The End of Long
The Part 28

Suddenly I cried and hugged her, maybe what Tina said was true as well. Who knows if he can give me advice on the problems I face. Then I told him about last night's accident with him.

"Actually I had heard rumors about Mr. Awan and Laura dating, but once I saw that she loved you so much that I thought it was just gossip. I didn't think they were that far. I'm sorry Lika for never telling you this" she said feeling guilty.

"It's not your fault, I should have realized that he wasn't my old Cloud. We've been separated for a dozen years, where maybe he's waiting for me by rejecting the presence of another woman by his side"

"So how do you want?

"I don't know yet, I can't think of anything"

"If I think you should just forget about her, after all she can't possibly leave her pregnant fiance"

"I know there's no way I'm going back to her, even though I love her so much. Maybe at this time I'm not ready to leave him but I'm sure as time goes on I can forget about it"

"You're patient, Lik" said Tina, and she hugged me.

I was just crying, right now I'm happy to have a friend I can talk to. I let go of her open because I thought of my mother at home, she must be worried about me.

"Tin can I borrow your phone? I'm gonna call my mom at home, she's gonna be worried about where I am"

Tina took her phone from the bag and gave it to me "where are you going?" Ask wonder.

"I don't know where my phone and my bag fell" I remember exactly where I was left. But it must've crashed in the parking lot of the office last night.

"Mom's Asalamallaikum, this is Chacha" I said as soon as I got in touch with Mom.

"Waalaikumsalam, Cha are you okay? Where are you now? Mom and Dad were worried about you last night" I heard very worried.

"Chacha's mother is fine, now again in Mr. Andre's apartment, sorry Chacha's mother lost her phone must be worried about not being able to call Chacha"

"Cha last night Clouds called Mom, she told me everything about Mom.."

I'm not done talking I've been crying, actually I want to complain about last night. I just think right now Mom's confused about not being able to call me from last night.

"Cha you are patient, calm yourself first do not think that much. Everything has been arranged by God" Mother tried to calm me down "Mom sure you can solve this problem well, because I know that Mother's child is strong"

Seeing me sobbing Tina stroked my back so that I would be calmer "Chacha is confused Mom..., how should Chacha be?... Right now Chacha feels like he's falling from a tall building" I said sobbing.

"Mother knows what Chacha is feeling right now, whatever the outcome is you must be sure this is God's destiny for Chacha and this must be the best for Chacha"

"Cha what should Ma'am do?"

"Now it is important that you calm yourself first, then when you are calm ask Chacha's heart what is right and best for Chacha"

"Chacha kangen Mother" is indeed at this time I really want to be close to family. This feeling hurts more than knowing that Kak Irvan has impregnated Rena. At that time, we were married, probably because I didn't love her very much. Right now I feel completely devastated knowing that Laura is pregnant with Awan's child.

I couldn't think of parting with Awan, but I couldn't be with him if there was another woman who was carrying her child. I don't want to destroy Laura's and her child's lives, but I can't afford to let the Clouds go right now.

-ooOoo-oo

At first Mr. Andre didn't let me go back to the boarding house, but I still insisted I wanted to go home. I don't want to trouble Mr. Andre anymore with my business, after all he's my boss. Although I actually do not want to go home because I am not ready to face the clouds. But I can think of ways to avoid it later, which is important at this time I do not want Mr. Andre to be involved in the problems of both of us.

Finally he let me go as long as he delivered, after dropping off the new Tina he drove me home.

"The father doesn't need to drive me to the room, I can do it myself"

"You guys want to look at the room, it's not been seen for a long time" he said with a smile.

"Surely you still live here?"

"Still, Mr. Robby's been paying for the next six months"

"Micha!" I was surprised by someone's call because I was sure it was the Clouds.

I flinched as it turned out that the Clouds were already holding my arm "Wait for Cha I need to talk to you"

I don't want to meet him yet, let alone have to talk to him. I tried to get my arm out of the Clutches of the Clouds. But the free cloud gripped very strongly.

"Let go" said Mr. Andre already beside me.

"Sorry I just need to talk to Chacha and have nothing to do with you!" word Cloud. I did not look directly at the Clouds but from what I heard he was not wanting to be disturbed by Mr. Andre.

"I have nothing to do with you, but all I see is that Lika doesn't want to talk to you. So I have to interfere!.."

"What's your business doing meddling, or because you're the boss or ..!"

"Because I like it" cut Mr. Andre.

The clouds laughed cynically "At this time he's still my lover"

"But Lika does not want to be with you, so you have no right to force." replied Mr. Andre fiercely

"Enough!.." cut me up to stop the two of them arguing.

"Cha I have to explain to you, this is not what you think.."

"Let go! I don't want to talk to you" I said trying to escape the Clutches of the Clouds.

"You didn't hear that Lika doesn't want to talk to you" right now Mr. Andre's hand is already the hand of the Clouds.

"Cha please listen to me first"

I closed my ears, I was not ready to hear anything from the Clouds, suddenly my chest was tight when I thought about what she wanted to explain Laura's problem.

The clouds wanted to grab my arm one more time, but were restrained by Mr. Andre "You want to make him suffer even more!"

For some reason since this problem appeared I cried a lot, just like now I had tears suddenly wet my cheeks.

"Cha.."

"Get go now! Lika doesn't want to meet you. You shouldn't have forced him this way"

I felt the Clouds loosen their clutches, I took the opportunity to release my arms and ran upwards.

"Cha you should know that I love you so much!" cloud shouted to see me running while crying.

All I don't care about anymore, right now I want to avoid the Clouds any way, so that the pain in this heart is not so tormenting to me. I was still standing behind the door crying, not knowing what to do. I was surprised to hear my bedroom door knocking.

"When are you okay?" said Mr. Andre.

"Yes, sir, I'm fine"

"You sure?" ask again

"Sorry sir, at this time I do not want to meet anyone" heavy I have to talk like that with Mr. Andre, because in fact he is not wrong whatsoever. But right now I really want to be alone.

"Well, later if you need something you can call me in the next room"

"Good Sir"

After the departure of Mr. Andre I sat down, my tears could not be contained anymore. Heart ache, why did this happen when I had met Cloud and we were gulping down the sweetness of love. Why didn't Laura show up before I met Awan, if she had been with Laura when I first met her, maybe my heart wouldn't have been this broken. At least I remember Awan as my first sweet, unharmed love.

-ooOoo-oo