The End of Long
The Part 14

While eating we talked a lot about our nostalgic problems at Junior High. Anyway tonight I did not stop laughing by Ari's funny behavior, we were already familiar without even passing if we had time to separate because there was a misunderstanding between me and Awan.

Ari said goodbye because her boyfriend asked to pick her up.

"You going home now, Cha?" The cloud asked because he saw me getting ready.

"Yes"

"Later on, Cha, let's have a chat here"

"It's hard to get a bus tonight"

"There's no bus"

"I can take a taxi"

"Cha I'll drive you" A cloud was confused as to why I turned cold to him as soon as Ari left us both.

"No Wan, I don't want to bother you" I was confused as to why my mood could turn 180 degrees.

The clouds took my hand when I saw I was going to stand up leaving her "Cha I don't feel bothered, instead I'm happy to be able to drive you"

"But I feel bad about having to trouble others"

"What about Mr. Andre?" why every mention the name Mr. Andre Cloud face so sebel.

"What happened to Mr. Andre"

"You have no problem being ushered in and picked up by him" this time the Clouds could not close the timelessness.

"That's because he's my boss and after all he lives next door to me"

"Just because of that?"

"Yes, there's another reason" I'm confused as to what else

The clouds smiled "I'm going to take you home tonight" with my hand out.

"Last cloud" half whispered "I don't want people to notice us"

"They won't notice us if you stay calm" The clouds don't mind my request "anyways I don't care what they say"

I just let Awan hold my hand, just like Awan said if I didn't attract attention, they wouldn't notice us either.

The clouds opened the car door so I could sit inside. "Master let me take a taxi" Awan ignored, right hand holding the body of the car while his left hand holding the car door. My position was pinched, I just kept staring at him.

"You want me to carry it or ride it alone" he said.

If it's free to argue with the clouds. I don't want to follow his wishes.

During the trip I was silent, with no intention of talking to him. Let alone talking looking at him no, I just pretend to see the scenery on the left of the road. We finally stopped at a city park.

"Why do we stop here?" ask the Clouds.

"There's something I need to talk about" I saw Cloud's face seriously.

"I'm tired Wan, I want to go home now"

"Cha, did I have something wrong with you?"

"Nothing"

"Why your attitude could change after that night, I feel like you're not the Chacha I used to know"

"Wan, I'm not your old best friend Chacha"

"Why right? you were still the same Chacha when you met Ari earlier. But now that I don't recognize you anymore, you can change in a matter of minutes"

I just kept quiet not knowing what to say, it's true what the Cloud said.

"Cha what should I do to get you back to being my Chacha a few days ago when we first met"

I was really embarrassed when the Clouds remembered me about what happened that night. Why did I lose control that night.

"I'm sorry Wan, that night you were really so fucked up" I bowed.

"But I liked you that night, because I'm sure you're the Chacha I've been missing all along" The cloud clasped my hand gently in my hand. I let him do what he did, confused as to what to do. I don't really know what I want right now. Want to accept the cloud or stay away from it.

"I'll wait for you to set your heart first" Cloud kissed my hand. "but I don't want to wait too long".

I looked into his eyes "Say you're going again?" it was hard to say those words.I just imagined that I couldn't

"I've been away from you Cha and it's heavy" then put his mouth in my ear "I'll eat you alive so you can't get away from me anymore"

My heart skipped a beat, my cheek warmed at the words of Clouds, I was glad that he would not leave. But I don't want the Clouds to know what my heart really is.

The clouds wanted to drive me to the door, but I forbade it. I want to make sure what I really want. After the shower and prayers I intend to call Mom. Who knows, you can give me a solution to the concerns of my heart.

"Assynogaic"

"Waalaikumsalam Cha, how are you today son"

"Okay ma'am" I hesitated.

"Mother's son why?" it's like you know what I'm feeling.

"Chacha loves the Clouds?"

"Dear Mom"

"Chacha loves the Clouds?"

I hesitate to answer that the problem of love, because I do not know for sure whether this is real love or because of the love of Junior High children who have not been delivered

"Chacha doesn't know yet, Chacha's still confused Mom"

"Now ask your heart, what exactly does Chacha want. Don't think strangely, what Chacha fears isn't necessarily going to happen" Mom fell silent "Cha, I know very well how Chacha feels to the Clouds and how the Clouds feel to Chacha"

"Where do you know how the clouds feel about Chacha?" I was amazed by Mom's last words.

"Awan called Mom and Dad, he really wanted to come here but he said he was doing a lot of work. So for now he's just calling"

"Awan called Mom? How did he know no mother? Chacha never told Mother's number to the Clouds"

"He took from your contacts secretly"

"What did Cloud talk to Dad about?" what exactly did the Clouds talk about with Dad? I never told you about the clouds. And I haven't talked about the clouds all this time. Though I'm sure Mom told you all about me and the Clouds.

"She asked permission to date you ..."

"Awan said that?" I was surprised why Awan had to ask permission to date me. We may just be dating and not necessarily getting married.

"Yes he said that to Dad"

"Trus what did Dad say?"

Mother laughed "Why are you so excited when you heard Awan ask for permission to date you?"

"Mother "I whine spoiled with mom

"Dad said it's okay, the important thing is that you're both happy"

"That's all?"

"Dad also left you with the Clouds, because Dad was worried you were far away from us"

"Trus Clouds says what about mom?"

"Much"

"Indeed the Clouds call Mom often?"

"Often, every time you meet..."

"Awan what story is the same Mother" I cut Mother's words because I can't wait to hear what Awan is talking about.

"About your sudden change away from him, he doubts whether you like him or not"

"Trus Mom said that Chacha likes Clouds"

"Chacha, the cloud is grown. If I see him as much more mature than you even if you're your age"

"Who says we're the same age, Clouds are one year and two months older than Chacha"

"Cha's that age for an ordinary man isn't as mature as the Clouds are today. They usually seek their identity"

"Do you like clouds?"

"No..."

"Mom doesn't like the clouds!" I cut back Mom's words

"Mom loved it, even though I've never met him, but I'm sure he's a good boy. I also believe why until this beautiful mother's son can't forget it for a dozen years, because she has something special that other men don't have" Mother fell silent. "And one more thing, she also thanked mom for giving birth and looking after you until now"

I am so happy to hear my last words from Mom.

"Why didn't Mom ever say that the Clouds call Mom often"

"Awan asked, he wants to solve this problem only with you. So that you can convince your heart without input from others"

"If Cloud wants to solve a problem with just the two of me why she always calls Mom".

"He just wants to know what's behind him so you can be so to him. He is sure that he likes her now"

"Where do the Clouds know that I like it when I've never said it?"

"Cha, the Clouds are smart kids. Where maybe at your first meeting you can cry bitterly if not you miss it very much. And I also told you about your problem with Irvan".

"Mother don't need to tell me about my problem with Brother Irvan"

"Awan continued to ask, he wondered why you were afraid to have a relationship with him. After all, I don't want her to think anything about you and then leave you again"

"Because I'm afraid I'm going to be sad again like I used to be" I asked my mother

"No, because I think he's the best mate for you"

Hearing my mother's words, my heart became convinced that the Clouds were the right person for me to defend. Because it was the night we ended this conversation.