I'm Always Wrong In Your Eyes
part 12 Divorce Trial

I wrote the clock on the wall, already showing at half-six in the morning. I immediately rushed to my neighbor's house, with the intention of borrowing the motorbike that had been promised last afternoon.

"Assynoltom... Tan." I immediately said hello when I arrived in front of the house of Aunt Indri, my neighbor.

"Waalaikum salam.." replied Aunt Indri from inside the house.

"Tan, minjam the bike for a minute! just want to register first let's not mishap the queue." I said.

"Yes, here's the key!" aunt Indri gave me the keys to the bike.

"Thank you, yeah, Tan. All those nitips Galang, he's still bobo."

"Yes, don't worry. Aunty take care of me." Aunt Indri smiled at me.

I also paid my respects and rushed to the Religious Court to register a queue.

After arriving at the Religious Court, I immediately registered myself, and got the number five queue.

"Alhamdulillah.. got a number at the beginning, so not too long to hang." murmured me.

After that, I went home. And prepare yourself, so as not to be too nervous in court later.

At home, I saw Aunt Indri holding Galang. When he arrived at the courtyard of the house, Galang immediately hugged me.

Poor Galang, he lacks the affection of his father. I also gently stroked her hair. There was something pooling in the corner of my eye, and I immediately removed it with the tip of my hijab.

"Patience to you, Din. You must be strong." Aunt Indri stroked my back to encourage me.

I just stumbled too.

"Tante, thanks for the bike!" I handed the motor key to Aunt Indri.

Aunt Indri nodded and smiled. He also wanted to go home.

After that I immediately started to improve. And prepared a meal for us to have breakfast together.

"Assalamualaikum.." suddenly Isha came.

"Waalaikum salam.." I replied.

"Are you ready, brother?" ask Isha.

"But, nyuapin Galang first. Let him eat a lot."

"Sister also has to eat a lot of yes, so strong to face the rancid guy."

"My brother should be upbeat and strong. Spirit yes, brother!" Isha gave me spirit.

After Galang and I finished eating, we got ready to go to the Religious Court.

But, suddenly, a tiny silver car stopped in front of my contract.

My heart asked who was in the car.

Apparently.he's Merwais. He came to see me. I guess, he was just kidding. When he said he would come to this town and accompany me to the Court.

"Assalamualaikum.." greetings Merwais to us.

"Waalaikum salam.." I and Isha said together.

"Would you like to go, huh?"

"Yes, it's time to go." I said.

"I'm anther, huh? Let Isha stay here to accompany Galang."

"Yes, it's okay. Anter gih, sister Dina, let me accompany Galang at home." Isha immediately greeted Merwais's sentence with enthusiasm.

I actually don't feel good about the other neighbors. Afraid to be ghibah. Not divorced, already dare the same path of men who are not muhrim.

But, Isha assured. That everything's gonna be okay. I also according to what Isha said.

"Yuk, we're leaving. You're late" said Merwais.

I also nodded.

Then, Merwais opened the car door for me. I just blushed. That much attention was on me.

Merwais sat behind the steering wheel. We immediately split the road.

******

Arriving at the Religious Court, we immediately sat on the bench that had been prepared to wait for our turn. I looked back at the queue book.

"Hmm.. there are also many who are divorced today." I murmured. And sit down next to Merwais.

I felt so uncomfortable, when many pairs of eyes were watching me.

"Mom, divorce court too?" ask someone sitting next to me.

I'm just patting.

"Can pregnant women get divorced?"

Apparently he's been watching me a lot. And know that I'm pregnant.

"Don't, others think the same as this, '" I murmured inwardly.

I also just sigh.

Not long after, my name was called. I immediately entered the courtroom.

I also sat in the plaintiff's seat. And hope the defendant's seat is absent.

Once, twice Bagas' name was called, but he did not appear. I breathe a sigh of relief.

On the third call, someone suddenly came in. And it turns out it was Bagas. He smiled cynically at me.

"With Dina Larasati's mother" said the presiding judge.

"Yes, sir." I said.

"And Mr. Bagas Effendi." said Mr. Judge again.

"Yes, sir." said Bagas.

"Pak Bagas, Ibu Dina sued you on charges of not supporting her for three consecutive months and conducting the KDRT. Is that true?"

"Yes, Mr. Chief Judge. I did not do the KDRT. If I do a KDRT, what is the evidence?"

"Mother Dina, does she have any proof?" this time Judge 1 asked

"Like, people watching or video?"

This time I was silent. Because I don't have that evidence.

"Sir Bagas, why don't you support Ms Dina for three months in a row?" ask Judge 1 to Bagas.

"I have a reason, why I don't provide." replied Bagas.

"Do you not know the contents of the Taklik Sighat that you read after marriage?"

"I know, Mr. Judge."

"So, what's your excuse?"

"Dina was caught cheating on Judge, and I have proof."

"Lie, Judge." I interrupted immediately.

"Bagas, why do you want to slander me?" I said with emotion.

The tears I was holding back finally collapsed. I started sobbing.

"Can I see the evidence?" ask the Vice Chairman.

Bagas also gave my device that he had saved to the Vice Chairman.

They accept and read it.

"In addition, Dina is also pregnant Mr. Judge." continued Bagas again.

The members of the Court were shocked. They whispered to each other. I also died a flea, not knowing what else to say.

"I don't know whose kid it is!"

"But I forgive him Judge. I don't want to divorce him. I love him so much." Bagas also pretended, so that the gospel lawsuit was canceled.

"Please Judge, don't trust him. He's so mean." I cried too.

"I'm sorry, Miss Dina. because she is pregnant, this trial cannot be continued. This trial can continue after the mother gives birth and goes through the puerperium."

"I hereby declare the trial postponed by an unspecified time." The presiding judge knocked the hammer. Signifying that was his decision.

I just sat down weakly with a sobbing cry. My lyrics Bagas. He smiled triumphantly and smirked mocking me.

Outside of the trial, the waiting Merwais immediately approached me.

"How, Din?" ask Merwais.

"The trial is delayed until I give birth" I said languidly.

"I'm going to hire a lawyer to win this case" he said.

"Oohhoo.a cheating couple who are drunk in love." suddenly Bagas came.

Then he whispered

"Until death I won't divorce you." she passed away.

I wanted to throw Bagas with a rock on the ground. But Merwais is holding me back.

"Let it, she, Dina. Don't be emotional, you have to keep your womb." Merwais.

*****

Merwais drove his car at a moderate speed. He took my hand to give me strength.

Suddenly, there was a motor tucking us in front. Because Merwais lack focus, the car was shrewd and hit the road divider.

"Are you okay, Dina?" ask Merwais to worry.

"I'm fine Wais." I said.

I immediately changed my sitting position. But, I felt that something was coming out of my birth canal. I felt it, it was blood.

Merwais. With deep worry, he immediately drove his car towards the Hospital.

At first I felt no pain. The blood kept flowing. The pain slowly began to feel. It hurts, and it hurts more.

Because of the deep worry about me, it made Merwais's face tense and pale. I immediately held her hand, hinting that I was okay.

I saw a puddle of water in the corner of his eye. How much you love me Merwais.

Upon arrival at the Hospital, he immediately carried me to the ER. The obvious worry on his face, made me overwhelmed.

I also put my head on his chest. I put my hand around her neck. I tried my hardest, so as not to look sick in front of him.

But, this pain forced me to keep shouting and made her worry even more.

"Docteeeerrr...." Merwais shouted upon arrival in the ER room.

A few nurses took over my body. And take action immediately.

"Family patient?" ask nurse.

"Me, Sust!" Merwais immediately approached the nurse.

"Fill in patient data and administer it immediately. We'll take action soon." the nurse ordered.

"Sust.. This is the patient's identity." Merwais handed me my Resident Identity Card.

"Do your best for her."

"All right, sir" said the nurse.

Not long after, the doctor came out.

"Dina's Mother's Family?"

"Me, Doc!" Merwais approached the doctor.

"With her husband?"

Merwais was confused as to what to say.

"Yes, I'm her husband." Merwais eventually lies.

"Your wife should be in surgery right away."

"Do what's better for my wife" said Merwais.

"Your wife is bleeding heavily, because this baby is not yet born."

"There are only two possibilities. Save her mother or save her baby."

"Do your best, Doc. Save the baby and the mother." Merwais.

I could barely hold on anymore. This pain outweighed the pain when I gave birth to Galang.

The doctor asked for Merwais's autograph and immediately took me to the operating room.

Merwais asked permission to accompany me in the surgical room.

Along the way to the operating room, he always held my hand tightly. Her tears were always dripping looking at me in pain.

Arriving in the operating room, she kissed my forehead and gave me some encouragement. So that I am strong and do not give up.

I'm glad I got to know him. I can feel his love so great.

Before long, my little baby was born and weighed two-and-a-half kilos a gram. Gender male.

The doctor brought me closer to my little baby face. I'm happy and happy. But, said the doctor my uterus must be removed. Because it suffered a very fatal tear.

I opened my uterus and continued to bleed. I had an anal moment, and the doctor took action immediately.

Merwais's grip never escaped my hand.

"Din, you must be strong. We're gonna raise kiya's kids together huh."

I just smiled behind an oxygen hose that covered my mouth and nose.

"Lady, love my children. Like you love me and love me."

"If anything happens to me, please protect them always. That's all I'm asking you for."

Merwais cried and kissed my forehead.

My grip is weakening and weakening. And finally it was just dark I felt.