I'm Always Wrong In Your Eyes
part 30 painful reality

I'm Always Wrong in Your Eyes

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When I realized, I was already in the room. The children waited very anxiously. There is Kabir next to the children and also the family Doctor.

At that time Kabir was talking to the Doctor, it was seen that he was just a beard. The doctor then left and passed.

It was clearly visible on Aisya's face of sadness and anxiety. There is water floating at the end of the net that is ready to slide.

"Mother is okay?" Aisya spoke to me in sign language.

I just nodded my head.

"Mother don't be sad continue, later Mother will be sick." Aisya continued to interact with me.

Why does Aisya understand what I feel. He is not my flesh and blood. I just kept quiet, and asked her to hug me right away.

Aisya came over and hugged me with tears breaking. And so did Galang and Gilang, they all embraced me with all their souls. I'm very lucky to have kids who are as strong as them.

"The mother's gonna be fine, really." Kabir thawed the atmosphere.

"Mother must rest a lot, to be healthy quickly." continued Kabir.

"Sust Ina, please take the children to their respective rooms." ordered Kabir.

Before the children returned to her room, they kissed the cheeks and the back of my hand. So proud to have kids like them.

No exception Aleda, Aleda came to call me Mother. Because he didn't get much affection from Alicia.

The eldest Galang, aged 15 years, grew very gallantly. He became a tahfidz and the best Qori. In addition, he became the captain in his Basketball team.

So did Gilang, 10 years, no less handsome as his brother. In addition to tahfidz and Qori, he is also a kipper on his football team.

While Aisya, 8 years old, calm and beautiful charming with hijab syar'i that she always wears. Although Aisya is mute and deaf, Aisya has an extraordinary talent. His paintings always got the best title in every event at school or outside school.

Aleda, 12 years old, beautiful and smart girl. Besides tahfidz and the best Qori'ah, he is also a pianist.

"Dina, please tell me, what really happened?" suddenly Kabir broke my daydream.

"Sorry, Kabir, I want to rest. Get you out of this room." I threw him out finely.

"Mom.."

"Please.." I cupped both my hands to my chest.

"Alright." she went out.

After they left, I just cried. Remembering what I saw at the time. I slowly got out of bed, and locked the door, so that no one would bother me.

The more I remember, the more tight this chest becomes. I kept screaming and breaking everything in the room.

After being satisfied, I sat down beside the bed where I combined love with Wais. Where I was, joking, telling stories and crying.

"Sir, why did you betray me once?" lirih I muttered.

Tired, I fell asleep on the floor next to the bed.

***

By late afternoon, the door was knocked. But I didn't ignore. The beat gets harder and harder and opens with force.

Kabir entered with two house servants. They were surprised to see my room in a mess. Kabir came over and wanted to hug me.

"Stay away from Kabir, and never come near me again."

"What do you mean, Dina? Please explain it to me." Kabir was surprised and wanted to ask me for an explanation, what was the meaning of all this.

"Well, I'll explain everything" I said.

"Please, you tell the servants to come out."

I asked the two maids to come out of my room, because I wanted to talk.

At that moment I saw Aisya standing at the door and looking into the room. It was clear that tears were flowing down her cheeks and she finally passed.

It's just me and Kabir in that room.

"Why did you destroy me, Kabir?" I started crying.

"What do you mean, Dina?" kabir asked confusedly.

"But, its true. I love you." Gabiir held both of my shoulders.

"But, lm not love you, Kabir." I snorted annoyedly.

"You know, see.." I threw all the photos Merwais gave me.

Kabir was surprised to see all the photos and took one of my pictures with him.

"Please, let me be happy with Wais." I sat down before Kabir and begged him.

"Dina, I know, you are really love him. I'm sorry." Kabir was sitting next to me.

"You know, Dina, why I love you?" kabir.

"Coz.." Kabir hung up his sentence.

"Because of what, Kabir?" my many.

"Because I've never loved Alicia again."

"Its wrong, you are wrong, Kabir."

"What's the reason you don't love her anymore?"

"Disappointed. I was so disappointed in her because Alicia lied to me."

I just scrunched my forehead.

"Then?" my many.

"At first, I loved Alicia so much. But after I found out, all that love is gone."

Kabir also told the beginning of the rift in his household.

"What do you know about him?" my chase.

"Actually..."

"What actually?" keep chasing.

"Actually, what Alicia loved was Merwais, not me." Kabir.

Surprised, I was really surprised. That's why Alicia always chuckles and sentiments at me. My crying stopped hearing Kabir's explanation.

"Did you know this after having Aleda?" ask again.

"No. Aleda is not my son, but the son of Wais."

There was no wind, no rain, the lightning scorched my life. The storm that almost subsided, is now getting louder. I felt the body tremble and tears unstoppable. Broke, crumpled my heart.

"Why are you sure it's Wais's son?" I tried to dismiss the prejudice about Wais.

"That night, I caught them making out in my room. At that time, Wais was drunk. I know, it wasn't Wais who was wrong, but Alicia who was always after Wais. Wais never liked Alicia."

"Since then, I've never had sex with her."We were married three months ago."

"Two months later, Alicia became pregnant and told Wais that, but Wais denied that it was her son. Alicia kept whining for Wais to marry her. Wais remains unaccepted and threatens Alicia will evict him from this house."

"Finally, Alicia relented. And say that the child in his birth is my son."

"When Aleda was born, I took a sample of Vesis' blood to test with Aleda's blood. It turns out that Aleda was the son of Wais. Since then, I don't care about Alicia anymore."

I was silent in an erratic mind. I don't know what decision to make. This reality has destroyed everything.

"So, you love me only because of revenge on Wais." I asked later.

"No, Dina. Its true's. I really love you. This love is fact."

"But, sorry, Kabir. Love me just for Wais. I love him til the last breath."

"Yes, I know, Dina."

"Alright, I'll explain everything to Wais. To have this dispute resolved."

"Sorry, Dina, I have dared to love you. And I'm sorry I bothered you."

Kabir left me alone. Wade through fate and thought about what next step I should take.