I'm Always Wrong In Your Eyes
part 3 Worry

The clock is 23:30

I put all my clothes in my bag. Without saying goodbye I went home to my mother.

At this hour the road is empty. My mother's house is a long way from my father-in-law's. It takes about an hour on foot. There is a little fear, a fear of meeting bad people on the street. But it didn't dampen my steps. With a little fear mixed with anger, I kept going. After an hour I finally arrived at my mother's house.

"Assalamualaikum Mah"

I keep knocking. Until a voice sounded from within.

"Wa'alaikum salam"

Mamah was surprised to see me with a big bag of clothes.

"Where's Bagas?" ask Mamah.

"We fought Mah, Bagas and his family made it bad to live there. I'll just stay here."

Not long after my sister and her husband came.

"It is so daring to stay up in the middle of the night to escape from my in-laws' house" said my sister Isha.

"From hell, I went back to heaven"

Isha and I laughed together. Isha is my most beloved sister. Only he understands me.

"Well, where's Lisna?"

Ka Lisna is the wife of my late brother Imron. He has two children who are teenagers. Safiq and Rahman. My late sister's wife still lives in her home.

"Oo Dina's. I was surprised to hear your voice blaring like lightning. Why come here? Nights again" when I sat down with lisna.

"Dad, it's up to me dong. This is mama's house. His children deserve to live here"

"Yes, but you sleep where the room is gone"

"Let Safiq and Rahman sleep in the room. I'll just sleep in Rahman's room"

"Oo can't do that. Mending you find a contract geh there."

"What's? It should be my sister who turns on the contract. Brother just hitchhiked here" I also did not lose kendusnya with sister Lisna.

Mamah who had just been silent finally spoke up as well.

"Already, already. Safiq and Rahman are now sleeping in the room. Let Dina sleep in Rahman's room" mamah ruled.

Rahman and Safiq who just came because we heard the commotion immediately agreed the word mamah.

I also rested in my room.

Not even the dawn felt. I also immediately performed two rakaat obligatory prayers. I begged the Khalik for a hint as to what I should do. Until I finally fell asleep.

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"Sister Dina, bang Bagas is coming"

"Lazy, tell him to go home. Tell him to correct himself." I shouted from inside my room.

"But he won't go home before Dina's sister sees him."

"Tell Rahman and Safiq to drive him out. If you need to hit him"

"Yes, if so, let me just rob his head." cried Isha.

I smiled and went back to my disturbed sleep.

I didn't feel like I was sleeping too long when my room was knocked back from the outside. It was Mama who knocked. Mom wants me to explain what happened. I finally got out of my bed.

Apparently in the living room had gathered all my family members.

"Din, here. Explain what really happened" Bang Wira called me.

"Huff, I'll be at fairin" I muttered.

Bang Wira is my oldest brother who is very hard. Every decision no one can argue.

"Yes Bang." I also sat in front of him.

"Explain what happened until you ran away from your in-laws' house."

I also explained everything that happened. But one I didn't say. About the cel**it. Even if I tell you, the Bagas family will deny it and ask for proof.

I love Mama so much and I don't want anything to happen to her.

After hearing my explanation, Bang Wira spoke up.

"Yes, you have to learn to deal with circumstances. You are an adult and not a child anymore. This is your second marriage. I'm not ashamed if I have to divorce again. Are you in a state of pregnancy. Divorce cannot be granted if the wife is pregnant. Don't embarrass the family. And think of the child in your womb."

"If you get divorced, who will support you? You must think of the old state of Mamah. Don't add to the burden of your divorce

"When any case face the situation with

cold minds. Every marriage has problems. Don't be like a child. Keep the family's good name."

All can only be silent and no one can argue anymore.

I passed and went straight into the room.

I contemplate a fate that is not on my side. My first marriage ran out in just three years and a four-year introduction.

Should this second marriage run aground again?

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