"Assynoltom... Mother." greet the boy while kissing my hand.

I was just stunned, and could only answer his greetings.

"Waalaikum greetings.ganteng."

"Mother follow us on a walk today?" ask the boy.

I can only smile. Because I don't know what to answer.

Before long, there came a child who was about six years old.

"Assynoltom... Abi. Assalamualaik... Mother." the boy saluted me and kissed my hand and the man's hand.

My confusion is growing. Who else is this kid. Why do they both call me Mother, and call the man Abi. Am I the wife of that man? when I married him.

The more I tried to remember everything, the more my head throbbed so strongly, I couldn't bear this pain. Slowly my eyes were blurry and dark.

***

"Dina, wake up."

That voice was again in my ears and my mind. I feel very familiar with that voice, but I don't know where.

I slowly opened my eyes. I was back in that room. I see, the man is always beside me.

"Mom Dina, don't think too much! mother's condition is still very weak" said a doctor who was in the room.

"Dok, I want to ask. Who am I, Doc?"

"We're going to restore Mom's memory, but have to be patient."

"Most importantly, your health and body must recover soon, and then we will help remind you of your memory."

I could only nod, following the advice of the Doctor. Because I also want to know my true identity.

"Sorry, may I ask, Doc!"

"Yes, ma'am, please" said the doctor.

"Where am I now? and who are they, Doc?" ask me again.

"This is Mr. Merwais." The doctor introduced the man.

I felt that name felt familiar to my ears. But I can't remember it. Every time I try to remember something, my head hurts a lot and these ears are buzzing.

"And you are in the house of Mr. Merwais."

I'm surprised too. Is that right, I am his wife?

"His master has been taking care of you all this time?"

"So, is he my husband, Doc?"

The doctor just kept quiet and then immediately said goodbye.

"So, answer my question first!"

"I'm sorry, Mom, if it's a memory problem, we'll have to slowly explain it."

I also just resigned. It may be true that they are my husband and children.

***

My days go by with the love and affection of Mr. Merwais's family. They take great care of me, take care of me and always comfort me.

And I feel sure, that I am the Wife and also the Mother of the children.if indeed I am not the Wife, then why did Mr. Merwais take care of me.

From day to day, my body condition is getting better. It's just that, from the hips down still can not be in motion. The doctor said, I need special treatment and a long time to get back to normal.

Until one day, I asked something to Mr. Merwais.

"I'm sorry, sir. Who is this master? why care so much about my situation? Is it my husband's master?"

He just kept quiet and kept looking at me gently. There was a deep love in his eyes.

He continued to hold my hand and exhaled his breath gently.

"Dina, one day you'll know everything."

"I just don't want to make you think too much."

He lifted me out of the wheelchair, and put me on the bed.

"Rest, tomorrow we go for a safe walk with the kids." He also kissed my forehead.

After that he, Merwais, stepped away from my room. Before he left, I grabbed his hand, and asked

"Abi, why didn't Abi sleep with me. Am I not your wife?"

"Din, Rest. Someday, I'll tell you everything."

He immediately closed my room and passed.I just let out a long sigh. There's a secret behind all this.

****

"Basar, his ungodly wife, dare you cheat behind my back."

buukk, buukk, bukk... The man kept hitting my body. I screamed in pain. But the man doesn't care. He kept hitting my helpless body. I screamed and kept shouting with a sobbing cry.

”Din, bagun! why are you screaming? you're having a nightmare?"

Someone shakes my body. I also nodded and opened my eyes.

"Where is that man?" my many.

With heavy breathing and sweat that keeps flooding my body.

"The man kept hitting me and saying I'm an ungodly wife."

Merwais rubbed his face rough.

"Oh Allah, even in a dream he pursues you."

"Who? Who is Abi?" ask me anxiously.

Merwais took the water on the nightstand and gave it to me.

"Drink first, Din, so you can calm down."

He offered me a glass of water and I drank it immediately. There was a sense of relief after drinking that water.

Immediately I hugged Merwais' body tightly, expecting calm from her. She also gently stroked my hair.

"Abi, tell me, who am I? who is Abi and who is this man?"

I also leaned my head on his chest, there was calm there, and I did not want to escape the arms of someone who sincerely loved me.

*****

Very bright morning. I soon woke up, because the sunlight barged in and disrupted my sleep.

I saw Merwais sleeping on my couch. It turns out she kept me up all night. I took a blanket, and wanted to cover her body with a blanket in my hand. But...

Bruukk...

I fell to the floor. I forget, my legs are still paralyzed and unable to move. Merwais woke up to hear my falling voice.

"Astagfirullah... Why did it fall, Dina? Why don't you wake me up first, let me not fall." she asked worriedly.

"I just want to cover Abi's body with this blanket" I said, pointing at the blanket I was holding.

Merwais held my hand tightly, and looked at me gently with love.

There was a gentle gurgle on my chest as his eyes continued to look at me.

"I'm sure he's my husband, because this feeling keeps me happy." I murmured inwardly.

****

"Assalamot... Abi, Mommy." Suddenly two handsome boys came into my room.

"Waalaikum salam.." we said it together.

"Come, Mother, get ready dong. we take a walk to the park.yeah, Bi!" said a rather large boy.

"tempo day right, we cancel his streets."

Galang, a rather big boy.and Gilang, a cute little boy.they always look cheerful. They were always with Sister Ina. Sister Ina worked when Gilang was a baby.

Gilang, very spoiled to Abinya. whereas Galang, has been very independent even though he is still six years old.

I am very happy to have a very loving family, although in my heart, I still do not know the true situation.

The clock was showing at nine in the morning and we immediately went to the park.

Merwais pushed my wheelchair towards a car. While Gilang, in the same hold Ina.

Only now can I get out of the house and see the atmosphere around the house. And then I realized, too, that I live in a beautiful house in an elite area.

On the way to the park, we joked, sang and had fun. I feel perfect having two smart heroes and a loving husband. But am I really Merwais's wife? the question kept on in my brain.

When I arrived at the park, I was amazed. I've been to that park before, but whenever I don't know.

Me and Merwais sit under a shady and cool tree, dressed in pink flower and love. In front of us there are soft drinks and snacks. While Galang and Gilang continue to play chases with the Ina sust.

Under this tree, I slowly wanted to ask about my true self.

"Abi, please, tell me who I really am?"

"I'm just confused by that dream, Abi.

who exactly is that man?" my many.

Merwais just breathed his breath.

"Dina, who I'm worried about you getting hurt when you hear about your past."

" What's really going on, Abi? please, say it."

"All right, I'll say."

"But promise me you won't be mad at me."

"Yes, I promise."

Merwais took a deep breath, then exhaled slowly.

"Din, I'm actually..."

Not yet finished Merwais said, suddenly a man came and then hit his face. I'm in shock. I can't do anything. I can only be dumb.

buukk, buukk, buukk..

"unfair, it turns out you took my wife away." the man kept hitting Merwais.

The man then turned towards me.

plaakk, plaakk..

"Based on his ungodly wife, dare you run away from me and have an affair with the Indian man. I won't spare you."

The man's hand landed on my cheek.I couldn't dodge it. Just the pain I feel.

Seeing the man hit me, Merwais's anger erupted. He immediately lunged at the man's body and directly hit him. The fight could not be egak right.

Before long, came some members of security, to break up.

I don't know what happens next. All I felt was my body light and then dark.

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SERIATE....

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