CARRIER (When Destiny Reigns )
season 2 chapter 19
Facebook posts.
‘Why the hell, should I get the HIV virus. I didn't do anything strange. I only know one man and he's my husband. I have never done ****free and narcotic use. But why should I be affected? (Nine )’
Commentary
‘What could be your HIV positive husband. Sorry, yes if my question is like this. (ani-ani)’
‘Maybe, Brother. My husband works out of town, comes home a week a month (Nini)’
‘Lo lot sins. So you deserve this all –emotikon sticking tongue out. (MR.AD)’
‘( MR.AD ) if you speak carefully. Brother (Nini ) who is patient yes. This may be part of God's destiny. I guess, Big Brother was given this exam because Big Brother is capable. Many kok Kak, who contracted not because of his will like Brother. Now I focus on healing therapy. Take regular ARVs. Don't mind it much, it kills much faster than the HIV virus itself. Spirit Kak, hopefully everything can be overcome. (Renata )’
Andrea was stunned to hear Renata's expression, she had heard this sentence. However, he seems to be trying to remember it.
Other facebook posts.
‘I again need medicine, please info dong. Who can give me an ARV. I really can't go, while I live alone. ( Yosep )’
Commentary
‘Agan where? (Pretty handsome bangs )’
‘Dead aja lo, already. Just bother. ( MR.AD )’
‘( MR.AD ) hey bro, if you can't help, just shut up. Death is God's destiny. Not because of disease. As long as you know, many Aki and Nini are still alive and healthy even though the disease is complicated. Do you know why? Because they believe in God. Not like lo, a human-shaped demon! (Renata )’
Haahahahah
Believe in God? Which god is it? A little girl wants to teach me about life!
Facebook Posts
‘Friends, my body has many wounds and stye. Are these symptoms of HIV as well? Help answer dong.(.Gogon)’
Commentary
‘The photo is shirtless yes .., ( MR.AD )’
‘(MR.AD ) hey bro, you sufferers too right. Try to respect others, so you deserve to be appreciated. You know how scared they feel. Or you are happy with the presence of HIV virus in your body. Open your eyes and your heart, all of us who are infected have a right to live. Have the right to be happy, have the right to get handling. Let's show them all that we're not that bad. It is enough with the difficulties of the circumstances we face. We should work together to encourage each other, not to abuse each other. If we are not fellow sufferers, who else will embrace us sincerely for what is in us. (Renata )’
Comment after comment made by Andrea was replied with words of wisdom. Slowly this made Andrea ponder. He began to reduce his naughty comments. He was just enjoying every post and comment that was present. He was fascinated by Renata.
Facebook posts
‘I'm upset, all my family abandoned me. They thought I had HIV because of my mischief. Fuck !!! I want them to feel what I feel. Either way, I'm gonna pass this virus on to all of them. (Br port )’
Commentary
‘Wah, lest you be dumped not because of HIV. But because of your foul behavior and intentions, again. (Widya )’
‘Good! I concur. Let them know the taste of our suffering, bro. ( MR.AD )’
‘Hei ( MR.AD ) don't be a real demon. Do you want to, Mom and Dad you contracted because it was deliberately transmitted? Do you want your brother and sister to be infected in this way too? Do you realize? Pain, if you have to contract this way. We take care of ourselves, but we have to be victims of this kind of intent. I'm sure many have contracted it without her will, but please don't torture yourself with emotion and hatred. That won't make our hodup any better. We should have seen from another point of view what God's plan is to position us this way. I'm sure there's no really bad way, there's got to be good and lessons from there. I also believe that if we think well, God will give good people in our lives. We're just too busy with bad thinking and self-abasement, we forget to open our eyes. There are still many things out there that are worse than us. In fact, they are much more afflicted even though they do not have HIV like we are here. We forget to be grateful, that's all. Start busy looking for solutions, find new people who want to accept you. People who accept us with sincerity and compassion. (Renata )’
Andrea's hand trembled reading word for word that Renata had written. He was moved, his tears flowing. Cry broke. He let his body fall curled up on his bed. He began to look at the faces of Father, Mother, Mother, Ari and everyone who knew him. A happy face with a smile, a beautiful face twinkle, a laugh when joking together.
The words of affectionate spirit he had once obtained were now ringing in his ears. With tears she smiled happily.His longing was again present. The warmth of togetherness with those who loved covered him at that time.
One by one the shadows that contained the happiness of his life came back. Like a movie screen, the shadow was plastered real right in his eyes. The sound of laughter and jokes was clear as if it was real. He continued to look up at the roof, smilingly enjoying all the shadows of happiness with tears flowing incessantly.
As if freed from a prison full of pressure and oppression, he felt happy again. He found a ray of light in the darkness of his days. Well, it felt slapped very hard by Renata's speech. But he was grateful, for the door of his darkness had opened.
Since then, he began to re-occupy himself with worship. Assisted by Ali, he performed worship and taught to the musala. He gathered with the villagers to participate in the activities there. Cut royong and learn to grow crops. Well, he spent his energy helping the local people, he did all this selflessly.
The people are happy too. Andrea is getting to know a lot of people. He was too active to react, until he forgot to reopen his facebook account. He never again felt depressed and frightened.His life was better, even better than the time before the virus met his destiny.
Andrea who found the positive side after getting to know Renata tried to get to know Renata more closely. Using his real account, he tries to contact Renata through a massanger.
