CARRIER (When Destiny Reigns )
season 2 chapter 18

The more days Andrea's condition gets worse. His nights are haunted by guilt. No day without crying. His depression peaked when he read the last few posts.

‘The rich are delicious, ready to taste the body of women, still guaranteed safe from the HIV virus. Kan, the rich man! Where to pay cheap women. (Jo-22)’

‘If the rich are sick, use a personal Doctor. The medicine is smooth and confidential, it is we who are poor, humiliated and difficult to get medicine. Expelled and ignored. (Mamang00)’

‘How come the businessmen and officials who got this virus.want to see, are we equal or still you guys who are more noble? ( Cangcing_)’

‘I have suffered so much since I was exposed to this bang**t virus. I want the unaffected to feel my suffering too. I just want justice. Because I was exposed to this not for a crime, but deliberately transmitted. You know what it's like to be isolated, kept away, dumped, ignored, difficult to get a job. You don't know how to be me. I've been trying to die, but I don't know what God wants. Why don't he just take my life. (o_o)’

Andrea was hypnotized. He could not stop his eyes from the screen. He continues to be a member of many HIV carrier groups. Worse still, another group contained insults. Mutually vilifying and until they do not believe that they are HIV sufferers, they do not share information on symptoms and solutions. They are busy blaspheming.

Since getting to know the group, Andrea is getting depressed. His heart often relapses, sudden shortness of breath and cold sweat all over the body to make his body vibrate violently. He often hallucinated the angry faces of those who knew him.

His body was getting thinner, his eyes were sunken and many wounds were almost all over his body. His steps were shaken when he stepped, as if his life had reached the throat. His hair is getting thinner, falling out because it is too often grabbed when the dizziness is present.

His gallant body was gone, Andrea stayed with a thin body. So big a change that makes it difficult for people to know him.

Andrea stood in front of the mirror. Groping the cheeks and face. He was silent, stunned to see the crazy changes that were happening.

Andrea...

Are you really Andrea?

You look more like a sex criminal.

Haha...

Well, you're not Andrea

You're not him.

You're just a creature from another planet.

Yeah, right? Just say!

Aghhh!!!

Prang !!!

The mirror glass broke due to the blow that was thrown by Andrea.

What are you doing Ndre?

It's not your fault.

You never make a mistake.

You've done your best.

But what a pity your fate is, Ndre.

Relax Ndre.

You don't have to be sad.

Andrea instantly smiled behind the broken mirror glass.

You just have to pass this on to them.

Let them know how you feel.

Well, that's the best solution right now.

You just spread it.

Slowly Andrea pointed her face at the part of the mirror that had not yet broken.

Look at! With this face no one will recognize you.

It's not hard to transmit it.

Andrea again remembered one of the sufferers who claimed to be nurses. He contracted it only because he was pierced by a needle with HIV. He also remembered other carrier posts claiming to be infected by needles while piercing.

Well, that's a great idea. It's easy enough to do it.

I just need to stick the needle into my body, then I plug it into the chair.

So that those who sit there are pierced and infected.

Well, it's true Ndre. You're smart, it's been a long time.

This time you just prove your best performance!

However, Andrea's face returned grim.

Yeah, cinema. It was dark and full of chairs. It won't be hard for me to do that. Just a few needles.

Well, Andrea ..., you're so amazing.

Andrea laughed happily, a happy laugh that she had never shown all this time.

Andrea was preparing her plan. His sane sense changed madness to revenge. Inadmissibility for the arrival of the HIV virus, transmission that he did not intentionally do, but a trap. Makes him want others to feel his suffering and the suffering of other HIV carriers.

Andrea also began replying to other carrier posts with negative comments. Condescending, blaming and making things worse. There is a sense of pride, every time he does that. The more often he does it, the more pressure he receives. He was relaxed and so eloquent in blurting out sharp words. Which aims to make a person really suffer more with his condition.

Although many asked him not to comment, or not to say so, it did not stop his actions. He was healed and much more normal. The shadow of sin no longer comes to its nights. He was full of confidence, that this was the best way for his healing.

To where the massanger of a woman approached him.

‘Hai, Bro. Do you mean comment negatively so?’

Andrea smiled. He was happy, because he felt he had managed to make others depressed like himself. Unlike the others, just dare to reply through comments. This woman is different, she dares to challenge me directly. Challenged passion that happened to Andrea made him feel more happy.even so happy, like a man in love.

‘Problems, for you? Who the hell, lo?’

‘Nobody. But I don't like that stupid comment!’

‘Ya. Don't read it, finish it?’

‘Dimming do not need to comment, deh. Fuck up! People are not sane.’

‘Bye ..., sane girl!’

Andrea grew happier, she repeatedly read her conversation with the woman.

Renata, what a name. Dare to be right he's corroborating me with a real account. Huh! Let's see who's right between us Renata.

Andrea still made her naughty comments. He continues to do so, although now Renata also replies to his naughty comments with enthusiastic good comments. In fact, Renata dared to mark the account name Andrea ( MR.AD ) directly on his comments.

Replying to each other's comments on the group's post made the others gather in support of Renata. But not with Andrea, only one or two people defended his comments. It was instant and disappeared.

Andrea's getting windy. He felt defeated, he re-launched his naughty comments, even in almost all posts. He really got satisfaction from his actions.

Andrea was curious about Renata. He dismantled Renata's profile. His home, school and workplace. To the extent that he opened all Renata photos stored on facebook. He was so curious. Never had he felt this way.well, maybe because he was so closed and did not care what happened out there.

Well, it turns out you're a medical worker. Working in the lab? Cool ....

His mother is dead and has a stepmother? Just like me it turns out.

Waw, it turns out you're a smart kid, graduated with a scholarship and finished with cumlaude status. Well, apparently there are also people who have intelligence like me.

But, why bother taking care of my life anyway? Are you suffering too or just pitying us?

Look, I'll make sure I find you, Renata.