I'm Always Wrong In Your Eyes
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I'm Always Wrong in Your Eyes

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The Part 29

It's been almost a week since Wais returned home. When called, sometimes not akif, sometimes he also rijek my call. During that time I experienced deep stress and regret.

She left home, when I couldn't explain everything. I keep all this a secret from the kids. Every child asks about Abinya, I always answer that their Abi is out of town.

But I can't hide this from Alicia and Kabir.

Ting..

Gawaiku. Incoming messages from Kabir.

[Din, where did Wais go?] tanyakanya.

I didn't answer a message from Kabir.

[Din, did you have a fight with Wais?] the second message that Kabir sent.

But I still didn't answer.

[Din, it's been a week since Wais was not in the office.] His third message obliges me to reply.

Because I'm so worried about Wais' health. He should keep a routine for chemotherapy.

[You don't lie, Kabir] I replied.

[I'm not lying, Dina. He hasn't been to work for a week. Wais always sneered every time I called. What the hell is going on?]

I also did not reply to any more messages from Kabir. I don't want to tell him what happened between me and Wais. I'm afraid it will have a bigger impact later.

Luckily, the kids are getting older. So I can go anywhere without them.

I grabbed the car keys and left the house. When I wanted to get into the car, I ran into Alicia.

"Where are you going, Din? Find Wais? Percume la, she's happy." Alicia smiled mockingly at me.

I don't care what Alicia says. However, my little heart felt pinched. It hurts, but I don't care.

I keep driving through the city at night. I looked for Vais in every place that I and Vais always visited, but the results were nil.

I was desperate, almost four hours looking for his whereabouts, but never met.

Kabir called many times, I didn't care. Dozens of messages he sent, I still don't reply. But he kept calling me and I ended up picking up the phone.

"Cum, Dina. Why don't you pick up my phone? I'm so worried about you!"

"I'm fine, Kabir. I'm looking for my husband." I replied.

"At least I can accompany you, it's late at night." he said across the street.

"No need, I can do it myself." I disconnected the phone and continued my search.

When tired, I stopped at a cafe that is still open in this night. I just look back and regret every single wrong action.

As I stared at the hotel across the cafe, I saw a figure I knew very well with a woman who was very familiar. They were very happy to enter the hotel. Feeling less sure, I followed them.

I kept following them into the hotel. When they entered the elevator, I immediately asked the receptionist on what floor they were staying at. The receptionist said the 15th floor.

Although I was afraid to enter the elevator, but my determination was strong to continue following the Wais and the woman so that courage appeared.

I entered the elevator and pushed the 15th button. As I continued to pray and hold on to the elevator wall, I finally reached the 15th floor.

After I arrived, their shadows were still visible before entering the room together.

The heart is so sore. Life is broken and there is no meaning anymore. Tears that I had been holding back since then, finally unstoppable to fall down on the cheeks.

Is this what it feels like to be betrayed? But I never once betrayed him. There has only been an unanswered misunderstanding up until now. But he betrayed me and committed adultery with other women.

Where has her faith been all this time? Is it because of the broken heart that made it like this? Is this my fault too?

I entered the elevator again. That box is the witness to the destruction of my hope. On the elevator floor, I shed all the crying I could hold. I was hysterical and kept screaming.

After the elevator opened, I immediately wiped all my tears and left the hotel.

I drove the car to the beach where my memories of Wais and I were. In that place, I let go of all the burdens that were suffocating the chest.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..."

"Why did you betray me MERWAIS..."

"Whyaaaaaa....."

I kept screaming and screaming. I let the beach water touch the feet of nothing.

I sat down and kept crying over all these circumstances.

Little waves hit my already fragile body. I let the water continue to wet the whole body.

*****

The dawn prayer rumbled, but I was still on the beach with a shivering body. No intention of going back home. Had crossed the mind, wanted to feel back to the homeland, Indonesia.

After being satisfied on the beach, I finally decided to go back home. Worry that the kids will be looking for.

I also drove the car to the Palace of the young Lord Merwais Ahmed Khan. Which palace is very scary, like a place of torture for women as fragile as I am.

When I entered the gate, Alicia was already preparing to leave for work. Surprisingly, he did not usually leave early in the morning. But I didn't think it was, because I was already quite trembling with a body that was still soaking wet.

It was in the courtyard that we passed each other, there was a secret smile that Alicia threw at me.

Get out of the car, I can barely walk. This body is getting shaky. I saw Kabir just get out of the house and get to me right away.

"Din, wherever you've just come home now. Your clothes were wet and your body was trembling." greeted him with a very worried face.

"No need, Kabir. I can do it myself." I said to him very tightly.

Just climbing the third rung, my body immediately collapsed and drooped weakly. I'm really helpless.

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