The End of Long
The Part 35
There was clearly anger on the Cloud's face at this moment. I didn't know what she wanted and she suddenly pulled my waist in her arms. When I realized this I tried to push his chest with both hands to escape from his embrace, but the more free I wanted to let go the tighter he held me.
"I'll prove that you still love me" said Awan in anger.
I haven't thought about what he's going to do. Suddenly he kissed my lips, I was surprised what he had just done. I pushed his chest and threw my face away from the kiss of his lips. Because I saw me rebelling, the cloud took off one of her hands and held my head so that she could not resist the kiss she gave. Heart beating fast got this treatment, on the one hand I want it while on the other hand trying to reject it because remember that he is not mine anymore. But right now my brain is still conscious so I want to reject it at any cost. Not that it stopped, it became more.
But I was surprised that suddenly Cloud's kiss turned so tender, this time not a mastery, but rather a plea for a reply. My sense of well-being suddenly disappeared with her treatment, seeing me just speechless without repulsion The cloud continued with a kiss on my cheek, a forehead then my neck. My anger is gone, now there is only a longing to be around him. I avenge the Cloud's friendly treatment of me, I shed all my longing for all this time I've harbored against her.
My hand that had been pushing his body was now turning circular at the neck of the Clouds. Right now I am completely washed away with her caresses and kisses. The clouds also felt that I was hers, so lovingly she showered me with kisses and caresses. I can no longer remember the place and the pain of what Cloud had done to me. I don't know what happens if I don't hear my phone ringing from the bag that's fallen on the floor. I pushed the Clouds away from her embrace, she was surprised by what I just did.
"Cu. enough" my barrel was blinking as the Clouds tried to approach me again. Suddenly my tears flowed down my cheeks. My current feelings are mixed, between anger, shame and happiness on the Cloud's side. But it seems anger and shame are more dominant at this time. I was angry at myself why the young avenged the treatment of Awan against me, even though he had become someone else's husband. I was ashamed of her because she must have thought I was a cheap woman who could receive this treatment from anyone who tried to get close to me.
"Cha.." The clouds were surprised to see me cry, his voice still sounding raucous.
"You.." I still can't get out what I want to say
"Cha why are you?"
"Thank you for making me a cheap girl!" my heart really hurt when I had to say those words.
"Cha you're not a cheap woman, you're receiving my sexual treatment because you still love me so much" Awan tried to hold my shoulder, but I took a step straight.
"I don't love you anymore" I ran away from the Clouds in anger and shame. I don't know where to go, who would want to be as far away from him as possible.
Before I got to the elevator I saw the door open, I wanted to get inside immediately to avoid the Clouds at this time. It turned out that I hit someone who had just come out of there and made me almost fall. It was fortunate that the person swiftly caught my arm and pulled me in his arms.
"Why are you?" it was Mas Andre who just caught me.
"Pass take me away from here" I said as I sobbed
"Chacha.." that's what the Cloud's mouth heard when he was near us
"What's this?" mrs Andre looked confused.
"Mas quickly take me away from here" I pulled Mas Andre's shirt to take me away from the Clouds.
"Woman what are you doing here!" mas Andre.
"Mas please take me away from here" I don't want to until Mas Andre finds out what I just did with the Clouds. I'm really embarrassed to admit this.
Andre pulled the bag in the Cloud's hand, maybe he already knew what was going on with the two of us so he looked very angry. But looking at my situation like this he decided to take you away.
"Listen to Lika now my fiancee! so I'm warning you never to bother him again!" there was a threat from Mas Andre's tone of speech.
I don't know what the Clouds were thinking at the time, because I didn't want to look at it all the time. I am grateful that Mas Andre followed my wish to leave here immediately.
During the trip Mas Andre did not ask what exactly happened between the two of us. He asked me if my current situation was okay. But I think he already knew what we were doing because he fixed one of the buttons on my shirt released by the Clouds. Right now I feel really guilty about Mas Andre. Why can I do this with someone else while at the moment he is my lover.
"Mas.me.want to be your fiancee" finally these words came out of my mouth. Maybe I was selfish for making my battle with him a shield to protect myself. But I think this is the best, because my biggest fear right now is not that coming from the Clouds but with myself. I'm afraid I can't control myself like I did.
"Lika now you are emotional so don't make any decisions"
I was anxious to hear this from Mas Andre, whether he had given up his feelings for me knowing what had just happened between me and the Clouds.
"Mas doesn't want me anymore?"
"When anything happens I still want you the same as yesterday, I just don't want you to make decisions when you're emotional and regret later for making the wrong decision. Because with you accepting to be my fiancee, then I will never let you go even if you want to" Mas Andre tried to remind me.
Right now I'm afraid of myself, I don't want this to happen again. If there had been no phone ringing, I had no idea what would have happened between me and the Clouds. Only by getting engaged can be my shield to protect myself.
"I want this engagement" I tried hard to convince myself that Mas Andre was the most appropriate to accompany me. Since the Clouds are no longer mine, she must take responsibility for Laura and her child.
"Are you sure Lika?"
"Yes, I'm sure" I said stammeringly.
Mas Andre called me "Thank you Lika, for believing in me" he whispered as he stroked my hair.
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