CARRIER (When Destiny Reigns )
season 2 chapter 17

A week passed, Andrea began to feel a high degree of boredom.

Shit man!!!

I've only been in this house for a week.

Why do I feel so bored?

Aghh!!

I miss Mother's cooking.

Take Ari and sleep in my room.

I miss you guys ....

What if I go for a walk for a moment.

Oh, naw. I don't want them to meet me.

Mother and Ari often travel out to shop for home needs.

Arrgghh !!!

How about this, I'm really bored !

Oh, ja.

Crings ....

Crings ....

“Halo, Mr. Deno. Could you please go to Diamond's store, buy me some oyster sauce shrimp, stir-fry squid and crab soup, then drop it off! Okay, I wait.”

If I can't get out, at least I can eat my favorite food here.

“Include, Sir.”

“I excuse me Yes Mas.”

“Why hurry, I ordered all these foods for us to eat together. I keepian, need friends.”

“But, Mas ...”

“Already, let's go in. It's order!”

“Good, Mas.”

With great pity Mr. Deno entered and stood by the door.

“Come sir, sit comfortably. Let's eat, I take the equipment first.”

“Eh, ouch Mas. Let me just provide it.”

“Do not! Mr Deno guest current.”

“Alright, Mas.”

There was happiness on Mr. Deno's face. He was pleased with Andrea's good attitude.

He is so similar to Mr. Wijaya, I am proud to be working with great people like them.

“Mari, Sir. We eat,”

Andrea also ate with greed, as well as Mr. Deno. Enjoy the food available.

“How Sir, tasty? This is my favorite menu.”

“Iya, Mas. So yummy. Fresh and taste the spice.”

“Iya, this restaurant is a favorite place of Mother and Ari as well. Oh, ja. How are Mother and Ari?”

“i rarely go home, Mas. However, the last time I saw Mommy and Mas Ari healthy and active as usual. Oh, yes Mas. Mother is very happy to sit in the rocking chair, even Mother to sleep if sitting there.”

“Thank God! I'm glad to hear it.”

“Mas, how is Mas here. It means living alone here. Never been out of the house?”

“Bored, Sir! Usually I do not go anywhere, just to the office and meeting just out of the house. But, at home there is Mommy and Ari, that makes me feel bored here.”

“Mas, kangen? But can't see ya?”

“Yes, Sir. When far away new feels the existence of the family. I still communicate with them, just not as good as if I met in person.”

“Yes, Mas. I understand the feelings of. Speaking of Bored, why Mas is not friends with fellow sufferers like Mas. Perhaps by befriending them, Mas has a new way of looking at Mas's illness. Solution or recovery, that is. Sorry, Mas. I was even impressed to teach.”

Andrea's face changed. The gloomy face of boredom turned into a happy mimic.

“No, Sir. It is me who is grateful. You're right, I'll try to hang out with them. Thank you, Sir!”

Andrea was busy with her phone. He began searching for groups containing HIV carriers. And he also found the group on facebook, KODHAM (group of people with HIV Aids Medan).

Andrea also began to read post after post.

‘ Damn, because of laboratory examination. So caught, I'm HIV positive. Unemployed again ..., unemployed again .... (Current alya )’

‘Friends, can anyone help me send you medicine? I'm in Malaysia, ngedrop bangey, here. (Jaka tarub)’

Poor them, actually my situation is much better than all of them. Damnit damnit! Why haven't I joined this group in the past.

‘HIV is a dangerous virus whose transmission is not just any. Those of you who have HIV, feel it! Why****free and narcotic? (bro ambyar)’

What the fuck is this kid! hey, not everyone is infected because of their mistakes. Goddamnit!

‘I was wasted, ever since my family knew I was HIV positive, they didn't care about me, even kicked me out and my husband divorced me and told me to bring my two daughters. He is ashamed to have a wife and children who are HIV. My son is not yet HIV positive. (Sri asri )’

‘God is unfair, I who contracted HIV positive without making this mistake do not accept. Those who are not infected arrogantly insult me. My work is noble. I'm a nurse, just look. Who insulted me, I swear I'll get this virus too. (Jhon DP)’

Well, I'm sober. I would also be upset when I was in his position. But is God really unfair? I don't know, but sometimes I feel the same way. My life has never been happy, even suffered until now.

I'd better make this kid friends. But before that, I created a fake account first. I don't want anyone to suspect that I'm friends with this group.

Hi Bro greetings.

Greetings to know too.

I read the status. Right, nurse bro?

Yeah, bro, I'm a nurse.

So how's the story going, bro got infected?

You're a carrier too?

Yeah, that's how bro.

I got it when I was about to draw blood from a sufferer. At first I didn't know he was suffering. He thrashed as I was about to draw his blood, my body pierced with a needle to draw his blood. That is, and it happened about three times. I was finally tested HIV positive. How did you get infected?

I'm stuck bro, framed by women. I don't know who he is. I was given an alcoholic drink. Next I don't know what's going on.

Hahey! Not a lot of reasons. It's good to enjoy the woman, you reason in the trap anyway. Don't be holy-spirited.

Nah! I'm really in the trap. I'm not the guy who likes to run around like you think.

Pri where anyone wants to tell me. People like you are compatible with HIV. Feel the consequences now.

Hey, bro, watch what you say. Don't let me talk about all this.

Hey, you're a bad boy wearing a fake account. I'm not scared! Please just say it. Do you have a lot of money? If so, why don't you just bribe God. For God to heal you. Never mind, your death will not be long. Get ready!

Goddamnit!!

Why should I meet someone like this.

Andrea dumped her body on the bed. His emotions are provoked, harden for the sake of hardikan which he can make a mess of his mind. The dizziness he felt, made him scream in pain. She also pulled her hair tightly. Even he sleeps on his head to the bedpost, until he falls and is unconscious.

***

At midnight, he woke up. Dizziness in his head began to decrease, he was shocked to see the state of his room that was falling apart. Slowly he felt his forehead, there was a bit of a wound from the impact he did.

That night he could not sleep. The shadow of Resi and Ari seemed real before his eyes. He was crying so much. He felt that he had been caught lying to Resi and Ari. Slowly the swearing he read and got ringing in his ears, as if he heard people gathering to curse him.

He is haunted by shadows of guilt, shame and disappointment, to cause excessive worry. He grabbed whatever was nearby, then threw it at the shadow that came. Until, everything that was there was shattered. He cried, and hid under the small writing table in the room, hiding as if he were looking for many people.

Ii'm sorry. It's not my fault. I'm framed! Really am. Please let me, I want to live.

Mother ..., Ari ..., I'm sorry. Please don't hate me. I beg ....

Dad ..., I'm sorry Dad. I ruined our family's good name. I'm sorry ....

Mom ..., I'm tired Mom. Please take me, I can't afford it. I beg you, Miss ....

***

Gts ...

Gts ...

Gts ...

“Mas Andrea, Sorry. I want to deliver a subscription for Mas.”

Andrea awakens to hear Ali's call. He woke up asleep in bed. His body felt so heavy and tired. Her eyes were swollen from shedding too many tears. The room looks clean and clean.

Did I just dream last night? But why does it feel so real? I'm really dizzy.

“Mas ..., I put it on the table, Yes the challenge.”

Huh!!!

What happened to me. My body is really hard to move right now.I'd better lie back down.