I'm Always Wrong In Your Eyes
part 27 happiness over anxiety

I'm Always Wrong in Your Eyes

#AYSDM

The doctor came out of the Wais treatment room, we immediately asked for his condition. With my hand in hand, Kabir led me to the doctor.

I just kept quiet and listened to their conversation, there was a look of happiness emanating on Kabir's face. After he finished speaking, the doctor passed.

Kabir approached and looked into my eyes.

"Din, Wais congratulations. He's past his critical period." With my hand in hand, Kabir explained.

There is a flowering sense of my heart hearing my beloved husband survive a critical period.

"Then can I see him now?" I can't wait to be with my beloved man.

"The doctor's word still can't."

"According to the explanation of the Doctor, if chemotherapy is continued, the possibility of Vesis can be cured of the disease." Kabir's a little down.

Degs...

The feeling of being pierced into this chest pain, pain and tenderness. Astagfirullah. I focused too much on Aisya's treatment and forgot about the chemotherapy she had undergone.

The clear water again wet the cheeks. Now I have made a mistake twice, which will take the lives of those I care about. I was too selfish to attach importance to my will, without seeing the cause of the consequences.

I sat down in a doldrums. Covering your face with both hands. Regret the situation that has happened, but no longer useful. I made too much promise with Aisya's life, but forgot the promise with Merwais's life.

"Oh Allah, I'm really tired. I'm willing to exchange my life for his." I said. My tears were rushing and leaving an unstoppable sedu sedan.

Kabir sat beside me, grabbed my shoulder and resuscitated it in his field. We continue to be in sadness.

"Hmmm, good." a woman's sniffling voice touched our grief.

It seemed Alicia had been standing in front of us with a hostile face.

I immediately wiped my tears with the end of my sleeve.

Kabir stood up and wanted to explain the state of Merwais. But, Alicia was furious.

"Alicia, the state of Wais.." had not yet had time to explain, Alicia immediately welcomed tightly.

"Dad, kenape? But, it's not like this either time, Bang."

"Absolutely ashamed of people? You're hugging the one that's not your mahrom. He's Wais' wife, Bang, your brother." Alicia glares.

"Mafken, Brother, Alice. It's not what you see." Gabir kept trying to explain.

"Already, Bang. I've seen all of them."

"And you, woman, you must be ashamed. Have a hug with your mother, your sister."

"Percume la you wear a niqob, but your deeds are rotten. You want to take my husband ye?"

I was very surprised by Alicia's insults. He accused me of wanting to take Kabir away from him.

"Astagfirulah... Alice, I didn't mean that. I'm.."

"Already, Dina. Suamimukan soon die, you really want to snatch my husband." Alicia's getting out of control.

"It's, it's, it's, it's Hospital. Don't make a row here, Alice." Kabir is starting to look angry.

"Oh, so Brother is suke too, same Dina?" Alicia's getting stuck.

"Already, Alice, let's go back." Kabir pulls Alicia's hand.

"Sorry, Dina, we go home first. Take good care of Wais."

They also passed from before me. Still to be seen, they continued to fight along the corridor.

Astagfirullah... I can only afford to be special.

Another mistake that was never imagined. All for my mistakes and carelessness. Two lives were about to be lost, and one household biduk was about to be destroyed. Hope all this never happens.

I could only stare at Wais' body from the outside glass.

"Bi, please, don't ever leave me. I'm not strong to be alone without you. If you leave, I'll come. I don't want to be alone here." I murmured softly.

Before long, a nurse came to the Wais treatment room.

"Mrs.Merwais?" The nurse asked me.

"Yes, I am." I replied.

"Come." He's taking me in.

I followed him from behind.

So happy to be able to meet and care for my beloved man.

The nurse then examined Wais, and gave me some medicine.

"He will be ok, miss."

"But, don't forget, take medicine for him." The nurse showed me the medicine she was given.

"OK, thank you." I said.

The nurse came out of this room.

Seeing the beloved of my heart lying weak, these tears fell back. I pecked his forehead, I held my hand and I whispered a word.

"I love you, Abi. I'm really love you."

"Don't even think of leaving me, I'll never live without your love." I kissed the hand that was stuck in the infusion tube.

I put my face near his arm and this hand was not separated from his hand.

His right hand gently stroked my bowed head.

"Mother, don't worry. Abi will be fine because of Mother's love." very slowly said.

I put my face to look at him. There was a smile on his pale face.

"Dad, don't leave Mother!" my tears broke too.

"Bund, Abi won't go. The power of Mother's love that makes Abi survive" he said weakly.

I smiled sweetly too. Smile on our first night.

"Bi, have a drink." I offered you a glass of water that the nurse had prepared.

Wais immediately drank it using a straw pipette. I did not forget to give you the medicine that was available.

"Bi, forgive Mother, yes!"

"Sorry for what, Bund?" ask Wais wonder.

"During this time Mother was busy for the sake of healing Aisya, but forgot about Abi's health."

"Mother forgot to accompany Abi chemotherapy, so that the disease came back" I said with regret.

"That's it, Bund, don't blame yourself. Abi also forgot because it was too busy" he said calming me down.

"Mother promise, will always accompany Abi for back chemotherapy. All the therapies for Aisya."

"Abi's gonna be fine, Bund. With the magnitude of your love, Abi will continue to live forever." Vicky started to joke.

I'm just smiling. That's the one who always makes me happy, which always makes me more meaningful.

"Bund, have a mandatory bath, not yet?" her asking made me flabbergasted and blushed.

"Yes Allah... Bi, Mommy forgot." we laughed together.

Merwais, under any circumstances it can make me laugh. It's true, at the time of this incident I forgot that that night we combined love.

"Let's go, Bi, we'll take a bath together after Abi recovers" she laughed.

*****

In the afternoon, all Wais colleagues came to visit. Many flowers and fruits they carry. Among them, there was a beautiful woman who had once come to the house to sign a contract.

The woman brought a flower and gave it to Wais. Wais accepted it with a warm smile to the woman. Then the woman kissed Wais' forehead.

"Thank you." that's what Wais said to the woman.

There was a sense of chest tightness when I saw the woman kissing my husband's forehead, but I brushed it all off.

I kept smiling at my co-workers who kept giving me encouragement. However, I didn't get that from Wais' female co-worker. He just passed me and immediately left this room.

It was quiet when his co-workers all came home, it was just me and Wais.

Intention wants to ask who the woman is. But, snooze after seeing the arrival of my children.

They came with Sust Ina and David and Aleda and Kabir. There was a sense of awkwardness when Kabir came, I was afraid that Alicia thought something else about us.

But happiness came when I saw Aisya was starting to walk. I immediately hugged his body kissing his face in a row.

"Come on, baby?" there is a deep taste.

I couldn't hold back the tears that fell on my cheek.

Aisya also wiped the tears at the end of my netra with her tiny hands.

"Nda." that's Aisha's first sentence.

Thank you I offer for your favors. God has given me joy.

Wais smiled, seeing that Aisya had begun to walk and could say a word, even if it was just a word.

I tried to teach her to say "Abi", but Aisya was not able to.

"That's it, Bund, don't be forced." Wais asked me not to be too forced.

Galang and Gilang sat beside the bed on the right, while Aleda was beside me.

Kabir who was behind me, made me taste bad. Remembering what happened this morning.

"Bund, why? How nervous it looks." asked Wais.

"Son, Bi, just want a pup, a stomachache." I tried to make another reason not to look my restless feelings.

I also gave Aisya to the Sust Ina.

"Sust, take care of Aisya. I'm going to the toilet first." I whispered to the Ina sust. And Aisya immediately greeted him.

In the bathroom, I just sat still. Confused what to do. I was afraid Alicia would make up about the incident between me and Kabir.

Ting's.

Suddenly my gauntlet sounded. Seen on the green-colored app that Kabir oozed me a message.

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