I'm Always Wrong In Your Eyes
part 17 Revealed

By the time I realized, I was already in my room. I saw that Bi Jum was treating the bruises on Merwais's face. There were cuts on the lips and bruises under his eyes. He just grimaced in pain. There is sadness in my heart.

When I wanted to get up from the bed, Merwais immediately approached me.

"Don't be forced to get up, Din, if you still feel dizzy."

"I just want to sit down, Bi. I'm tired of having to lie down" I said.

Merwais helped me sit down. Then take a pillow and put it behind my back so I can lean on it.

I touched his face with my hands. When I touched her injured lips, she just grimaced. He closed his eyes and then grabbed my hand on his face.

"Bi, who is the man who hit us?" ask him.

"Why don't we just report it to the authorities?"

"That's it, Din, let him be. He will regret it eventually."

"But why did he suddenly hit us? What's our fault? Explain Abi!"

Merwais just held my hand tight. And exhaled his breath violently.

"Come on, Bi. I just want an explanation. Let me not be confused. Is there a connection to my past?"

"Din, I'll explain everything to you. But, promise me, you must be able to control yourself.

"Yes, Bi, I promise" I nodded my head.

"Din, actually, that man is..." Merwais hung up his sentence.

"Who is it, Bi?" I'm chasing the answer.

"He's your legal husband" he continued.

I'm shock. Very surprised. I could not believe that the man in the garden was my husband. I can't believe I had a mean and cruel husband.

"Tidaaaaaaaaatkkkkkk.... I can't believe it, it's impossible. Abi must be lying." I cried hysterically and cried.

Merwais immediately embraced and calmed me. He kept giving me peace in my life. There was calmness while in his arms.

Bi Jum who saw us, immediately came out of the room. He understood that we needed time alone to get things done.

After a bit of calm, I let go of his embrace. And continue my pending question.

"Then, who are the two boys?"

"They were your sons with Bagas, the man in the garden."

"Then who are you? Why have you been taking care of me and my kids all this time?"

"I'm the one who loves you so much, Din. I don't want you to continue being hurt. Even though I knew, I was wrong to love a girl who already had a husband. But I love you until every day."

Merwais told me all about my past. About the time I was "long asleep" for 15 months until now I had amnesia. Nothing is missing from the story.

So much for me and my children. Especially for the little girl. Without him, maybe I'll never be able to see Gilang. He was the victim of everything just for us.

There's a sense of haru getting into the recesses of my heart. So much love for me, so willing to take care of and take care of me until now.

The night was getting late, Merwais asked me to rest immediately.

"Sleep, Din. It's been too late. You need to rest a lot, so that your memory will recover soon."

Merwais left me alone.

That night I really couldn't sleep. Questions still raged in my mind. I don't know if I should be sad or happy about my current situation.

On the one hand, I don't want my memory to recover. But on the other hand, I have to face all of this and get it done.

Not felt, I finally slept in a dream that I did not want.

*****

The weather was very cloudy that morning. My heart at this moment. Not long after, a drizzle of rain fell on the earth.

I immediately got up from the bed and grabbed the wheelchair that was near my bed. I also switched to a wheelchair and drove this wheelchair to the window.

I looked at the rain falling from the sky. Slowly the speck became heavy, and increasingly swift.

I also turned my wheelchair towards the door beside the room. The door went through to the side yard leading to the small garden behind the house.

Once again I see the rain growing. I also headed to the garden behind the house. I let myself get wet with rainwater. Rain that will disguise any tears that fall on the cheeks.

Although the rain I felt was cold, but not with my heart. My chest was filled with an overcrowded roar that was ready to explode.

And finally the tightness I can't stand.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhkkkkkkk.." I cried out in anger. Sitting down on the grass that was already wet with rain.

In shock, Merwais soon caught up with me. With a very anxious face, she ran to hug me.

"Oh my God, Din, how long have you been here? Your body is cold and pale!"

"Let me die, Wais. I don't want to live anymore." I kept screaming.

Merwais tried to calm me down, but I became. Like a boy who lost his toy. I kept on thrashing and screaming.

"Din, Istigfarlah. You have to be strong to face this reality. You mustn't be weak, I know you're a very strong man."

I kept on thrashing, until finally

Plaakkp..

Merwais slapped my cheek. I'm dumbfounded. Before I lost consciousness, I heard him say

"I'm sorry, Dina. Not that I meant to hurt you. Please forgive me."

I could feel her holding my body and heading for the room. After that all I felt was dark.

****

When I realized, I saw a doctor examining me. I see Merwais has always been faithful beside me. I smiled at him too. Maybe with the rain, my memory is back.

I felt the heat when I touched his hand. Maybe Merwais is currently having a fever?

I saw her face was very red.

"Dok, please check also Mr. Merwais. I saw that he had a fever." I asked the Doctor to check on Merwais immediately.

The moment the Doctor wanted to examine her, Merwais suddenly collapsed unconscious. I am also worried about his situation. He always took care of me, but he didn't care much about his health.

Bi Jum immediately called the driver and the gardener. They immediately took Merwais to her room.

I'm very worried about Merwais. Immediately I asked bi Jum for help to take me to Merwais's room.

When I entered the room, I was very surprised by the view in the room. Almost every corner of the room is filled with photos of myself with various poses.

Merwais had not yet been conscious of her fainting. I sat beside the bed and waited for him to wake up. I held the hand that had been guarding me all this time.

*****

When Merwais woke up, she was surprised to see me next to her.

"Dina, why are you here? Yuk, I take you to the room, you have to rest a lot" he said

I'm just smiling. The sweetest smile that I have only offered to the Angel who has always looked after me all along.

"No need ah, Vais. I want to keep you here too."

Soon I took the water on the nightstand and offered it to Merwais.

"Now, drink first. Then eat this porridge. Pity bi Jum has painstakingly cooked it for you."

"Let's get healthy and get well soon. Then look after us again." I squinted at Merwais. He also smiled meaningfully.

"Assynoltom... Abi, Mother."

Not long after my two heroes came.

"Cieeee, Abi is very friendly Mother" said Galang then greeted with laughter by bi Jum and sust Ina.

"Don't you, little boy, you know what that means?" I also poked Galang's nose.

Not to lose, Gilang also sat on my lap.

"Bunda, jangan Abi aja dong yang di sayang! Gilang juga mau." ucap Gilang dengan bahasa cadelnya.

"Obviously dong, Mother loves you all. May we always be together, dear." I said again.

I also played my eyes on Merwais.

He also poked my nose.

Before long, there was a commotion outside. What's the matter exactly.

"Bi Jum, please look, what's out there in the fuss." I asked bi Jum.

Bi Jum came out and came back with news, that there was someone who wanted to see me. Who is He?

SERIATE....

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