The End of Long
The Part 19

After dinner Awan took me out to tour around the villa. The clouds held my hand down the path that was around.

"Cha, thanks for waiting this long, I don't care how my life will be if I don't find you"

"You've been looking for me all this time?"

"He is but you are lost to the earth"

"But why did you stay away from me?"

"I was a little boy who was angry because of my letter you refused"

"Who said I refused your letter"

"Why did you give it back to me when you didn't reject it"

"I want to ask you what it means, but you're ripped and dumped in the trash"

"You don't know what the letter means"

"You forgot how you fucked me when you were studying English"

"Astagfirullah Cha, why did I not think about it at the time" Cloud patted his eel

"You're just playing angry"

"But why don't you ask me what the letter is about so I know you don't understand"

"Already but you instead idolize the trus and choose to date with Dinda!"

"It's not that you're going out with sister Nico!"

"I've never dated Brother Nico"

"But you always stick with him"

"Because at that time I had no friends at all, while Brother Nico constantly approached me. So inevitably only he was my friend at the time"

"There's Susi"

"It is not to be regretted, at least now we are together again" Cloud kissed my hand and held it tightly. "We sat there yuk" Awan pointed to the long chair in the courtyard of the villa.

Some time we just enjoy the dim light of the trees in front of us. The quiet sound and quiet atmosphere made our hearts serene. There is a vibration of my own feeling right now that I cannot express with words. I felt the clouds also felt what I was feeling.

"Cha, don't ever leave me no matter what"

I didn't answer his question, just thinking about it my heart ached let alone having to completely lose Cloud back.

The clouds wrapped his right hand around my shoulder so I could lean on his shoulder while the left hand was holding my left hand. I feel very comfortable in the clouds. He kissed my hair and then his hand stroked my shoulder. This Cloud treatment made me feel truly loved, my heart started pounding fast every time the Clouds kissed my hair. It felt warm his breath touching my scalp.

The clouds turned my body towards her, she looked at me lovingly. This time it wasn't just my heart pounding, my blood flow started to feel warm to my cheeks.

The clouds pulled my hand so that our faces were only a few centimeters away. A warm cloud swept over my face "Cha, I Love You" then he kissed my lips. I was shocked like I was electrocuted when his lips were so affectionate and demanded a similar reply from me. I was carried away by the atmosphere created by the clouds, his hands had locked my waist tightly, while the other hand was stroking my hair, my neck lovingly.

The clouds felt I was hers so precious that they didn't want her to let go. Not only that, Clouds began to pull my hair around kissing my neck, biting my chin lustfully.

I wonder where I'm currently letting what the clouds are doing to me. If Brother Irvan kissed me in the past I always stopped him from going too far. At that time, we were engaged and getting married. But why did I let Awan do this to me, I was swept away by his treatment.

Suddenly the Clouds stopped kissing her and both her hands held my cheeks. He set his breath to calm down, I myself felt my breath claustrophobic with what we just did.

"Cha, I'm sorry for not being able to control myself" a hoarse cloud sounded.

I myself do not know what to say because I do not know where my common sense that always remember the norms taught my parents.

"I don't want our love to be soiled with lust that it can ruin the sanctity we keep for a long time" it sounds as if the clouds have begun to caress him.

I just nod because it is true that I want our love to be tarnished only by what we do not deserve to do right now. I don't know what affected us until we could act like that.

"We'd better get in because I'm not sure I can control myself anymore if we stay here"

"Wan, thank you for loving me while maintaining the sanctity of our love"

"That's because I love you so much "The clouds smiled as they took my hand to bring me back into the Villa.

It's true said Mother, Awan is the right man for my soul mate. May the Lord hear my prayers to remain with the Cloud until death do us part.