I'm Always Wrong In Your Eyes
part 13 POV Bagas

My name is Bagas Effendi, just call me Bagas. I married a one-child widow named Dina Larasati.

Dina, a submissive and timid girl. He was threatened and immediately scared and not grinned.

Actually, my family doesn't approve of me with Dina, because she's a widow. In my family's eyes, a widow is despicable. Because of the dark times of our family.

My father was once tempted by a widow. Because the widow was finally my father's business destroyed.

I, who was ten years old at the time, did not understand what was happening at first. Every day I come home drunk. Accompanied by a young and sexy girl.

My mother was loving and patient. Seeing a father like that every day, I can only be privileged.

In fact, you never once ate or drank illegal. But, since he knew the young and sexy girl, you often get drunk. And even hit Mom in front of us.

Not only does it have a bad impact on our family. The girl was also teasing, so the Father made her his second wife.

The girl controls the whole house. Wipe and all the treasures of the Father are also on his brush. It was the work of Father and Mother.

The behavior of the father also became more violent, so that Mother did not feel at home. Then take me and my brother to town. Since then I have hated widows.

It was in this city that I met Dina. A widow has one child. Before he did, I had a love affair with some girls. But, no one can captivate my heart.

Until I finally met Dina. Even though she's a widow, she's the only one who made me fall in love. But my past trauma is haunting. I'm between hate and love for Dina. But my hatred overcame my love for him.

I ended up marrying Dina, even without my family's blessing. And I took Dina to my parents' house, even though I knew Mom and Tata, my sister, didn't like her.

There is no romantic word in my home. I come home almost drunk every day. I'm drunk, because I don't want my hate to get bigger. I hid love in my drunkenness for Dina.

But it turns out, the bigger my love, the bigger my hate for her. And everything I ask for, Dina must follow. I don't want a widow to rule me. Like the Father whom the pel** girl requires.

Until one day, Dina who works at Boutique Kak Vera, close to an Indian boy. I'm a big jealous. And I'm sure they have an affair behind me.

And when my mother-in-law died, that's where I had to take the Dina family's heart. So that Dina can't get away from me.

Dina's resignation from her job, makes me suspicious. Added with the lid of Boutique Kak Vera.

To my surprise, Dina was pregnant. My suspicions also became.

That night, when I wasn't home, the Indian guy called Dina. I know, they're not cheating. That's what I found out from the Indian chat to Dina when Dina's device was in my hand. I deleted the chat, and no one knew the truth.

Although I know, Dina is not cheating, but my emotions are more master than my wits.

I'm also looking for an impingement. During the household with Dina, I was the one who always cheated. From girl to girl.

Actually, I realized I hurt Dina. But, if I am weak, Dina will definitely rule me. And I don't want that.

Three months I left Dina and without me giving a living the inner birth.

Back then, I came to her contract just to apologize. But, when I saw that she was so happy without me, I was angry. I heard he was calling Merwais, that Indian guy.

My emotions went up to the crown. And I was angry with him. Apparently, Dina started to dare to me. And said I'd sue for divorce.

I also do not accept. And I told him that I wouldn't divorce him at all times.

Dina should have understood that I loved her so much.

Even at the trial, I tried to have his submission canceled.

Until finally the decision of the presiding judge said that the hearing was delayed. I'm happy and hope the trial is never filed again.

In court, I actually went home from Dina and Merwais first. Because I stopped at a shop, so I don't know if they've been pulled or not.

While at the stall, there was a call from my lover, saying she was about to give birth. I also immediately drove to the clinic that my lover said.

Unknowingly, the motorbike I was driving by and tucked a car in front of me. I read from my rearview mirror, the car hit a roadblock. And I don't care either.

The days have passed. I haven't heard from Dina in a long time. And where is he now.

Until finally, it happened. Which has caused me regret for the rest of my life.