CARRIER (When Destiny Reigns )
Peace with Destiny

Today is a special day. How not, me and Ela get the same day off. As soon as we set the plan, starting the mascara, stretching, eating out and whatever. What matters together. This afternoon we plan to mall, just wash your eyes anyway.

“Re, dress the same color!” ela Pinta.

“OK, but please don't color pink, I'm most anti, El.”

“Light green yes!” he said while he was smooching.

“Alright,”

After Ela looked neat, I realized.

“Basic! It's worth asking for green, you want to wear new clothes yes,” said me with a nosy face.

He just laughed, looking a happy hue on his face. Now, I become a more sensitive person and think far more about others. At least that's what Ela said. I socialize more easily. If I only had Jo and Tama, now I have a lot of friends. Even my patients are my friends.

“Re, someone's looking for you. Come to the clinic soon, they are waiting for you!” kak Joya said from behind the phone.

“El, it looks like we have to go to the clinic first, deh,” I said limp.

“Oh, okay. I don't want to be mentioned by Kak Joya, if we don't stop by,” said Ela with a mocking face.

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“Good day, with Mba Renata?” ask a man in his raincoat.

“Ya, who are you?” many confusions. I'm sure I've never seen him, let alone known him.

“Include, I am Alex Wijaya - Dinata family secretary. I'm just here to give this to Mba. This is the order of young master Andre Dinata. This is my business card, if Mba has opened the contents, please contact me. Excuse me,” he said politely that I would just leave me still in a state of confusion.

“Re, open first. Attract the contents of the bomb again?” ask Ela curiously.

It was a box and a letter. I read the letter first.

Dear Renata

Hi Re, I'm sorry if I got back to bothering you.

If this letter reaches you. I have gone from this world.

You must be confused about my presence.

I have repeatedly asked you to be friends with me. I would love to meet and meet you.

I'm sure you're getting confused right now.

I'm MR.AD, the annoying guy you attacked in the KODHAM massanger group.

I think you're starting to understand this time.

Honestly, I just want to be friends. But it seems death brought me first.

Sorry, I followed you a while ago. That's all I do just want to know who you are.

At first I wanted to do something crazy. Well, I intend to spread this virus.However, the ramblings from your comments make me aware of each person's life destiny. The wealth and fame I have now I have never been grateful for.

Until the virus came, my family hid me. Said I was studying abroad. They were just afraid of getting it to me.

I don't do evil with the money I have, I'm infected for helping my friend who has the virus. That's the reason it's most likely to catch me.

I'm a good man, Re. I have kept my family's good name. Until the moment I was banished to the villa with the maids, only then did I know who exactly was the family I was proud of.

Re, ever since I know you I've learned a lot about the meaning of life.

For me, you are my life's motivation.

Maybe we never met. However, your existence means a lot to me.

Thank you Renata.

Keep on being happy, keep on spreading kindness.

Because you will never know, how many people are back to life, after hearing your positive comments.

I can't give you anything.

Just a small necklace as an expression of my gratitude.

I hope you wear it.

One more thing, I've set up an agency for HIV carriers. I really hope you will join them, give them encouragement and be a part of them.

Because I want to, they get kindness from your attitude that has been able to make peace with the destiny of life.

From someone who admires you so much

Andrea Dinata's

Slowly my tears fell. I don't know him, but I feel the sincerity in every single one of his writings. Curse the black box, the necklace that reads Renata is engraved beautifully. Slowly my mind floated, now I know who you are.

Happy, that's why I feel happy now. I never felt alone and alone again. I just want to appreciate life and time.

You must have heard the fear when someone got HIV AIDS, death is so close. But they are not the only sufferers who will approach death. But everyone is walking towards his death. It's just that we never worry about it, because we feel like our lives are still long.

But what is happening to me now, is not because of the feeling of death that is getting closer. However, because I have realized. Aware of a life that will surely end, so that I should not end my life because of the problems that occur. Realize that happiness is created with gratitude, not complaining that will only make life difficult. Realizing that all human beings can live properly, I live my life according to the destiny of God's role. Realize that as low and as bad as humans, can always provide benefits.

Well, the arrival of this virus successfully perfected my destiny. Destiny that was originally a kutangisi, because it makes me continue to be in suffering. This virus becomes the most beautiful gift wrapped with a layer of testing.

If you ask, am I afraid of death?

Then I will answer “YA”. I was afraid to die, because I had gone through a lot of time without the good I should have been able to give. So I asked God to give me many opportunities to do good to anyone.

I can only continue to thank God for the coming of this virus.well, because my happiness came with the coming of this virus.This virus also managed to make me at peace with my destiny.