The End of Long
The Part 11

The scroll of my watch shows at 17:06 wib, should I go home now to avoid the Clouds or wait for him to pick me up. But coming home now means I'm lying about overtime, and how about Cloud getting angry because I lied to him. But if I wait for him to pick me up I'm also afraid I can't control myself to keep my distance from him. What should I do, O yes, I should just call Awan so that there's no need to pick me up for cancelling overtime today so he doesn't have to pick me up.

I took the phone that was on the table. As soon as I heard the tone hp, surprised by there were other hp sounds around me. Who's left thought I was, but when I looked at the sound of the phone I was really surprised. The clouds laughed as they pointed their phones at me. I quickly turned off my phone because the person was already near me.

The clouds walked towards my desk, both hands leaning against the table. "Not being overtime?"

"It's all done"

"When did you call me to pick me up now?"

"No, you want to ignore if you don't have to be picked up because you want to go home now"

"Then can we go home now?"

I regretted that I decided to call him earlier, if I didn't call I could just tell him to go home because I still had to go overtime until night. But the rice has become porridge, inevitably I have to go home with Awan.

Maybe the Clouds felt the change that happened to me today. He must have been confused by changing my attitude in just one night. A new cloud opened the obrol after we were in the car. After all, there are still many other employees who pass by because it is currently the hour to go home from work.

"How's the job today?"

"Good"

The clouds looked at me, then he smiled. "Cha, let's go for a walk first huh, while waiting for dinner" didn't change at all from the tone of his speech, though I'm sure he must have felt a change in me.

"We'll just go home"

"Cha why are you? You're sick huh" looks worried in the Cloud's face. Then his palm held my forehead.

"No, I'm just tired" I lowered Cloud's hand from my forehead.

"You don't have to go to the doctor for a check-up"

"No, at the moment I just want to rest" I really feel guilty for worrying the Clouds. Actually my goal is just to avoid it why it's like this.

"I've brought you home now"

I just kept silent and did not make any comment, my gaze was just fixed to the front without looking at the clouds.

"Cha, did you eat this lunch?"

I'm just nagging. Clouds please stop worrying this makes me feel guilty.

"Yes you have slept first, later when I wake up" his car parked on the side of the road. I look around where the clouds are going?

I was surprised that suddenly the clouds were leaning towards me with a distance of only about five centimeters. My heart skipped a beat, my face was hot, what are you doing Wan? The clouds lowered my seat so I could sleep comfortably.

"That's enough?" ask Cloud.

Like I just nodded, he rubbed my hair "Now you sleep yes" God why the attitude of the Clouds is so sweet, how can I avoid it if he continues to behave like this. I even felt my love getting bigger than before I met her again. The clouds were driving the car again while I was pretending to be asleep. It's the only way I can avoid the clouds. It hurts my heart to do this, when my loved one is next to me, but I have to avoid it. I wanted to cry but I was afraid the Clouds would find out.

I opened my eyes to see what he was doing right now. It turned out that he was looking at me, not long after that I felt my hair was being stroked. It's comfortable, I don't want it to end soon. Actually I can feel the sincerity of what Cloud did to me, I have never felt the warmth of a man's caress towards me. From the deepest recesses of my heart did not want this to end but there was another side feeling fear of losing back the Clouds. I want to stay by his side even if I'm just his best friend like I used to be. I don't want to lose her back just because later my love is hindered by the existence of another woman.

I opened my eyes pretending I just woke up from sleep. "We've arrived?"

"Yes, are you better now?" tanya Cloud still stroked my hair.

"Why not wake me up" I wonder why I'm so good at lying now. If I could not lie to anyone else before.

"I don't want to disturb your sleep"

I wanted to go to the room immediately because I couldn't seem to hold back my heart's turmoil over Cloud's sincerity with me.

"Thank you for driving me home, I went in first" I saw the Clouds wanted out "No need, I can be alone"

Looks like the Clouds ignored my ban, he still escorted me.

"You don't have to drive me by myself"

Instead of going and holding my shoulder as I was going up the stairs "Free you forbid me Cha, I'll still drive you to the room safely"

It's okay to argue with the Clouds, he won't grant my wish. That's why I let him drive her to the door.

"You can go home, I've reached the room" my heart had to say such cruel words to him. At the moment he has nothing wrong with me.

"You're sure it's okay if I'm left alone" cloud worries about having to leave me alone.

"Yes right now I just need to sleep"

The cloud sighed "Well then, you haven't had dinner yet? What am I gonna buy you?"

"I don't want to eat anything"

"Cha you are not being unwell, if you do not eat you can be really sick"

"Well please, I'm tired of just wanting to sleep right now" I said almost crying. It was not really my tired body, but my tired heart that had to avoid the closeness that the Clouds were trying to give me. My heart was tired of arguing between wanting to accept the closeness that Cloud gave me, but the other side of me forced myself to stay away from the Cloud.

"Cha I'm really worried about your circumstances"

"Yes I know, but right now I beg you to let me rest myself"

"Alright Cha, I'm home now" Cloud took my hand. "if there's anything call me right away"

I just snuggle.

After the departure of the clouds I no longer hold back, this is all I can do to reduce the pain in my heart. Right now I don't want to do anything. Maybe because I was tired and my burden was a little less I fell asleep without changing my uniform. This is out of my habit, if usually so go home from the office I want to do just a shower, after that just do other activities.

About an hour later I woke up, and it seemed like I was getting better. I decided to take a shower because I felt uncomfortable again. It turned out that it was true after taking a bath that my body and mind were much better. I dry my hair in front of the mirror in my room.