I'm Always Wrong In Your Eyes
part 21 Decree of Dinah
I can only be silent. My voice was stuck in my throat. I don't know what decision to make.
"But, we can't force you, Dina. That's your right. Maybe you hate Bagas too much for making you suffer all this time."
I'm staying quiet. I came out of the room with empty eyes. I kept walking down the aisle of the Hospital. And stopped in a long chair in the hallway.
I sat down and cried. Lamenting the winding and thorny journey of my life.
Merwais. He woke me from the daydream. When I came to, I could only cry and hug her.
"Din, you must be strong. I want to see the old Dina. Dina is full of patience. Not like this." Wais gave me spirit.
"All decisions are in your hands, Dina. Whatever your decision is, I will continue to support you. And will still love you."
"Sir, what do you think?" I asked Merwais.
"If you still have doubts about your decision, pray two rakaats at night. Ask Him for directions."
"Remember, Allah will not test His servant beyond his means."
****
It was a rough night, I really couldn't sleep. I was afraid, making the wrong decision. At this moment, I remembered what Merwais said.
I immediately took ablution water, and performed two raka'at sunnat prayers.
After the completion of the act and then the prayer, there is serenity in the soul. I finally slept too.
Adhan dawn reverberate. I hurried to get out of my bed. Immediately I took the ablution water, and prepared to perform the dawn prayer.
Earlier, I went to Merwais's room so she would pray for us. Galang and Gilang did not forget to invite me to pray together.
Luckily, waking them up is not difficult. They immediately got up and rushed to get ready to pray together.
We all gathered in the prayer room, and immediately performed congregational prayers.
After finishing the morning prayer, I asked them to pray for me so that I would not make the wrong decision.
They all came out of the prayer room, only behind me and Merwais.
"May I know what your decision is?" ask Merwais.
"Yuk, accompany me to the Hospital." take me to him.
I present a spoiled smile to her, to my angel, Merwais.
The clock is 08:30.
After breakfast, we went to the hospital. Which place will decide my life.
With a definite step, Merwais and I headed to the room where Bagas was being treated. Do not forget we bring the hand for those who have been guarding Bagas.
"Assynoltom... Ma'am." My regards to them.
"Waalaikum salam." They answered my greeting.
"What's your decision, Din?" directly, Father-in-law asked.
"All right, sir. I'll take care of her baby Bagas. At once, I will take care of Bagas as my token of service one last time."
"After that, I want Bagas to sign the divorce papers that I will file."
"Can't you give Bagas one more chance to fix his mistake?" ask Mother-in-law again.
"Sorry, ma'am, this is his last chance before I give you the divorce papers."
Actually, I also feel sorry to see Bagas' current state. But I also don't want to waste his sincere love of Merwais on me.
"Well, Dina, it's your decision. We can't force you. At least, you've helped ease our burden" said the father later.
I approached Merwais and expected his understanding.
"Sir, I hope you will understand my decision."
"I'm happy, my old Dina has returned."
Wais touched both my shoulders and stared fixedly at my eyes.
There was a coolness in his gaze. There was calmness in his smile. I was so lucky to be loved by him.
*****
Two weeks already Bagas at the Hospital, finally he was allowed to go home by the RS. And now it's only in his parents' house.
Day after day, week after week, it did not feel like I had taken care of Bagas for two months. His situation has also improved somewhat. Now Bagas can walk, even using a cane.
"Din, are you really still filing for divorce?" ask Bagas one day.
"Maybe we are no longer a match, Bagas." I said kalem.
"I love you so much, Din. I don't want to lose you." Bagas clasped my hand tightly.
"Sorry, Bagas, I can't."
Bagas kept begging me, so that I wouldn't divorce him.
"Bund, please. Give it one more chance. Does Mother no longer love Father. Think of the children, Mother."
"Sorry, Bagas. All the claims are taken care of. The letter will be out soon. You just sign her hand." I said.
Bagas can only be bowed. There was a sense of regret clearly reflected on his face.
Before long, a small silver car entered the courtyard of Bagas' house. He got out of the car with a beautiful baby girl.
"That Merwais has already picked me up."
"Oh, yes, do you want to take back your baby, Bagas? Or do you keep letting me take care of your baby?" ask me to Bagas.
"Let the baby girl still you take care of her, Dina. And I'll never take it from you." so heavy Bagas said that line.
"The girl became the dependents of her brothers later. When they're separated, I'm afraid inbreeding will happen." Bagas bowed listlessly explaining everything.
Before long, there was a red car back parked in the courtyard of Bagas house. He is Tomi and his lawyer. Maybe they want to give the divorce certificate to Bagas and ask for his signature.
Father and Mother-in-law let them into the living room. We all gathered at that place.
In front of all, lawyer Om Tomi explains all about the divorce lawsuit that has been in court. He also showed us the divorce certificate and gave it to us to sign immediately.
In front of them all me and Bagas signed the divorce certificate.
After that, Om Tomi and his lawyer immediately said goodbye.
When he was going home, Bagas held back our steps.
"Merwais, I'm sorry I was before, I've made you difficult and have slandered you."
"Please take care of Dina and my children. Don't you ever hurt her even if it's just a little."
"I've wasted it all along, and now I'm so sorry."
"Lucky you can conquer Dina's heart and get her love. Please take care of them." Last message said from Bagas' lips.
After that I never got any news about Bagas. Where he is and how he is. Also from his parents.
*****
Three months have passed.
My marriage proposal event with Merwais will be held.
I live in Isha's house. The proposal will be held at Isha's house while the marriage contract will be held in a mosque near Isha's house.
The appointed day has arrived. The hero and my beautiful daughter are ready. Even though I was a baby, Aisya, I have introduced her to the clothes of a Muslim.
So beautiful Aisya I wear a white hijab and sky blue shirt. Adjusting to the clothes I will wear at the time of marriage contract later.
Both of them wear jasco. Koko suit that looks like a suit. Jasco is white in combination with embroidery that is sky blue.
At 09:00 the bridegroom's entourage had arrived. By their custom, they brought so many gifts for me.
After the ceremony was over, we immediately headed to the mosque. The place where my marriage contract and Merwais took place.
At the mosque, all the guests had gathered. Not too much, we only invited close family. The recipe will be held in Dubai and Pakistan.
Why did Merwais hold two reception venues? Because in Dubai there are so many friends. He is a very advanced company leader. In Pakistan, that is where he was born and raised. His friends and family are also very numerous in Pakistan.
The wedding ceremony was soon started. At the wedding altar, sits Merwais, Om Tomi and also his Abi Wais. In front of them was a small table for submission. On the other side of the small table, sat the officers of KUA and also Bang Wira as my Wedding Regent.
I sat down among the other female guests. I wear a simple sky blue wedding dress. In the bapu with the scarf and niqob hijab in white. I was flanked by Isha and Ummi. Not to forget, Brother Vera also came to our wedding ceremony.
Penghulu also gives advice and advice. After that, the show began.
"Bismillbirth...
MERWAIS BROTHER AHMED KHAN BIN JALIL ARGA KHAN I marry you to my sister DINA LARASATI BINTI MUHAMMAD THAMRIN WITH A GOLD DOWRY WEIGHING 159 GRAMS AND A SET OF PRAYERS IN CASH."
"I accept her marriage DINA LARASATI BINTI MUHAMMAD THAMRIN with MAS KAWIN, in CASH."
"How's witness? IT'S...?"
They all answered...
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