The End of Long
The Part 29

Actually my body is still limp, I couldn't sleep last night. But I don't want to take another day off just because I'm having trouble. Maybe by working I can forget for a moment my problems with the Clouds.

Just as I came down the stairs I saw the Clouds standing in front, I intended to go back up but the Clouds took my hand.

"Cha wait, I don't want to bother you just yet. Because I don't want to see you cry. I just want to return your bag and phone"

Pare my intention to go up, I took my bag that Cloud gave me.

"Cha please don't be so angry for too long"

"Let go of my hand" I tried to pull it.

"Well, do you want me to drop off at the office?"

I left the Clouds without saying a single word, because at this moment I did not want to meet let alone talk to him.

Although it is difficult to concentrate while working but I do not want to be too late in sadness. My work was piled up because yesterday I did not enter, it seemed like Tina also understood my current position, so she had not spoken much since then.

"When are you okay?" I was surprised that Mr. Andre was already at my desk, why I could not hear his arrival.

I'm standing "Good day sir"

"You don't have to act like that to me" he said, smiling "have you been kind? if you are still not healthy, better rest first"

"I've improved sir, if I'm in the room I continue to feel more sick"

"So I was looking for you he was room, but there was no answer. I thought you couldn't get into work. Yes, but do not be too forced, later if you feel unwell, ask Tina to take you home"

"Good Sir"

"I live first, I want to meet outside"

"Good day sir"

He just laughed in response to my greeting. I saw Tina smiling at me, with sign language she asked why Mr. Andre had come looking for me. I just shrugged my shoulders hinting that I didn't know.

Indeed there is no more business for Mr. Andre with our current project. Because he was handling the Beijing company project, so Tina was surprised by the arrival of Mr. Andre here.

There was an incoming message on my phone, indeed since it was returned by the Cloud had not opened at all. Who sent me the message, Mom? Because I'm sure the clouds must have told Mom.

I opened the phone to check the sender of the message, it turned out to be Cloud. I hesitated to open it or not, but I also wondered what exactly he wanted. So I decided to open it.

Cha you've eaten?

Don't forget to eat, I don't want you to get sick

Cha I miss you

Be angry not for long

Why are the clouds like this? You don't know how much it hurts my heart to hear about Laura's pregnancy. I miss my clouds too, but I have to get rid of that feeling. Because I don't want to hurt two people at once. Without me noticing that I was shedding tears, I immediately erased it because I didn't want to until Tina saw me and became worried.

Today was the toughest day I've ever had while I was working, usually I don't feel burdened with the work that piled up like now. But today I had difficulty concentrating so several times I had to repeat just to finish one file.

"When are you going home?" apparently Mr. Andre was in front of us while in the office lobby.

"Yes sir, just wanted to go home" I said.

"Let's go home with me, I happen to want to stay in a room today"

"You've come home with Mr. Andre only because I was picked up today" said Tina

"At the same time you are not well if you have to take the bus" Mr. Andre is still trying to persuade me.

I actually do not feel good if I have to go home with Mr. Andre, but at this time I am still weak, especially surely later I will not immediately get a bus because it will be crowded at the time of returning to the office like now. I finally decided to go home with Mr. Andre.

It seems like my decision to go home with Mr. Andre was right, because when I was in the parking lot I saw the clouds were walking towards me.

"Cha let me take you home" he said as soon as we stood before us.

"I'm sorry I promised to go home with Mr. Andre" looks of disappointment on Cloud's face, but I don't want to be among Clouds and Laura anymore. So I have to get rid of him from now on.

"But Cha.."

"I'm sorry Wan I'm tired" I cut the crap right away, because I don't want to add to the pain in my heart. Then I left him who was still standing there.

On the way home I did not talk much with Mr. Andre, it seems he understood what I was feeling.

As soon as I take a shower, because I want to quickly rest while calling Mom at home. Like talking to Mom would make me so much better. As soon as I was about to pull out the phone that was in the bag there was an envelope dropped inside.

I'm sure it's from the Clouds, he must have put this in because only with this can I know what he's trying to convey. I hesitated to open it or not, I put the envelope back next to me. But if I hadn't read it, I would have wondered what the contents of this envelope were. Never mind, even if it hurts to know what the contents of this letter are, but it is better than not knowing at all.

To my Love Chacha

Cha you know that I love you so much, though,

my love for you is more than I love myself

you believe I didn't do that to Laura

I closed the envelope because I wanted to stop reading this letter, Cloud why do you say that it is not your doing. I'm more disappointed that you don't want to admit your mistakes. But somehow my curiosity still wants to read this letter. I finally continued again.

I had a relationship with Laura

But for God's sake I never touched her

When I'm with the one you love, I can hold it in

Even though I really want that from you

But I hold it because I don't want to tarnish our love

I just want you to trust me, the rest let me get things straight

Maybe you don't trust me at the moment

But please wait for me, don't ever think that I'll leave

Because I already know what it's like to live without you

Please don't be so angry for too long

I miss Chachaku

I cried hugging the letter from the Clouds, I knew she missed me so much as I missed her. My mind's screwed up, didn't the Cloud really do it? But how can Laura get pregnant if she doesn't do it with the Clouds. Could it be that moment of the Khilaf cloud? But it's true said Awan when we were at the top of the night he could still hold back, even though we had forgotten ourselves for a while. But maybe it's because Laura can re-awaken the Awan's passion? Thinking that my heart aches, my chest tightens. I only cry what I can do right now.

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