The End of Long
Part 9's

Whereas I'm just an ordinary employee who can't be compared to the woman on the Cloud's side. Maybe I wouldn't be like this if it wasn't for Irvan. If I did not accept the love of Irvan, maybe my career was brilliant considering I was one of the employees who was headed in the office.

I used to work for a big company in Palembang, and it just so happened that the company belonged to Kak Irvan's family. At first I also did not know that Kak Irvan was the son of one of the company owners.

I received the love of Brother Irvan not because he was the son of a rich man but by his kind and caring attitude towards me. Although at first I did not respond to his feelings for me, but long ago I was devastated also after I felt desperate by waiting to meet Awan.

In the first year of our relationship, Irvan knew exactly what I needed at the time. A person who can replace the Cloud in my heart. Although he did not manage to shift the position of the Clouds in my heart, at least at that time he was the best man I had ever known.

Until one day he wanted to propose to me to be his wife, then I found out that he was the son of one of the owners of the company where I worked. At first I wanted to step back once I knew our different family backgrounds. But Irvan continued to convince me that it was not an obstacle to tie our love. After all, Kak Irvan's parents were not against our relationship.

Finally I ventured to accept Kak Irvan's proposal, my wedding preparations with Kak Irvan went smoothly without any significant obstacles. At that time the preparation had reached about 95%. All my extended family and neighbors around my house already knew I was going to marry the son of one of the owners of the company I worked for. They said that I was lucky to have a husband, Brother Irvan, the son of a rich and respected man there.

Maybe most people think I lured Irvan because he's a rich kid. But they were so wrong, I accepted Brother Irvan not because of that, It was the sincere affection given by Brother Irvan that made me want to accept him as my husband.

It is true that the word of the sustenance man, the soul mate, death has been obeyed by Allah. I myself never imagined that my marriage and Brother Irvan would be void. But that's what happened. Only one thing I regret at that time, why this happened only two weeks after my wedding day. Had this happened before the engagement plan, or at least before our wedding plans reached 75% I probably wouldn't have gotten this sick.

It's not a question of betrayal alone, but rather a matter of my family being humiliated. The good name of the family that we have been guarding all this time was broken into pieces by the cancellation of my marriage. My father and mother had to endure the shame of apologizing to those who had already accepted the invitation. What makes me even more painful is that Dad and Mom tried to strengthen me so as not to break into pieces. Though I know very well their feelings are not less broken as I felt at that time.

Suddenly, Rena came to see us while we were petting bridal clothes. He handed her a brown envelope from one of the hospitals in Palembang. Just then I saw Brother Irvan's face pale, his hands trembling to receive the envelope presented by Rena.

Brother Irvan returned the envelope to Rena's hand. "We'll talk later" Irvan sizzled.

"Can't Sis" said Rena with a facial expression almost crying. "Sister Lika should know too"

"I'll say it later!" Brother Irvan snapped at Rena. I was really surprised to see Brother Irvan speaking so badly. During my relationship, Brother Irvan was never that angry even though he was upset with his subordinates who worked incompetently.

I approached Rena who was crying when Kak Irvan yelled "What is this?" many confused. "Sir, why is this so angry with Rena?" Brother Irvan pulled my hand when I was about to hug Rena who was suddenly crying.

"What is this really about?" ask me again because I do not know the real incident.

"You go home now, we'll talk at home" snapped Brother Irvan drove Rena away.

"Sister Lika should also know" Rena screamed hysterically.

"Sister Lika. I'm carrying Irvan's child"

Suddenly my feet wanted to fall. But I haven't fallen yet Brother Irvan has embraced me. At that time I was right to feel disgusted to be in the arms of Brother Irvan, I pushed his body to escape from his embrace.

I cried while running away from them both. Brother Irvan yelled at me and tried to chase after me, but I myself do not know why he did not succeed in chasing me, because at that time I did not look at them again.

When I got home I saw Brother Irvan's parents talking to Mom and Dad. From what I saw at first glance they've been telling Rena about my parents.

Actually I don't know how many times Brother Irvan tried to explain to me it was just an accident. He didn't intentionally do that to Rena, but I've been concerned with whatever excuse Kak Irvan made. Because to me inevitably, it is not like that Irvan must be responsible for what is done to Rena regardless of the reason she did not intentionally do it. Sis Irvan's business of not wanting to marry Rena will not change my decision to cancel our marriage. I'm getting fed up with Irvan's irresponsibility.

After a month of that incident I actually intend to resign from the Company. Because if I still work there for sure I will often meet with Kak Irvan. Because he would always bother me to come back to him. Almost every day he comes home to persuade me not to cancel our marriage.

But when I got to Papa Kak Irvan's office called me to his room. Though that day I only wanted to submit my resignation letter in the personnel section, but before I got there the reconsideration told me that I was called Mr. Ilham his father Kak Irvan. It seems like I have been waiting for a long time, so it is not surprising that I came to the receptionist immediately told me that I had to meet with Mr. Ilham first.

At first Mr. Ilham advised me to be patient and steadfast in accepting the reality that happened. He said Irvan wasn't my soul mate, so I had to give up on Rena. At that time I was just silent, because anyway without advice and advice from him also of course I will release Brother Irvan for Rena. Until finally he advised me to resign because he did not want Irvan to waver if he often saw me. He also offered a new job at his friend's place.

I opened my voice after I felt his Papa Irvan still thought I would snatch his son from Rena "Sorry sir, I have no intention of returning with Brother Irvan. For me it is my past that I must forget. And my arrival here was also actually to meet the personnel to submit a letter of resignation"

Mr. Ilham looked relieved to hear what I said just now.

"And since I have been here, do not I have to submit this letter directly to the Father" Kusodulkan resignation letter that I have held since. "I also thank you for looking for a job. But sorry sir for that I refused it because I just want to work with my own abilities not from someone's connections. Again I apologize if I was presumptuous and maybe also during this time I have done a lot of wrong to the family"

"It's not really us who should apologize to you and your family for Irvan's treatment"

"We have forgiven Brother Irvan long before I delivered this letter. Sorry sir if there is nothing more to say I beg to resign" I want to leave immediately for fear later can not control my emotions.

It is undeniable that the Irvan family prefers Rena to me. Considering Rena has the same background as the Irvan family. Rena's father has several mini markets and a large shopping center in Palembang. But all this time Brother Irvan always rejected Rena and preferred me. And from Irvan's explanation to Dad, Rena's pregnancy was just an accident. Because at that time he was drunk at the inauguration party of Kak Irvan's friend's hotel. So he himself had no idea what he had done to Rena. I also can not blame Kak Irvan completely because at that time I was invited to go there by Kak Irvan, but I refused because at that time I had to overtime.

This memory just flashed as I was getting ready to go to sleep and wished I could dream of meeting the Clouds and spending the next day with him. Finally I decided to keep my distance from the Clouds because I didn't want the bad experience to repeat itself. I would rather not have the Clouds than lose the Clouds again.